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The 12 Week Year

The 12 Week Year [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Brian P. Moran,Michael Lennington
Editor: John Wiley & Sons
ISBN-10: 1118616421
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The guide to shortening your execution cycle down from one year to twelve weeks Most organizations and individuals work in the context of annual goals and plans; a twelve-month execution cycle. Instead, The 12 Week Year avoids the pitfalls and low productivity of annualized thinking. This book redefines your "year" to be 12 weeks long. In 12 weeks, there just isn't enough time to get complacent, and urgency increases and intensifies. The 12 Week Year creates focus and clarity on what matters most and a sense of urgency to do it now. In the end more of the important stuff gets done and the impact on results is profound. Explains how to leverage the power of a 12 week year to drive improved results in any area of your life Offers a how-to book for both individuals and organizations seeking to improve their execution effectiveness Authors are leading experts on execution and implementation Turn your organization's idea of a year on its head, and speed your journey to success.

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Fierce Leadership

Fierce Leadership [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Susan Scott
Editor: Currency
ISBN-10: 0307589420
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From the author of the acclaimed book Fierce Conversations comes the antidote to some of the most wrongheaded practices of business today. · “Provide anonymous feedback.” · “Hire smart people.” · “Hold people accountable.” These are all sound, business practices, right? Not so fast, says leadership visionary and bestselling author Susan Scott. In fact, these mantras — despite being long-accepted and adopted by business leaders everywhere — are completely wrongheaded. Worse, they are costing companies billions of dollars, driving away valuable employees and profitable customers, limiting performance, and stalling careers. Yet they are so deeply ingrained in organizational cultures that no one has questioned them. Until now. In Fierce Leadership, Scott teaches us how to spot the worst “best” practices in our organizations using a technique she calls “squid eye”–the ability to see the “tells” or signs that we have fallen prey to disastrous behaviors by knowing what to look for. Only then, she says, can we apply the antidote.. Informed by over a decade of conversations with Fortune 500 executives, this book is that antidote. With fierce new approaches to everything from employee feedback to corporate diversity to customer relations, Scott offers fresh and surprising alternatives to six of the so-called “best” practices permeating today’s businesses. This refreshingly candid book is a must-read for any manager or leader at any level who is ready to take a long hard look at what trouble might be lurking in their organization - and do something about it.

Download or read Fierce Leadership book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). From the author of the acclaimed book Fierce Conversations comes the antidote to some of the most wrongheaded practices of business today. · “Provide anonymous feedback.” · “Hire smart people.” · “Hold people accountable.” These are all sound, business practices, right? Not so fast, says leadership visionary and bestselling author Susan Scott. In fact, these mantras — despite being long-accepted and adopted by business leaders everywhere — are completely wrongheaded. Worse, they are costing companies billions of dollars, driving away valuable employees and profitable customers, limiting performance, and stalling careers. Yet they are so deeply ingrained in organizational cultures that no one has questioned them. Until now. In Fierce Leadership, Scott teaches us how to spot the worst “best” practices in our organizations using a technique she calls “squid eye”–the ability to see the “tells” or signs that we have fallen prey to disastrous behaviors by knowing what to look for. Only then, she says, can we apply the antidote.. Informed by over a decade of conversations with Fortune 500 executives, this book is that antidote. With fierce new approaches to everything from employee feedback to corporate diversity to customer relations, Scott offers fresh and surprising alternatives to six of the so-called “best” practices permeating today’s businesses. This refreshingly candid book is a must-read for any manager or leader at any level who is ready to take a long hard look at what trouble might be lurking in their organization - and do something about it.


Who Not How

Who Not How [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Dan Sullivan,Dr. Benjamin Hardy
Editor: Hay House, Inc
ISBN-10: 1401960596
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The world's foremost entrepreneurial coach shows you how to make a mindset shift that opens the door to explosive growth and limitless possibility--in your business and your life. Have you ever had a new idea or a goal that excites you... but not enough time to execute it? What about a goal you really want to accomplish...but can't because instead of taking action, you procrastinate? Do you feel like the only way things are going to get done is if you do them? But what if it wasn't that way? What if you had a team of people around you that helped you accomplish your goals (while you helped them accomplish theirs)? When we want something done, we've been trained to ask ourselves: "How can I do this?" Well, there is a better question to ask. One that unlocks a whole new world of ease and accomplishment. Expert coach Dan Sullivan knows the question we should ask instead: "Who can do this for me?" This may seem simple. And it is. But don't let the lack of complexity fool you. By mastering this question, you will quickly learn how billionaires and successful entrepreneurs like Dan build incredible businesses and personal freedom. This book will teach you how to make this essential paradigm-shift so you can: • Build a successful business effectively while not killing yourself • Immediately free-up 1,000+ hours of work that you shouldn't be doing anyway • Bypass the typical scarcity and decline of aging and other societal norms • Increase your vision in all areas of life and build teams of WHOs to support you in that vision • Never be limited in your goals and ambitions again • Expand your abundance of wealth, innovation, relationships, and joy • Build a life where everything you do is your choice--how you spend your time, how much money you make, the quality of your relationships, and the type of work you do Making this shift involves retraining your brain to stop limiting your potential based on what you solely can do and instead focus on the nearly infinite and endless connections between yourself and other people as well as the limitless transformation possible through those connections.

Download or read Who Not How book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). The world's foremost entrepreneurial coach shows you how to make a mindset shift that opens the door to explosive growth and limitless possibility--in your business and your life. Have you ever had a new idea or a goal that excites you... but not enough time to execute it? What about a goal you really want to accomplish...but can't because instead of taking action, you procrastinate? Do you feel like the only way things are going to get done is if you do them? But what if it wasn't that way? What if you had a team of people around you that helped you accomplish your goals (while you helped them accomplish theirs)? When we want something done, we've been trained to ask ourselves: "How can I do this?" Well, there is a better question to ask. One that unlocks a whole new world of ease and accomplishment. Expert coach Dan Sullivan knows the question we should ask instead: "Who can do this for me?" This may seem simple. And it is. But don't let the lack of complexity fool you. By mastering this question, you will quickly learn how billionaires and successful entrepreneurs like Dan build incredible businesses and personal freedom. This book will teach you how to make this essential paradigm-shift so you can: • Build a successful business effectively while not killing yourself • Immediately free-up 1,000+ hours of work that you shouldn't be doing anyway • Bypass the typical scarcity and decline of aging and other societal norms • Increase your vision in all areas of life and build teams of WHOs to support you in that vision • Never be limited in your goals and ambitions again • Expand your abundance of wealth, innovation, relationships, and joy • Build a life where everything you do is your choice--how you spend your time, how much money you make, the quality of your relationships, and the type of work you do Making this shift involves retraining your brain to stop limiting your potential based on what you solely can do and instead focus on the nearly infinite and endless connections between yourself and other people as well as the limitless transformation possible through those connections.


There's No Plan B for Your A-Game

There's No Plan B for Your A-Game [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Bo Eason
Editor: St. Martin\'s Press
ISBN-10: 1250210844
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Washington Post Bestseller Wall Street Journal Bestseller USA Today Bestseller Publishers Weekly Bestseller Do you want to change the course of your life? Do you want to be the best? The best manager, the best athlete, the best artist, the best speaker, the best parent? In There’s No Plan B for Your A-Game, former pro athlete, playwright, and acclaimed leadership coach Bo Eason shows you exactly what it takes to be the best. His proven tools and training have worked for Olympic medalists, military leaders, bestselling authors, professional athletes, and business executives and their teams. There’s No Plan B for Your A-Game explains how to develop the character, integrity, and commitment it takes to become the best. Bo Eason focuses on a winning four-step process that helps you attain the skill, maintain the effort, and persist through challenges: Declaration: What do you want to achieve? Preparation: How can you make it happen? Acceleration: Where will you find the stamina to reach your goal? Domination: Why do you take others with you? With inspiring, specific, real-word guidance, There’s No Plan B for Your A-Game teaches the best practices that lead to the best results, in every walk of life.

Download or read There's No Plan B for Your A-Game book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Washington Post Bestseller Wall Street Journal Bestseller USA Today Bestseller Publishers Weekly Bestseller Do you want to change the course of your life? Do you want to be the best? The best manager, the best athlete, the best artist, the best speaker, the best parent? In There’s No Plan B for Your A-Game, former pro athlete, playwright, and acclaimed leadership coach Bo Eason shows you exactly what it takes to be the best. His proven tools and training have worked for Olympic medalists, military leaders, bestselling authors, professional athletes, and business executives and their teams. There’s No Plan B for Your A-Game explains how to develop the character, integrity, and commitment it takes to become the best. Bo Eason focuses on a winning four-step process that helps you attain the skill, maintain the effort, and persist through challenges: Declaration: What do you want to achieve? Preparation: How can you make it happen? Acceleration: Where will you find the stamina to reach your goal? Domination: Why do you take others with you? With inspiring, specific, real-word guidance, There’s No Plan B for Your A-Game teaches the best practices that lead to the best results, in every walk of life.


Don't Keep Your Day Job

Don't Keep Your Day Job [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Cathy Heller
Editor: St. Martin\'s Press
ISBN-10: 1250193613
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Featured in the #1 spot in 2019 "Get Motivated" podcasts on Apple Podcasts • Nominated for a Webby Award for Best Business Podcast "Heller pivots effortlessly from encouraging readers to accept “miraculous changes,” find their bliss, and examine their authentic selves to practical tips for building mass marketing email distribution lists and identifying web-based social media and teaching portals that allow small-business owners to capture additional revenue...both approachable and incisive." —Booklist From the creator of the #1 podcast "Don't Keep Your Day Job," an inspiring book about turning your passion into profit The pursuit of happiness is all about finding our purpose. We don't want to just go to work and build someone else’s dream, we want to do our life's work. But how do we find out what we’re supposed to contribute? What are those key ingredients that push those who succeed to launch their ideas high into the sky, while the rest of us remain stuck on the ground? Don’t Keep Your Day Job will get you fired up, ready to rip it open and use your zone of genius to add a little more sparkle to this world. Cathy Heller, host of the popular podcast Don’t Keep Your Day Job, shares wisdom, anecdotes, and practical suggestions from successful creative entrepreneurs and experts, including actress Jenna Fischer on rejection, Gretchen Rubin on the keys to happiness, Jen Sincero on having your best badass life, and so much more. You’ll learn essential steps like how to build your side hustle, how to find your tribe, how to reach for what you truly deserve, and how to ultimately turn your passion into profit and build a life you love.

Download or read Don't Keep Your Day Job book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Featured in the #1 spot in 2019 "Get Motivated" podcasts on Apple Podcasts • Nominated for a Webby Award for Best Business Podcast "Heller pivots effortlessly from encouraging readers to accept “miraculous changes,” find their bliss, and examine their authentic selves to practical tips for building mass marketing email distribution lists and identifying web-based social media and teaching portals that allow small-business owners to capture additional revenue...both approachable and incisive." —Booklist From the creator of the #1 podcast "Don't Keep Your Day Job," an inspiring book about turning your passion into profit The pursuit of happiness is all about finding our purpose. We don't want to just go to work and build someone else’s dream, we want to do our life's work. But how do we find out what we’re supposed to contribute? What are those key ingredients that push those who succeed to launch their ideas high into the sky, while the rest of us remain stuck on the ground? Don’t Keep Your Day Job will get you fired up, ready to rip it open and use your zone of genius to add a little more sparkle to this world. Cathy Heller, host of the popular podcast Don’t Keep Your Day Job, shares wisdom, anecdotes, and practical suggestions from successful creative entrepreneurs and experts, including actress Jenna Fischer on rejection, Gretchen Rubin on the keys to happiness, Jen Sincero on having your best badass life, and so much more. You’ll learn essential steps like how to build your side hustle, how to find your tribe, how to reach for what you truly deserve, and how to ultimately turn your passion into profit and build a life you love.


Being Boss

Being Boss [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Emily Thompson,Kathleen Shannon
Editor: Running Press Adult
ISBN-10: 0762490454
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From the creators of the hit podcast comes an interactive self-help guide for creative entrepreneurs, where they share their best tools and tactics on "being boss" in both business and life. Kathleen Shannon and Emily Thompson are self-proclaimed "business besties" and hosts of the top-ranked podcast Being Boss, where they talk shop and share their combined expertise with other creative entrepreneurs. Now they take the best of their from-the- trenches advice, giving you targeted guidance on: The Boss Mindset: how to weed out distractions, cultivate confidence, and tackle "fraudy feelings" Boss Habits: including a tested method for visually mapping out goals with magical results Boss Money: how to stop freaking out about finances and sell yourself (without shame) With worksheets, checklists, and other real tools for achieving success, here's a guide that will truly help you "be boss" not only at growing your business, but creating a life you love.

Download or read Being Boss book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). From the creators of the hit podcast comes an interactive self-help guide for creative entrepreneurs, where they share their best tools and tactics on "being boss" in both business and life. Kathleen Shannon and Emily Thompson are self-proclaimed "business besties" and hosts of the top-ranked podcast Being Boss, where they talk shop and share their combined expertise with other creative entrepreneurs. Now they take the best of their from-the- trenches advice, giving you targeted guidance on: The Boss Mindset: how to weed out distractions, cultivate confidence, and tackle "fraudy feelings" Boss Habits: including a tested method for visually mapping out goals with magical results Boss Money: how to stop freaking out about finances and sell yourself (without shame) With worksheets, checklists, and other real tools for achieving success, here's a guide that will truly help you "be boss" not only at growing your business, but creating a life you love.


Hello, Fears

Hello, Fears [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Michelle Poler
Editor: Sourcebooks, Inc.
ISBN-10: 1492688908
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For readers of empowering non-fiction such as DARING GREATLY and GIRL, WASH YOUR FACE, Hello, Fears is a growth mindset personal development book for those who are not only ready to achieve, but reckless enough to push out of their comfort zone. What's the best that can happen? As the Founder of Hello Fears, a social movement empowering millions to live with courage and tap into their full potential, Michelle Poler lives happily outside the comfort zone. Not, in this inspiring and motivational new book, Michelle is challenging others to say Hello! to their fears and find meaningful happiness outside the traditional definition of success. With kick-butt attitude and a humorous *wink*, Michelle breaks down each set-back she battled on the road towards joyful purpose. Her stories and practical strategies encourage readers to name, accept, and embrace what's holding them back so they can be the heroine in their own life, not the victim. Hello, Fears! is an honest, empowering guide to living alongside what scares you. Our fears reveal what we care about the most, so each and every challenge is an opportunity to grow, hustle, and be your authentic self — unapologetically.

Download or read Hello, Fears book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). For readers of empowering non-fiction such as DARING GREATLY and GIRL, WASH YOUR FACE, Hello, Fears is a growth mindset personal development book for those who are not only ready to achieve, but reckless enough to push out of their comfort zone. What's the best that can happen? As the Founder of Hello Fears, a social movement empowering millions to live with courage and tap into their full potential, Michelle Poler lives happily outside the comfort zone. Not, in this inspiring and motivational new book, Michelle is challenging others to say Hello! to their fears and find meaningful happiness outside the traditional definition of success. With kick-butt attitude and a humorous *wink*, Michelle breaks down each set-back she battled on the road towards joyful purpose. Her stories and practical strategies encourage readers to name, accept, and embrace what's holding them back so they can be the heroine in their own life, not the victim. Hello, Fears! is an honest, empowering guide to living alongside what scares you. Our fears reveal what we care about the most, so each and every challenge is an opportunity to grow, hustle, and be your authentic self — unapologetically.


Ayoade on Top

Ayoade on Top [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Richard Ayoade
Editor: Faber & Faber
ISBN-10: 0571339158
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Richard Ayoade - in this foren, perhaps one of the most 'insubstantial' people of our age, takes us on a journey from Peckham to Paris by way of Nevada and other places we don't care about. It's a journey deep within, in a way that's respectful and non-invasive; a journey for which we will all pay a heavy price, even if you've waited for the smaller paperback edition. Ayoade argues for the canonisation of this brutal masterpiece, a film that celebrates capitalism in all its victimless glory; one we might imagine Donald Trump himself half-watching on his private jet's gold-plated flat screen while his other puffy eye scans the cabin for fresh, young prey."

Download or read Ayoade on Top book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Richard Ayoade - in this foren, perhaps one of the most 'insubstantial' people of our age, takes us on a journey from Peckham to Paris by way of Nevada and other places we don't care about. It's a journey deep within, in a way that's respectful and non-invasive; a journey for which we will all pay a heavy price, even if you've waited for the smaller paperback edition. Ayoade argues for the canonisation of this brutal masterpiece, a film that celebrates capitalism in all its victimless glory; one we might imagine Donald Trump himself half-watching on his private jet's gold-plated flat screen while his other puffy eye scans the cabin for fresh, young prey."


12 Rules for Life

12 Rules for Life [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Jordan B. Peterson
Editor: Random House Canada
ISBN-10: 0345816048
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#1 NATIONAL BESTSELLER #1 INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER What does everyone in the modern world need to know? Renowned psychologist Jordan B. Peterson's answer to this most difficult of questions uniquely combines the hard-won truths of ancient tradition with the stunning revelations of cutting-edge scientific research. Humorous, surprising and informative, Dr. Peterson tells us why skateboarding boys and girls must be left alone, what terrible fate awaits those who criticize too easily, and why you should always pet a cat when you meet one on the street. What does the nervous system of the lowly lobster have to tell us about standing up straight (with our shoulders back) and about success in life? Why did ancient Egyptians worship the capacity to pay careful attention as the highest of gods? What dreadful paths do people tread when they become resentful, arrogant and vengeful? Dr. Peterson journeys broadly, discussing discipline, freedom, adventure and responsibility, distilling the world's wisdom into 12 practical and profound rules for life. 12 Rules for Life shatters the modern commonplaces of science, faith and human nature, while transforming and ennobling the mind and spirit of its readers.

Download or read 12 Rules for Life book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). #1 NATIONAL BESTSELLER #1 INTERNATIONAL BESTSELLER What does everyone in the modern world need to know? Renowned psychologist Jordan B. Peterson's answer to this most difficult of questions uniquely combines the hard-won truths of ancient tradition with the stunning revelations of cutting-edge scientific research. Humorous, surprising and informative, Dr. Peterson tells us why skateboarding boys and girls must be left alone, what terrible fate awaits those who criticize too easily, and why you should always pet a cat when you meet one on the street. What does the nervous system of the lowly lobster have to tell us about standing up straight (with our shoulders back) and about success in life? Why did ancient Egyptians worship the capacity to pay careful attention as the highest of gods? What dreadful paths do people tread when they become resentful, arrogant and vengeful? Dr. Peterson journeys broadly, discussing discipline, freedom, adventure and responsibility, distilling the world's wisdom into 12 practical and profound rules for life. 12 Rules for Life shatters the modern commonplaces of science, faith and human nature, while transforming and ennobling the mind and spirit of its readers.


The 8 Dimensions of Leadership

The 8 Dimensions of Leadership [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Jeffrey Sugerman
Editor: Berrett-Koehler Publishers
ISBN-10: 1605099570
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Don’t Be a One-Dimensional Leader! To be an effective leader you need to know your strengths—but that’s only part of the story. You also need a broad perspective on all the behaviors needed to be an effective leader. This book provides both. Using the third-generation DiSC® online personality assessment—one of the most scientifically validated tools available—The 8 Dimensions of Leadership helps you identify your primary leadership dimension. Whether you are a Pioneering, Energizing, Affirming, Inclusive, Humble, Deliberate, Resolute, or Commanding leader, the authors help you understand the psychological drivers, motivations, and “blind spots” characteristic of your style. But no single style will take you all the way. A Humble leader may have a hard time making tough decisions. A Commanding leader may run roughshod over potential allies. The authors detail the lessons all leaders can learn from each style, enabling you to craft a multidimensional approach to becoming the leader you aspire to be.

Download or read The 8 Dimensions of Leadership book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Don’t Be a One-Dimensional Leader! To be an effective leader you need to know your strengths—but that’s only part of the story. You also need a broad perspective on all the behaviors needed to be an effective leader. This book provides both. Using the third-generation DiSC® online personality assessment—one of the most scientifically validated tools available—The 8 Dimensions of Leadership helps you identify your primary leadership dimension. Whether you are a Pioneering, Energizing, Affirming, Inclusive, Humble, Deliberate, Resolute, or Commanding leader, the authors help you understand the psychological drivers, motivations, and “blind spots” characteristic of your style. But no single style will take you all the way. A Humble leader may have a hard time making tough decisions. A Commanding leader may run roughshod over potential allies. The authors detail the lessons all leaders can learn from each style, enabling you to craft a multidimensional approach to becoming the leader you aspire to be.


More Sales, Less Time

More Sales, Less Time [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Jill Konrath
Editor: Penguin
ISBN-10: 0698155602
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"I felt like time was taunting me: 'Behind again? You'll never get it all done.' I worked harder and longer hours, sacrificing my limited personal time to stay ahead of the game. Still, it wasn't sufficient. My work just kept expanding, demanding more of me. I could never seem to call it a day. In my entire career, I'd never faced a sales problem of this magnitude." Sound familiar? If so, you're probably an overwhelmed seller. Your clients expect more, with faster turnarounds. Your quota keeps going up. You need to leverage social media, keep up-to-date on your industry, figure out how to sell new products and services, and learn all the latest technologies. The demands are never-ending. You could work nonstop around the clock and still not get it all done. It's a huge problem faced by experienced sales pros, busy entrepreneurs, and sales rookies. If you don't stay on top of your time, it's tough to make your numbers, let alone blow them away. Konrath, a globally recognized sales consultant and speaker, knew she needed help, but found that advice aimed at typical workers didn't work for her—or for others who needed to sell for a living. Salespeople need their own productivity guidelines adapted to the fast-paced, always-on sales world. So Konrath experimented relentlessly to discover the best time-savers and sales hacks in order to deliver the first productivity guide specifically for sales success. In More Sales, Less Time, Konrath blends cutting-edge behavioral research with her own deep knowledge of sales to teach you how to succeed in this age of distraction. You'll discover how to: • Reclaim a minimum of one hour per day by eliminating major time sucks and changing the way you tackle e-mail and social media. • Free up time to focus on activities that have the highest impact on your sales results, such as preparing, researching, strategizing, and connecting with customers. • Optimize your sales processes to eliminate redundancies and wasted time. • Transform your mind-set to effortlessly incorporate new, more productive habits; leverage your best brainpower; and stay at the top of your sales game. Konrath helps you develop strategies specifically tailored to your life in sales, using your strengths to cut through the feeling of being overwhelmed. All salespeople have the same number of hours in a day; it's up to you to rescue your time to sell smarter.

Download or read More Sales, Less Time book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). "I felt like time was taunting me: 'Behind again? You'll never get it all done.' I worked harder and longer hours, sacrificing my limited personal time to stay ahead of the game. Still, it wasn't sufficient. My work just kept expanding, demanding more of me. I could never seem to call it a day. In my entire career, I'd never faced a sales problem of this magnitude." Sound familiar? If so, you're probably an overwhelmed seller. Your clients expect more, with faster turnarounds. Your quota keeps going up. You need to leverage social media, keep up-to-date on your industry, figure out how to sell new products and services, and learn all the latest technologies. The demands are never-ending. You could work nonstop around the clock and still not get it all done. It's a huge problem faced by experienced sales pros, busy entrepreneurs, and sales rookies. If you don't stay on top of your time, it's tough to make your numbers, let alone blow them away. Konrath, a globally recognized sales consultant and speaker, knew she needed help, but found that advice aimed at typical workers didn't work for her—or for others who needed to sell for a living. Salespeople need their own productivity guidelines adapted to the fast-paced, always-on sales world. So Konrath experimented relentlessly to discover the best time-savers and sales hacks in order to deliver the first productivity guide specifically for sales success. In More Sales, Less Time, Konrath blends cutting-edge behavioral research with her own deep knowledge of sales to teach you how to succeed in this age of distraction. You'll discover how to: • Reclaim a minimum of one hour per day by eliminating major time sucks and changing the way you tackle e-mail and social media. • Free up time to focus on activities that have the highest impact on your sales results, such as preparing, researching, strategizing, and connecting with customers. • Optimize your sales processes to eliminate redundancies and wasted time. • Transform your mind-set to effortlessly incorporate new, more productive habits; leverage your best brainpower; and stay at the top of your sales game. Konrath helps you develop strategies specifically tailored to your life in sales, using your strengths to cut through the feeling of being overwhelmed. All salespeople have the same number of hours in a day; it's up to you to rescue your time to sell smarter.


Stories That Stick

Stories That Stick [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Kindra Hall
Editor: HarperCollins Leadership
ISBN-10: 1400211948
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Wall Street Journal & USA Today Bestseller The moment you take control of your stories, you take control of your business and your life. You keep hearing how story is the latest-and-greatest business tool, and that storytelling can do everything—from helping leaders better communicate to motivating sales teams and winning customers away from competitors. But what stories do you need to tell? And how do you tell them? In Stories That Stick, Kindra Hall, professional storyteller and nationally-known speaker, reveals the four unique stories you can use to differentiate, captivate, and elevate: the Value Story, to convince customers they need what you provide; the Founder Story, to persuade investors and customers your organization is worth the investment; the Purpose Story, to align and inspire your employees and internal customers; and the Customer Story, to allow those who use your product or service to share their authentic experiences with others. Telling these stories well is a simple, accessible skill anyone can develop. With case studies, company profiles, and anecdotes backed with original research, Hall presents storytelling as the underutilized talent that separates the good from the best in business. She offers specific, actionable steps readers can take to find, craft, and leverage the stories they already have and simply aren’t telling. Every person, every organization has at least four stories at their disposal. Will you tell yours?

Download or read Stories That Stick book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Wall Street Journal & USA Today Bestseller The moment you take control of your stories, you take control of your business and your life. You keep hearing how story is the latest-and-greatest business tool, and that storytelling can do everything—from helping leaders better communicate to motivating sales teams and winning customers away from competitors. But what stories do you need to tell? And how do you tell them? In Stories That Stick, Kindra Hall, professional storyteller and nationally-known speaker, reveals the four unique stories you can use to differentiate, captivate, and elevate: the Value Story, to convince customers they need what you provide; the Founder Story, to persuade investors and customers your organization is worth the investment; the Purpose Story, to align and inspire your employees and internal customers; and the Customer Story, to allow those who use your product or service to share their authentic experiences with others. Telling these stories well is a simple, accessible skill anyone can develop. With case studies, company profiles, and anecdotes backed with original research, Hall presents storytelling as the underutilized talent that separates the good from the best in business. She offers specific, actionable steps readers can take to find, craft, and leverage the stories they already have and simply aren’t telling. Every person, every organization has at least four stories at their disposal. Will you tell yours?


Ziglar on Selling

Ziglar on Selling [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Zig Ziglar
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Want to be on top in your sales career? How do you succeed in the profession of selling?while also maintaining your sanity, avoiding ulcers and heart attacks, continuing in a good relationship with your spouse and children, meeting your financial obligations, and preparing for those "golden years,"?and still have a moment you can call your own? Zig Ziglar shows you how, sharing information, direction, inspiration, laughter, and tears that will help you make the necessary choices for a balanced life?personal and professional. Selling is a magnificently rewarding and exciting profession. It is, however, more than a career. It is a way of life?constantly changing and always demanding your best. In Ziglar on Selling, you'll discover the kind of person you are is the most essential facet in building a successful professional sales career. You've got to be before you can do. "I will see you at the top?in the world of selling."?Zig Ziglar

Download or read Ziglar on Selling book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Want to be on top in your sales career? How do you succeed in the profession of selling?while also maintaining your sanity, avoiding ulcers and heart attacks, continuing in a good relationship with your spouse and children, meeting your financial obligations, and preparing for those "golden years,"?and still have a moment you can call your own? Zig Ziglar shows you how, sharing information, direction, inspiration, laughter, and tears that will help you make the necessary choices for a balanced life?personal and professional. Selling is a magnificently rewarding and exciting profession. It is, however, more than a career. It is a way of life?constantly changing and always demanding your best. In Ziglar on Selling, you'll discover the kind of person you are is the most essential facet in building a successful professional sales career. You've got to be before you can do. "I will see you at the top?in the world of selling."?Zig Ziglar


Unstoppable Teams

Unstoppable Teams [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Alden Mills
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Three-time Navy SEAL platoon commander and founder of Perfect Fitness reveals how to put together teams that can accomplish any objective—by leveraging an unexpected set of values and priorities. SEALs and civilians operate in extremely different environments, but what makes both kinds of teams excel comes down to the same thing: service to others, trust, empathy, and a caring environment. Alden Mills has experience working in both the military and the private sector, as a SEAL platoon commander and as a startup founder of Perfect Fitness. He’s seen firsthand what it takes to lead an unstoppable team of individuals. Teams are nothing more than a series of interconnected relationships with a collective, single-minded focus. Success almost never depends on individual talent and valor; instead, Alden Mills shows, it depends, first, on creating a strong foundation for yourself and, second, using that foundation to help others go beyond their individual pursuits and talents to create something bigger and better—an unstoppable team. Unstoppable Teams show managers at every level, at both large and small organizations, including private, public, and nonprofit, how to inspire, motivate, and lead the people around them. Mills draws on stories from his own experiences to impart these surprising team-building lessons: Too many people mistake groups of individuals for a team. No two people are alike, but we all have the same genetic drivers that motivate us—our will to survive, our ego-driven desire for personal gain, and our soul-driven yearning to be a part of something greater than ourselves. When we override our fears about survival, we can focus on our desire to thrive. The more you care for your teammates, the more they will dare for the team. Great ideas are not reserved for a select few—true teams embrace diversity of thought to find winning ideas. These lessons aren’t exclusive to the Navy SEALs; they are used by successful entrepreneurs, nonprofit leaders, coaches, and sport captains—and now you can master them too. Unstoppable Teams is the handbook for how to build care-based teams that will push people to achieve more than they ever thought possible.

Download or read Unstoppable Teams book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Three-time Navy SEAL platoon commander and founder of Perfect Fitness reveals how to put together teams that can accomplish any objective—by leveraging an unexpected set of values and priorities. SEALs and civilians operate in extremely different environments, but what makes both kinds of teams excel comes down to the same thing: service to others, trust, empathy, and a caring environment. Alden Mills has experience working in both the military and the private sector, as a SEAL platoon commander and as a startup founder of Perfect Fitness. He’s seen firsthand what it takes to lead an unstoppable team of individuals. Teams are nothing more than a series of interconnected relationships with a collective, single-minded focus. Success almost never depends on individual talent and valor; instead, Alden Mills shows, it depends, first, on creating a strong foundation for yourself and, second, using that foundation to help others go beyond their individual pursuits and talents to create something bigger and better—an unstoppable team. Unstoppable Teams show managers at every level, at both large and small organizations, including private, public, and nonprofit, how to inspire, motivate, and lead the people around them. Mills draws on stories from his own experiences to impart these surprising team-building lessons: Too many people mistake groups of individuals for a team. No two people are alike, but we all have the same genetic drivers that motivate us—our will to survive, our ego-driven desire for personal gain, and our soul-driven yearning to be a part of something greater than ourselves. When we override our fears about survival, we can focus on our desire to thrive. The more you care for your teammates, the more they will dare for the team. Great ideas are not reserved for a select few—true teams embrace diversity of thought to find winning ideas. These lessons aren’t exclusive to the Navy SEALs; they are used by successful entrepreneurs, nonprofit leaders, coaches, and sport captains—and now you can master them too. Unstoppable Teams is the handbook for how to build care-based teams that will push people to achieve more than they ever thought possible.


The 12 Week Year Field Guide

The 12 Week Year Field Guide [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Brian P. Moran,Michael Lennington
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Update your thinking and avoid complacency with the 12 week year Are you ready to change your life? This hands-on template for implementing advice from the game-changing book The 12 Week Year is a study guide that makes it easy for anyone to apply the 12 week year to their own lives. Instead of getting bogged down in annualized thinking that produces pitfalls and saps productivity, follow along with this guide to redefine your “year” to be just 12 weeks long. By doing so, you’ll avoid complacency, begin to focus on what matters most, create better clarity, and develop a sense of urgency so that “now” is always the right time to act. Applicable to business growth, career goals, and life in general, the 12 week plan will help you improve in any—or every—area. By closing the “knowing-doing gap,” you’ll discover how to execute on what you already know and greatly expand the boundaries of your capabilities. Learn to: Create your personal and business visions with step-by-step tips Develop your own 12 week plan by applying what you know to what you do Put over 10 years of field-tested content, exercises, and templates to work for you Build a 12 week commitment and apply the system to your own life and business Take back your life, improve your thinking, and advance your business or career by implementing real-world, hands-on methods in The 12 Week Year Study Guide.

Download or read The 12 Week Year Field Guide book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Update your thinking and avoid complacency with the 12 week year Are you ready to change your life? This hands-on template for implementing advice from the game-changing book The 12 Week Year is a study guide that makes it easy for anyone to apply the 12 week year to their own lives. Instead of getting bogged down in annualized thinking that produces pitfalls and saps productivity, follow along with this guide to redefine your “year” to be just 12 weeks long. By doing so, you’ll avoid complacency, begin to focus on what matters most, create better clarity, and develop a sense of urgency so that “now” is always the right time to act. Applicable to business growth, career goals, and life in general, the 12 week plan will help you improve in any—or every—area. By closing the “knowing-doing gap,” you’ll discover how to execute on what you already know and greatly expand the boundaries of your capabilities. Learn to: Create your personal and business visions with step-by-step tips Develop your own 12 week plan by applying what you know to what you do Put over 10 years of field-tested content, exercises, and templates to work for you Build a 12 week commitment and apply the system to your own life and business Take back your life, improve your thinking, and advance your business or career by implementing real-world, hands-on methods in The 12 Week Year Study Guide.


London Labour and the London Poor

London Labour and the London Poor [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Henry Mayhew
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Assembled from a series of newspaper articles first published in the newspaper Morning Chronicle throughout the 1840s, this exhaustively researched, richly detailed survey of the teeming street denizens of London is a work both of groundbreaking sociology and salacious voyeurism. In an 1850 review of the survey, just prior to its initial book publication, William Makepeace Thackeray called it "tale of terror and wonder" offering "a picture of human life so wonderful, so awful, so piteous and pathetic, so exciting and terrible, that readers of romances own they never read anything like to it." Delving into the world of the London "street-folk"-the buyers and sellers of goods, performers, artisans, laborers and others-this extraordinary work inspired the socially conscious fiction of Charles Dickens in the 19th century as well as the urban fantasy of Neil Gaiman in the late 20th. Volume II explores the lives of: sellers of secondhand merchandise sellers of live animals sellers of natural curiosities "street-Jews" chimney sweepers and more. English journalist HENRY MAYHEW (1812-1887) was a founder and editor of the satirical magazine Punch.

Download or read London Labour and the London Poor book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Assembled from a series of newspaper articles first published in the newspaper Morning Chronicle throughout the 1840s, this exhaustively researched, richly detailed survey of the teeming street denizens of London is a work both of groundbreaking sociology and salacious voyeurism. In an 1850 review of the survey, just prior to its initial book publication, William Makepeace Thackeray called it "tale of terror and wonder" offering "a picture of human life so wonderful, so awful, so piteous and pathetic, so exciting and terrible, that readers of romances own they never read anything like to it." Delving into the world of the London "street-folk"-the buyers and sellers of goods, performers, artisans, laborers and others-this extraordinary work inspired the socially conscious fiction of Charles Dickens in the 19th century as well as the urban fantasy of Neil Gaiman in the late 20th. Volume II explores the lives of: sellers of secondhand merchandise sellers of live animals sellers of natural curiosities "street-Jews" chimney sweepers and more. English journalist HENRY MAYHEW (1812-1887) was a founder and editor of the satirical magazine Punch.


Medicine The Lies, The Greed & The Death

Medicine The Lies, The Greed & The Death [Pdf/ePub] eBook Author: Rui Alexandre Gabirro
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Medicine The Lies, The Greed & The Death The Effects of The Medical Trade, & The Pharma Industry On Your Health Includes - COVID-19 THE UN-TOLD STORY Provides a Detailed Explanation of the Covid-19 Fraud An inside account of the events Before, During and After! CONTENTS Chapter 1 The Cure Found...........................................................................1 The Deceptive Art........................................................................5 By Removing Causes...................................................................5 Chapter 2 Bad Cholesterol: The Myth and The Fraud.........................6 Its not Cholesterol, it is Inflammation...................................7 Chapter 3 The Germ Theory........................................................................9 A Germ Alone is Inefficient as a Grain of Wheat is Ungerminative Without Sunlight, Air and Moisture...........10 The Pasteurian Theory.............................................................12 The Common Cold and Influenza........................................13 Causes of Cholera......................................................................14 False Premises Will Never Lead to a Truth.......................16 The False but Convenient “Truths”......................................17 For Every Disease There is a Germ......................................17 Germ Theory..............................................................................19 The Role of Bacteria.................................................................21 Gut Bacteria By-Product Protects Against Salmonella..22 Salmonellosis: The Guilt is From Your Intestinal Flora.22 The Primary Cause of Disease is not Germs.....................23 Micro-Organisms of Disease are Universal, But Disease is not Universal...............................................................................24 Scientific Bluff............................................................................26 Disease Germs............................................................................29 The Germ Disease Theory.....................................................30 Vis Medicatrix Naturae...........................................................30 People Generally are Awed by Anything they do not Understand.......................................................................................31 Every Grain of Sand is a Metropolis for Bacteria............32 Goodbye to Germ Theory.......................................................32 Inoculations.................................................................................35 Germs............................................................................................37 Germs as a Cause of Disease is a Dying Fallacy................37 Why We Believe Germs do Not Cause Disease................38 The First Commercial Antibiotic..........................................41 Sulfanilamide Poisoning..........................................................42 Cognitive Impairment by Antibiotic-induced Gut Dysbiosis...........................................................................................42 Microbiome Restoration Diet Improves Digestion, Cognition and Physical and Emotional Wellbeing...............43 Prions: Reassessment of the Germ Theory of Disease....45 Antibiotics Effects at the Organ Level.................................45 The Influence of the Gut Microbiota on Brain and Behaviour..........................................................................................46 The Terrain Theory..................................................................48 Chapter 4 The Creation of The Rockefeller Institute for Medical Research J.D. Rockefeller's Involvement...............................................50 Rockefeller Foundation Funding and Medical Education in Toronto, Montreal, and Halifax............................................53 Flexner Report............................................................................54 Medical Association..................................................................56 The Rockefeller Foundation...................................................59 The Three Medical Schools in The United States............61 The Medical School and AMA...............................................61 Medicinal Administrations, Chief Cause of Difference.........................................................................................61 The Progressive and Tolerant School..................................62 Teaching and the Teacher.......................................................63 Chapter 5 Nutrition and Diet Factor Effect of Chronic Vitamin E Deficiency in the Nervous System and Skeletal Musculature..............................................65 Chapter 6 Predisposition to Disease........................................................66 Doctrine of Diathesis................................................................68 Bacteriology Run Mad.............................................................69 What Predisposes to Cancer...................................................69 Heredity........................................................................................70 Gout and Rheumatism.............................................................71 Reappearance not Equivalent to Inheritance....................71 What is Inherited is a Predisposition Not a Disease...............................................................................................72 Hereditary or Particular Habits?...........................................73 Inborn Errors of Metabolism.................................................75 Coexistence of Neurological and Ocular Findings.............................................................................................76 Systemic Manifestations..........................................................76 The Damaged Brain from Iodine Deficiency Cognitive, Behavioural, Neuromotor Aspects............................................77 Chapter 7 Breast Cancer..............................................................................79 Lymph-stasis the Precursor of Cancer................................80 Lymphoid Tissue In Health....................................................81 Lymphangioplasty, A new method for the relief of the brawny arm of breast-cancer, and for similar conditions of lymphatic Oedema.........................................................................82 Lymph-Stasis, The Precursor of Breast Cancer...............85 Lymphatic Obstruction as the Cause of Chronic Mastitis..............................................................................................86 Chronic Mastitis........................................................................86 Prevention in the Light of Aetiology...................................87 The Real Story Behind the Pink Ribbon.............................88 Note on Antiperspirants..........................................................92 Breast Cancer Screening.........................................................93 Intestinal Toxaemia in its Relation to Cancer...................95 Constipation and Breast Cancer...........................................96 National Health and Examination Survey.........................98 Chapter 8 Genetic Fudge..........................................................................100 Genetics Another Medical Trade Fantasy.......................104 Ichthyosis...................................................................................105 Medical Trade Research, Cancer Research UK, and Big Pharma............................................................................................106 Identification of the Breast Cancer Susceptibility Gene BRCA2.............................................................................................107 Cancer Classification with DNA Microarrays, is: Less More?...............................................................................................108 The new class of potentially transformative Medicines to treat diseases Caused by Protein or Gene Dysfunction....108 Graves Disease.........................................................................110 Resolving Graves Disease Thorough Lifestyle Changes...........................................................................................111 Epilepsy......................................................................................111 Treatment and Prevention of Certain Mental Disorders........................................................................................113 Aetiological Factors: Heredity.............................................119 States of Toxaemia.................................................................126 Delirium Tremens...................................................................127 Fatal Familial Insomnia FFI.................................................127 The Genetic Swindle..............................................................128 Alzheimer’s Disease Genetics..............................................130 The Neurotoxic Effect of Aluminum salts was First Demonstrated by Scherp and Church....................................131 Alzheimer's Disease No Longer A Mystery.....................132 Aluminum - Alzheimer's Smoking Gun?..........................132 Aluminum Is Known To Be a Potent Neurotoxin.........133 The Body Burden of Aluminium........................................136 Alzheimer’s Disease Might Now Be Considered as an Acute Response to Chronic Intoxication by Aluminium.137 Chapter 9 The Microbiome and its Influence on Genetics.............140 Understanding What Exactly is Heredity as a Factor...141 Definitions.................................................................................142 The Microbiome and Disease..............................................142 What Is The Microbiome?....................................................144 Growth and Development is not due to the Genetic Blueprint Alone.............................................................................146 Your DNA is not a Blueprint...............................................146 Chapter 10 Chorea........................................................................................148 Aetiology....................................................................................148 St. Vitus Dance.........................................................................149 Association with Rheumatism and other Morbid States................................................................................................154 The Relation between the Nervous Manifestations (or Chorea) and the Rheumatic Process as Indicating the Nature of the Disease..................................................................154 A Study of the Heart Wall in Diphtheria, Rheumatic Fever, and Chorea …...................................................................155 The Cure of Chorea................................................................156 Nervous and Brain Disorders..............................................159 Psychoses with Huntington’s Chorea................................160 Chorea And Its Treatment....................................................161 Research done by the Medical Trade on Huntington's Disease.............................................................................................166 Chapter 11 Nanotechnology......................................................................169 Tiny Science, Huge Concern...............................................173 Does Nanotechnology Pose Health Risks?......................174 Chapter 12 Vaccines.....................................................................................176 Vaccination and General Enervation................................176 Immunization and Auto-immunization..........................179 Chiropractic views on Vaccination....................................180 Combined Live Measles-Mumps-Rubella (RA 27-3) Virus Vaccine and Live Rubella (RA 27/3) Virus Vaccine............................................................................................181 Measles Vaccine And The Central Nervous System.............................................................................................182 Behavioural Disorders included Autism..........................183 British Court Throws Out Conviction of Autism / Vaccine MD: Andrew Wakefield’s Co-Author Completely Exonerated.....................................................................................183 Autism and Vaccines CDC Whistle-Blower Exposes Vaccine Dangers, Lies, and Cover-Ups.................................184 The Tiny List of Vaccines That The Medical Trade and The NHS in England Recommends to be given to:...........185 The Vaccine War.....................................................................187 Adverse Events After Routine Immunization of Extremely Low-Birth-Weight Infants...................................187 Vaccines Little Profit.............................................................188 Vaccines Profit Ahead of the Public Good......................188 Vaccine Industry Has Absolute Legal Immunity...........189 Ingredients, Components Excipients Found In Vaccines..........................................................................................191 Health Does Not Come From Injecting Poison Into The Blood-stream.................................................................................192 Chapter 13 On the Treatment of Small-Pox.........................................194 Chapter 14 Aspirin........................................................................................202 Aspirin and Pulmonary Edema...........................................202 The 1918 Flu Epidemic.........................................................205 Harmful Medication...............................................................209 A Very Commonly Used Drug............................................210 The Deadly Harm of Aspirin...............................................210 The Action of Aspirin............................................................211 Aspirin “Salicylic Acid” or Common Aspirin..................212 Aspirin as a Poison..................................................................213 Aspirin Poisoning....................................................................213 Diagnosis of Poisoning by Acetylsalicylic Acid..............215 Suppression of Urine in Aspirin Poisoning.....................216 Acute Respiratory Failure in the Adult.............................218 Renal Papillary Necrosis.......................................................218 Salicylate Hepatotoxicity, Differential diagnosis of Reye’s Syndrome.....................................................................219 Serious Adverse Reactions Caused by Commonly used Drugs................................................................................................219 Barbiturate Poisoning............................................................221 Acute and Chronic Effects of Aspirin Toxicity..............221 Aspirin, like all other Drugs is a Poison............................223 Chapter 15 Influenza....................................................................................224 Influenza, Diphtheria, Scarlet Fever,and Smallpox in Chicago...........................................................................................227 Pathologic Anatomy, and Bacteriology of Influenza....232 Pulmonary Tuberculosis.......................................................236 Spanish Influenza Precautions............................................236 Influenza and Diphtheria......................................................237 Antitoxin Treatment of Diphtheria in England and the Influenza.........................................................................................238 Epistaxis, Nasal Diphtheria and the Epidemic of Influenza.........................................................................................240 Septic Infections......................................................................243 Influenza....................................................................................245 General Statistics Influenza Cases Johns Hopkins Hospital...........................................................................................247 Chapter 16 New and Emerging Respiratory Virus Threats Advisory Group...............................................................................................250 The New and Emerging Respiratory Virus Threats Advisory Group (NERVTAG) 1st Annual Report December 2014-December 2015.................................................................251 Annex C- NERVTAG forward work plan: areas/future subcommittees, Ongoing work areas commenced upon in 2015..................................................................................................255 New and Emerging Respiratory Virus Threats Advisory Group...............................................................................................256 Chapter 17 Pfeiffer's Bacillus.....................................................................261 Journal of Experimental Medicine....................................262 Journal Articles........................................................................263 Bacterium Pneumosintes......................................................264 Insights from Pigs...................................................................266 The Word Virus Appears It's First Mention....................267 Chapter 18 COVID-19 THE UN-TOLD STORY...........................................272 A Cold by Any Other Name Is Still a Cold......................273 What causes the flu? How is it different from a cold?..274 Clinical Progress of Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome (SARS)..............................................................................................275 Characteristics of 2019 Novel Coronavirus....................276 Ringing Bells.............................................................................276 Declarations of Interest.........................................................279 Project SIDA.............................................................................281 Coromandel Hospital Board................................................282 Note Concerning The Virus Theory.................................283 What is a Virus?.......................................................................286 Description of Viruses...........................................................286 Problems of Virus Multiplication.......................................288 Pre-Coronavirus Epidemic..................................................291 PATH..........................................................................................292 Bill and Melinda Gates Announce $100 Million Gift Establish Bill & Melinda Gates Children's Vaccine Program..........................................................................................292 PATH Drug Solutions............................................................293 PATH Vaccine Solutions......................................................293 International Vaccine Institute, Seoul, Korea.................294 International Vaccine Institute Receives $40 Million Grant from the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation.............295 Global Fund for Children's Vaccine Approve Support to 8 More Countries 5 Year Commitment Now Exceeds $250 Million..................................................................................296 International Vaccine Institute...........................................298 Sabin Vaccine Institute..........................................................303 The Unrestricted Warfare Symposium 2006..................304 What is Unrestricted Warfare?............................................304 The National Critical Challenge.........................................306 Unrestricted Warfare Symposium, 2007..........................306 The Molecular And Cellular Basis For How SARS CoV Impacts the Host Immune System Resulting in Severe SARS................................................................................................307 Unrestricted Warfare Symposium, 2009.........................311 WHO Announces First Global Pandemic in 40 Years..311 We’re Being Played.................................................................313 The Guardian launches Global Development Website with Gates Foundation...............................................................314 Guardian News & Media Ltd..............................................315 The Guardian British Daily Newspaper..........................315 Examples of Corporate Strategies to Influence Public Health Promotion........................................................................316 Distortion of Science..............................................................316 Financial Tactics......................................................................316 Products and Services............................................................316 Where Does the Money Come From?...............................316 Who Benefits? Where Does the Money Go?...................318 New Vaccines: Gates Foundation's Philanthropy or Business?.........................................................................................319 Costly for Poor People...........................................................319 The Vested Interests...............................................................320 Decade of Vaccines: The Global Vaccine Action Plan..320 Unrestricted Warfare.............................................................321 The Flip Side to Bill Gates Charity Billions....................322 FRED - A Framework For Reconstructing Epidemic Dynamics........................................................................................325 Vaccine Modelling Initiative................................................327 Middle East Respiratory Syndrome Coronavirus.........330 Five-in-one Pentavalent Vaccine........................................331 Public Health Laboratories...................................................334 Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation Vaccine Empire on Trial in India..................................................................................335 The Wrong PATH...................................................................337 Wrong Dose..............................................................................338 Elderly Person Dies Every 7 Minutes...............................339 The Coalition for Epidemic Preparedness Innovations....................................................................................343 Financial Times Ltd................................................................345 Wuhan Institute of Virology................................................348 U.S. Government $7 Billion Stockpile of Medication..348 Bill Gates Warns 30 Million People Could Die From Flu Pandemic.................................................................................349 Influenza (Seasonal)................................................................351 The $1 Billion Syphilis Infections Lawsuit......................354 Bat Coronaviruses in China.................................................356 NO TIME TO WAIT..............................................................357 Antibiotics Market to Reach $63.34 Billion by 2026....359 Brazil’s Pharmaceutical Market Value Will Approach US$55 Billion................................................................................360 The Pharmaceutical Industry in Brazil.............................361 Chief Medical Advisor...........................................................362 2019-2020 Hong Kong Ongoing Protests.......................363 Event 201 Model.....................................................................365 Event 201 Players....................................................................373 Pandemic Simulation Exercise Spotlights Massive Preparedness Gap........................................................................379 Vaccine Stock Procurement.................................................379 The Virus Outbreak................................................................381 Professor Mauro Ferrari becomes the 4th President of the European Research Council...............................................381 Alarming: 1 in 5 Deaths due to Sepsis...............................383 The Birth of A Rumour..........................................................384 First Test for Novel Coronavirus.......................................387 Prof. Dr. Christian Drosten, Charité Universitätsmedizin Berlin...............................................................................................387 Covid-19 is shown to be novel coronavirus, structurally related to virus that causes SARS............................................389 The Example of Greenland..................................................390 The Coalition for Epidemic Preparedness Innovations Part II...............................................................................................390 First Lenin Statue, Victory for the Marxist-Leninist Party.................................................................................................393 An Extra £5 Billion for the NHS.........................................396 The Naming of the Virus......................................................396 First British Case.....................................................................397 The Voice of Reason...............................................................397 U.S. Government $8 Billion Stockpile of Medication..397 Public request to take Stronger Measures of Social Distancing across the UK with Immediate Effect..............398 Herd Immunity and the Benefits of Vaccination...........399 The Imperial College Report Convincing Boris Johnson for a Lockdown............................................................................400 Please Note...............................................................................402 It Has Emerged........................................................................402 Imperial College London’s Model of the Covid-19 disease based on undocumented, 13-year-old computer code..................................................................................................403 Professor Neil Ferguson: high priest of Liberal Hospital Management and Inventor of the Generalized Containment Against Covid-19.........................................................................404 The Creation of the European Centre for Disease Prevention and Control.............................................................404 Intellectual Fraud: Covid-19 Neil Ferguson, the Liberal Lyssenko.........................................................................................405 Professor Ferguson is the European reference for Epidemic Modelling....................................................................406 Controversy with Professor Didier Raoult......................408 Covid-19 - Interim Clinical Guidance..............................409 Laboratory and Radiographic Findings............................411 Chronic Metabolic Disease, Obesity and Poor Diet.....412 COVID-19 & Underlying Conditions...............................415 COVID-19 Therapeutics Accelerator Awards $20 Million in Initial Grants to Fund Clinical Trials................418 Lord Sumption on Coronavirus.........................................419 FDA Requests Removal of All Ranitidine Products (Zantac) from the Market..........................................................421 Ranitidine Sold Under the Trade Name Zantac Among Others..............................................................................................422 Side Effects................................................................................423 US$100 Billion for Hospitals and other Medical Providers.........................................................................................424 State Aid: Commission approves £50 Billion UK “umbrella” Scheme to Support the Economy in the Coronavirus Outbreak...............................................................425 EU Science Chief Resigns with Blast at Coronavirus Response.........................................................................................426 National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases Immunization, Infectious Diseases, and Influenza (Flu)...429 WHO Launched an Appeal in March for US$675 Million to Help Fight the Coronavirus Pandemic and is Reported to be Planning a Fresh Appeal for At Least US$1Billion......430 Vaccine Mania Drives Continued Lockdown................431 Social Distancing: “Indefinitely”.........................................432 £4.5 Billion + £300 Million................................................432 NHS Funding...........................................................................432 Why we must be wary of Philanthropic Contributions by Bill Gates, Jeff Bezos and other Billionaires.........................433 Master and servant.................................................................433 Governments Must Act Now to Stop 265 Million Starving Warns World Food Programme.............................434 The Scottish government wants to modernise and consolidate the law on what people are permitted to say to each other.......................................................................................435 Professor Lockdown..............................................................437 Court Rules Insurers can Collect US$12 Billion under Health Care Law..........................................................................437 Madagascar President presents herbal drink against COVID-19......................................................................................438 Why Do So Many NHS Nightingale Hospitals Remain Empty?.............................................................................................438 Half the Global Workforce Could Lose Their Livelihoods Due To The Pandemic........................................439 Bristol Nightingale Hospital still Empty Week after construction work was finished...............................................446 Nightingale Hospitals Empty...............................................446 Amazon Reports US$75.5 Billion Revenue First Quarter of 2020............................................................................447 America’s $4 Trillion Medical Trade Sector...................447 Average patient requiring hospital treatment for Covid-19 will incur a bill totalling $72,000 over a 12-day stay...448 Health Insurance Premiums Could Rise by Over 40% Due to Coronavirus.....................................................................448 Operation Warp Speed..........................................................449 China to Impose Security Law in Hong Kong Heralding The End of City’s Autonomy....................................................451 Lockdown Measures Resulted in Economic Devastation also Resulted in More Deaths...................................................451 Prominent German Prof Says COVID-19 Lockdown “Completely Unnecessary”, “Unbelievably Damaging To The Economy”...............................................................................452 Imperial College London Report No.23 COVID-19 in the United States..........................................................................453 Gavi Advance Market Commitment for COVID-19 Vaccines (Gavi Covax AMC).....................................................455 India Pledges 15 Million.......................................................456 Vaccine Summit Raise £7 Billion........................................456 Saudi Arabia pledges $150 Million....................................456 The Case of the Countries That didn't Forced Social Distancing.......................................................................................457 Sweden; Population 10 Million..........................................457 Sweden Influenza Seasons 2015–16 to 2018–19..........457 Influenza-related mortality..................................................458 Unusually Many Sick, Season 2017–2018.......................458 Deaths in Retirement & Care Homes................................459 Deaths in Healthcare Establishment..................................459 Taiwan; Population 23 Million...........................................460 Nicaragua; Population 6 Million Number of Deaths Attributed to COVID-19 in Nicaragua..................................460 Tanzania Population 56 Million Number of Deaths Attributed to COVID-19............................................................461 Countries that Reported No Deaths from Covid-19...461 Coronavirus Symptoms.........................................................462 Comorbidity.............................................................................462 Since the Influenza.................................................................468 Comorbidity Symptoms in Coronavirus Pneumonia..468 First UK Cases..........................................................................469 Tamiflu.......................................................................................470 Each year Enormous Effort goes into Producing Influenza Vaccines for that specific year and delivering them to appropriate sections of the population. Is this Effort Justified?.............................................................................473 Laryngeal Injury after Prolonged Tracheal Intubation.......................................................................................474 Pulmonary Complications Following Surgery or Trauma - The Vicious Circle.....................................................................475 Common Postoperative Pulmonary Complications.....477 Shoulder Injury Related to Vaccine Administration (SIRVA)............................................................................................479 Vaccine Injury Compensation Trust Fund......................481 Influenza (Flu) Vaccine; Shoulder Injury Related to Vaccine Administration (SIRVA).............................................481 Below-median awards limited to past pain and suffering..........................................................................................481 History of SIRVA Settlement and Proffer........................482 In 20 Years No Vaccine for SARS......................................483 SARS Vaccine within Reach................................................483 Development of a SARS Coronavirus Vaccine..............484 Vaccine Development............................................................485 If Vaccines Make Me Immune, Why do I Have to Get a Flu Shot Every Year?................................................................488 Vaccine Effectiveness in the United States During the 2018–2019 Season..................................................................489 Vaccine Effectiveness in Europe During the 2016–17 & 2017–18 Season................................................489 Types of Influenza Viruses...................................................490 Naming Influenza Viruses....................................................490 Influenza Vaccine Viruses....................................................491 Vaccination in the Context of Sjögren's Syndrome......492 In the Midst of Chaos, There is Also Opportunity........493 The Reason Every Year We Need a Different Influenza Vaccine............................................................................................494 The H1N1 Vaccine Tragedy was Played out in 3 Acts.494 Conditions that Appear as a Sign of the Overgrowth of any Certain type Bacteria..........................................................495 Flu Season Deaths...................................................................500 France – Flu Season...............................................................500 2017-2018 Germany – Flu Season....................................500 2017-2018 Spain – Flu Season............................................500 2018-2019 Spain – Flu Season............................................500 2013 to 2017 Italy – Flu Season..........................................502 2016 to 2017 Italy – Flu Season..........................................503 2013-2015 South Africa – Flu Season...............................503 2017-2018 United Kingdom – Flu Season......................504 2012-2013 United States - Flu Season..............................504 2017-2018 United States - Flu Season..............................505 2018-2019 United States - Flu Season..............................505 2019-2020 United States - Flu Season..............................506 U.S. Deaths by Flu...................................................................506 Is Pneumonia Increasing?.....................................................506 Deaths by COVID-19.............................................................507 The Virus Travelled All Over the World From Wuhan.............................................................................................507 The October to March Pattern, The Winter Season Pattern.............................................................................................508 Then Something Happened that was Also Unexpected a few years ago in Brazil, there was an Epidemic Caused by Zika Virus.......................................................................................510 There is a Certain Tendency in History, in People to Always Blame Others for a Problem......................................512 The Species Barrier.................................................................512 The Madness H1N1................................................................513 The Lack of Sober Analyses and Sensible Predictions by the Medical Trade........................................................................514 The Imperial College London COVID19 Report..........514 Johns Hopkins University COVID19 Report................516 The Australia's Example........................................................520 The Media Hysteria, and the Scientific Erroneous Medical Trade Alarming Predictions................................520 Staying at Home and Away From Others (Social Distancing).....................................................................................521 Actual Number of Deaths Attributed to COVID-19 in Australia..........................................................................................522 Ischaemic Strokes...................................................................522 Haemorrhagic Strokes...........................................................523 What People do when they are Forced into Lockdown.......................................................................................523 Peribronchial Lymph Nodes................................................529 Stress and Colds......................................................................531 Influenza....................................................................................533 Encephalitis...............................................................................533 Nature of the Disease.............................................................535 Relation to Influenza..............................................................535 Symptoms of Encephalitis....................................................535 Meningitis.................................................................................536 Encephalitis...............................................................................536 Symptoms of Encephalitis include.....................................536 But What Exactly Is a “Flu-Related Death”? How Does the Flu Kill?....................................................................................539 Koch Postulate.........................................................................541 The Common Virus in Permanently Circulation..........542 What You Need to Know About Infectious Disease.....544 The Common Symptoms that viruses Cause..................545 Understanding of Human-Virus Relations.....................547 All the Gut's a Stage, and all the Microbes Merely Players.............................................................................................548 ANEPIDEM For the treatment of the Common Cold and Influenza.................................................................................550 Tuberculosis Deaths Worldwide in 2018.........................553 The Effects of Isolation..........................................................553 The Problem of the Advantages of Isolation...................554 Say A Ban Wont Help.............................................................556 Sweden Lock-down: What Lock-down?..........................558 End All Restrictions, they were Unnecessary, University Researchers Say............................................................................561 The 1917 Philadelphia Influenza Outbreak....................562 The 1918 Philadelphia 3rd October Parade Fact Checked..........................................................................................562 The Detrimental Effects of Bans upon Health................568 Leukocyte Redeployment During Exercise and Recovery.........................................................................................568 Stress Weakens the Immune System.................................569 Interconnection Between the Nervous and Immune System.............................................................................................570 The Stay At Home Nonsense...............................................571 Coronavirus and Somatization...........................................573 NIH Institutes..........................................................................575 NIH Centers.............................................................................577 Medical Research Council....................................................578 Chapter 19 The Sepsis Factor....................................................................580 Etiology of the Epidemic Acute Respiratory Infections Commonly called Influenza......................................................583 Bacteria, Endotoxin, Sepsis - Immunoglobulin M........592 Damage to Cells by Pore-Forming Bacterial Toxins....592 From Systemic Inflammatory Response Syndrome (SIRS); to Bacterial Sepsis with Shock; to Multiple Organ Dysfunction Syndrome (MODS); to Cardiovascular Collapse...........................................................................................593 The Sepsis Factor....................................................................596 Influenza A Virus Infection Predisposes to Fatal Septicemia following Superinfection with Streptococcus Pneumoniae...................................................................................604 The Role of Sepsis...................................................................605 The Diagnosis...........................................................................606 Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation.........................607 Pathophysiology......................................................................608 Deep Vein Thrombosis & Pulmonary Embolism..........609 It Was a Complete Chinese Tale.........................................609 Coagulation: D-Dimer and Covid-19...............................610 Covid-19 Associated Thrombotic Immune Response.........................................................................................611 Severe Viral Pneumonia........................................................614 Coagulopathy...........................................................................615 Meningococcal Sepsis............................................................616 Chapter 20 First Case Reports From Italy.............................................618 A Cardiologist From Another City Says...........................619 Worsening of Coronavirus Infection may be Related to the Formation of Micrococoagules in Blood Vessels........631 Inflammatory Storm...............................................................631 Covid-19 Treatment with Anticoagulant........................633 Community Acquired Pneumonia.....................................636 Hospital Acquired Pneumonia............................................636 Clinical Classification of Interstitial Lung Disease.......638 Mortality Rate for Hospital-Acquired Pneumonia ranges from 38% to more than 70%........................................639 Ventilator-Associated Pneumonia.....................................639 Characteristics of SARS-CoV-2 patients dying in Italy...................................................................................................645 The Covid-19 Report – Italy...............................................649 The Covid-19 Report – Spain.............................................649 Chapter 21 Air Pollution Factor................................................................654 Spain............................................................................................655 Central Spain Factors.............................................................655 Brazil...........................................................................................656 State of Ceará...........................................................................656 Sao Paulo...................................................................................657 Manaus, Brazil.........................................................................657 Manaus is Among the Cities with the Worst Air Quality in the Country...............................................................................659 Guayaquil, Ecuador................................................................659 The city of Guayaquil is probably the largest city in Ecuador and it has the same population as Quito..............661 USA.............................................................................................662 The Inflated Coronavirus Death Counts.........................662 Guidelines for Cases of Deaths During COVID-19.....663 Piauí State..................................................................................663 Wuhan, China...........................................................................664 Northern Italy..........................................................................664 Sweden.......................................................................................664 Chapter 22 Pneumococcal Influenza Pneumonia................................665 Influenza, Pneumococcal and Herpes Zoster Infections........................................................................................667 Pneumococcal Influenza.......................................................668 Chlamydophila Pneumoniae................................................684 Pulmonary Fibrosis: Role of Chlamydophila Pneumoniae Infection.................................................................685 Chapter 23 The Shedding Light on the Covid-19 Panic....................686 What Are Corona viruses?....................................................686 Spreading Fear Element........................................................686 Why "APPARENT" Mortality Rate?...................................687 The Pressing Questions Are.................................................687 Excessive Fear..........................................................................688 The King is Naked..................................................................689 The Financial Troubles of Italy...........................................701 Why is Italy still the sick man of Europe?........................702 Challenging Debt.....................................................................702 Macron, Merkel Agree €500 Billion Virus Recovery Plan for Europe.............................................................................702 Under the Scheme, Italy would be set to Receive Up To €100 Billion Euros in Grants...................................................703 COVID-19 “pandemic” lockdown in Italy.......................705 Increases in Mortality are Seen Each Winter..................705 Is the Flu less Dangerous than Covid-19?........................706 We Took The Samples To The Laboratory.....................709 Prof. Dr. Sucharit Bhakdi, MD............................................709 Prof. Dr. Sucharit Bhakdi, MD, Open Letter to Angela Merkel.............................................................................................711 Determining the Cause of Death........................................715 Health Effects of PM..............................................................716 Air Pollution Country Fact Sheet.......................................718 Size, Shape & Solubility Matter..........................................719 Drug Induced Pulmonary Injury........................................720 Pulmonary Drug Toxicity.....................................................721 Drug Induced Interstitial Lung Disease............................722 Drug Induced Pulmonary Disease......................................723 Catching The Covid-19 Virus.............................................725 BLM Protests............................................................................727 WHO Advice Says Asymptomatic COVID-19 Patients “very rarely” Spread Virus.........................................................727 Chapter 24 A Hole is a Hole.......................................................................728 Bacterial Toxigenesis.............................................................729 Exotoxin and Enterotoxin....................................................730 Pathogenic Micro-Organisms and Man...........................731 Exotoxins...................................................................................732 Toxic Shock Syndrome.........................................................732 Exotoxins Are Required for the Pathogenesis of Staphylococcus Aureus Pneumonia........................................733 Caries: The Metabolic Waste of Oral Bacteria...............734 The Carious Process in Enamel..........................................735 The Carious Process in Dentine.........................................735 Chapter 25 Treatment of Influenza.........................................................736 Influenza and Its Osteopathic Management...................738 Germs.........................................................................................739 What is a Germ?.......................................................................739 What Are the Types of Germs?...........................................739 Bacteria are not usually harmful.........................................740 Typhoid Fever, Paratyphoid Fever, and Food Poisoning........................................................................................745 The Prevention of Influenza Based on the Germ Theory.............................................................................................745 Latest Details Concerning the Germs of Influenza.......748 The Clinical Picture of the Influenzal Epidemic of Respiratory Disease.....................................................................749 Chapter 26 Toxic Load................................................................................752 Paralysis Agitans......................................................................754 Cimetidine.................................................................................755 Aluminium Antacids..............................................................755 Idiocracy....................................................................................756 Chemical Modified the DNA...............................................757 The Chemical Toxicity Load in Our Food......................758 Health Problems of Today....................................................758 Prevention and Treatment...................................................758 The Role of: The Lymphatic Tissues of Respiratory and Gastrointestinal Mucosal Membranes...................................759 TEFLON - Kidney Cancer, Testicular Cancer, Thyroid Disease, High Cholesterol, Pre-Eclampsia, Ulcerative Colitis..............................................................................................759 Why PFOA is Dangerous......................................................760 DuPont Lawsuits.....................................................................760 American Cancer Society.....................................................761 The HIV/AIDS.........................................................................762 Spreading HIV/AIDS Research...........................................764 HIV/AIDS Research...............................................................766 Questioning the HIV-AIDS Hypothesis: 30 Years of Dissent.............................................................................................768 HIV Does Not Meet Koch's Postulates.............................772 SARS Still Does Not Meet Koch's Postulates..................775 Viruses and Koch's Postulates..............................................776 “Growth in Pure Culture” Leads to a loss of virulence.........................................................................................779 The Birth of Modern Virology............................................780 Rivers Criteria..........................................................................782 99% of Those Who Died From Virus in Italy Had Other Illness...............................................................................................785 Forensic Doctor “Nobody has died of Covid-19 in Hamburg without previous illness”........................................785 Global Virus Network...........................................................786 Internationally Renowned Virologist Christian Bréchot Appointed President of the Global Virus Network..........786 “People Are Scared” The fight against a deadly Virus No One Has Heard Of.......................................................................787 Ancient HTLV-1 Virus Making A Comeback in Australia..........................................................................................788 GVN-Singapore.......................................................................790 Breakthrough Research by Scientists on Chikungunya Virus.................................................................................................791 Global Virus Network Launches Anticipation & Preparedness Taskforce.............................................................791 “The Hot Zone” Scenario - Will It Happen Again?........794 The Zika.....................................................................................799 Common Coincidences.........................................................801 The Mayaro...............................................................................801 Mexico: Worries About Mayaro Fever.............................802 Mayaro: An Emerging Viral Threat?.................................802 What was SARS?......................................................................803 The Hanta..................................................................................803 Hanta Virus, Medicine Men, and the Other....................804 Viral Infection & Kidney Disease.......................................805 Chapter 27 Medicine At Best A Dubious Science, And At Worst Fraudulent......................................................................................807 The Genes Question...............................................................808 Pharma Factor in Genetics...................................................809 Vemurafenib Side effects......................................................810 Vemurafenib Drug Toxicity.................................................810 Vemurafenib marketed as Zelboraf...................................811 Biotechnology..........................................................................812 Everything Smells Like Fudge.............................................813 Until we get back to the old methods medical science will not progress...........................................................................813 In Conclusion...........................................................................813 Advise to the Medical Trade................................................816 The Absence of Autopsies for Covid-19 Deaths in Italy...................................................................................................816 Everything Was Piloted In A Certain Direction From The Beginning...............................................................................819 Epidemic Diseases Influenza...............................................820 The Cause of Influenza..........................................................821 Cardiac Pulmonic Balance....................................................824 The following Account of Influenza..................................824 The 3rd Stage of Syphilis......................................................826 The Arrest of Consumption.................................................827 Influenza Always Traverse the Globe from East to West..................................................................................................835 “Complications” of Influenza...............................................837 Respiratory Disease kills 150,000 People per Year.......845 Combined Infections..............................................................846 Everybody Speculation was they had AIDS....................847 Chapter 28 Patient Data Available for Sale to Pharmaceutical Companies......................................................................................848 NHS Records “Sold to Insurers”.........................................848 Warning over Data Grabbed by Smart Gadgets.............849 Health Secretary Caught on a Secretive Trip to the US.....................................................................................................850 Google Received 1.6 Million NHS Patients Data..........850 My Vision for a More Tech-Driven NHS........................851 Patient Data from GP Surgeries Sold to US Companies......................................................................................852 Drugs Giants Have Access to Your Health Records......853 The Vaccine Taskforce UK..................................................853 Ministers have spent £10 Billion on bungled Test and Trace system..................................................................................854 Tests Only Work in 7% of the Cases, 93% have a False Sense of Security..........................................................................854 The Diversion of Public Money and the Vested Interests of Commercial Companies....................................855 Coronavirus Tests that Don't Exist could cost £100 Billion..............................................................................................855 Sir Patrick Vallance................................................................856 World Bank $12 Billion for COVID-19 vaccines..........856 £12 Billion Paid to Private Companies to help Run the System.............................................................................................858 Serco Group Plc.......................................................................858 Kate Bingham...........................................................................860 UK's Vaccine Taskforce Chief Shared Documents in US.....................................................................................................861 Edward Argar Minister for Health....................................863 The Untold Story of Moderna Race for a COVID-19 Vaccine............................................................................................864 China Study Warns of Possible New “Pandemic Virus” from Pigs.........................................................................................866 China Records Case of Bubonic Plague............................866 China Records Case of Dengue Virus...............................867 Symptoms of Dengue Virus.................................................870 Pneumonia Kills a Child Every 39 Seconds, Health Agencies Say..................................................................................871 World Health Organization Welcomes Facebook Pledge to Curb Anti-Vaccine Misinformation....................871 The Tobacco Epidemic..........................................................872 World Number of Deaths by Cause 2017........................872 Covid-19 Global Deaths........................................................873 Global Daily Deaths 2017.....................................................873 With only 4,291 claimed deaths ….....................................874 Covid-19 Deaths by Country 11 March 2020................875 Covid-19 Daily Deaths..........................................................876 Respiratory Disease................................................................876 Covid19 Deaths in China......................................................877 Pathology Encountered at Autopsy...................................877 The CDC....................................................................................879 The WHO..................................................................................880 Metabolic Linkages Between Air Pollution and Cardiorespiratory Function......................................................881 Pneumonia: “Captain of the Men of Death”....................883 Risks Inconsistent Results and Lack of Evidence from Influenza Vaccines.......................................................................888 Inactivated Influenza Vaccine Adjuvanted......................889 Possible Cause of the Coronavirus Pandemic: Immune Interference Between The Vaccine Adjuvant Influenza and SARS-CoV-2......................................................890 Mortality rate of Coronavirus per 100,000 people in Spain as of 23 July 2020..............................................................895 Reflections on the Measures Adopted by the State and Basque Sanitary Administration..............................................896 The Five Uncertainties of the Covid-19 (Coronavirus) PCR Test.........................................................................................898 Asymptomatics.........................................................................900 Masks..........................................................................................901 Influenza Vaccination and Mortality Rate.......................902 Relationship of COVID-19 to Flu......................................904 The Lockdown Farce.............................................................905 World Economic Forum.......................................................906 EAT Forum...............................................................................907 Bill Gates Revealed as Largest Private Farmland Owner in US................................................................................................909 The Destructive Impact of Billionaires............................911 Breastfeeding Isn't Natural and It Makes Moms Anti-vaxxers............................................................................................912 MHRA Awarded £1.3 Million For Collaboration with Gates Foundation and the World Health Organisation....914 Susan Michie............................................................................915 Susan Hopkins.........................................................................916 Susan Desmond-Hellmann Elected to Pfizer’s Board of Directors.........................................................................................917 Former Gates Foundation Counsellor at Pfizer.............917 £18 Billion “Cash for Cronies” Scandal............................919 Canadian Government Won't say Who Got $240 Billion of Dollars in Aid...........................................................................920 Americans Need to be Prepared For the Possibility that they Get Unwell After Coronavirus Vaccine.......................921 Lessons of the Influenza Epidemic Epidemiology and Clinical Aspects.............................................................................921 Epidemic Encephalo-Myelitis and Influenza..................922 A Case of Aspirin Poisonings...............................................923 Profiteering From the Pandemic........................................925 Hypocrisy..................................................................................926 Oxford University Farce.......................................................926 Germany - Severe Cerebral Venous Thrombosis..........927 Italy - Manslaughter Investigation Following Death Hours After Inoculation............................................................928 Italy - No Sign of Link Between Death and Vaccination was Found......................................................................................928 South Korea - Investigates Deaths of 2 who Received COVID-19 vaccine......................................................................929 Denmark - Woman Die After AstraZeneca Shot..........929 Norway -After Another Health Worker Dies.................929 Spain - Death of Marbella Teacher Following AstraZeneca Vaccine...................................................................930 Austria - Suspended AstraZeneca’s COVID-19 Vaccine After Death of One Person and Illness in Another After Shots.................................................................................................930 Italy - Probe in 3 Deaths After AstraZeneca Covid-19 Vaccine............................................................................................930 Thrombocytopenia Following Pfizer and Moderna Covid-19 Vaccine.........................................................................931 Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation Following AstraZeneca Covid-19 Vaccine...............................................932 Potemkin Parliament, Pseudo-Legislature......................933 The World's Largest Philanthropic Foundations...........935 Private-Sector Billionaires Setting Global Agenda.......935 Gates & Rockefeller Using Their Influence To Set Agenda.............................................................................................937 The Gates Foundation has Purchased Shares in 9 Big Pharmaceutical Companies.......................................................938 Chairman Gates Has Already Built Some Ties With The Drugs Industry.....................................................................938 Matt Hancock and the think tank that wants NHS “abolished”......................................................................................939 3 Weeks to Flatten the Wave...............................................940 “Nobody is safe” Hancock Reminds the Covid Threat Hasn't Gone Away........................................................................942 Matt Hancock Holds Shares In Sister's Firm That Won NHS Contracts..............................................................................942 Lower Deaths in 2020 than in 2019...................................943 Only 50 Individuals Under Age of 40 Without Underlying Conditions died from Covid-19 Since the Start of the Pandemic............................................................................943 Florida - Death After Covid-19 Vaccine..........................944 Indiana - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine........................944 California - Death After Covid-19 Vaccine.....................945 Health Experts Urge Confidence in Vaccine After Superstar’s Death.........................................................................946 Norway - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine......................946 Germany - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine....................947 France - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine.........................947 India - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine............................948 Another Health Worker Dies After Taking Covid-19 Vaccine, Gurugram official says ‘not related to vaccination.....................................................................................948 Other Cases Across India......................................................948 Health Care Worker Dies After Second Dose of Covid Vaccine, Orange County, California......................................950 First Covid19 Vaccines in England....................................951 95% of Care Homes in England have been Vaccinated951 Care Home Deaths After Vaccination...............................951 Spain - 7 Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine........................952 Valencia - Death After Second Doses of Covid19 Vaccine............................................................................................952 Sweden - Bans AstraZeneca Vaccine For Over-65s.....953 We Were Told It Would Lead To Nearly 100,000........953 Madagascar Population 28 Million....................................954 Madagascar Refuses Covid-19 Vaccine............................954 Tanzania Population 60 Million.........................................954 Tanzania Says No Plans in Place to Accept COVID-19 Vaccines..........................................................................................954 Africa CDC Launched 2017.................................................955 Africa CDC Our Partners.....................................................955 The Death of the Former Governor of the Central Bank of Tanzania.........................................................................956 The Death of The President of Tanzania.........................956 New President of Tanzania Makes Covid-19 U-Turn956 COVID-19 in Tanzania.........................................................957 Reports of Deaths and Mortality Following COVID-19 Vaccination....................................................................................958 Covid19 Vaccine Reports in USA......................................959 New York Man Dies 25 Minutes After Getting COVID-19 Vaccine......................................................................................959 At Least 36 People Developed Life-Threatening Blood Disorder Thrombocytopenia After Receiving COVID-19 Vaccine............................................................................................960 COVID-19 mRNA Pfizer- BioNTech Vaccine Fatal Outcome.........................................................................................960 COVID-19 AstraZeneca Vaccine Analysis Fatal Outcome.........................................................................................960 Reported Deaths from Covid Vaccine in UK as of 21 March 2021..............................................................................960 Vaccine Side Effect Worry Grows.....................................961 A Note on the Moderna Covid-19 Vaccine Side-Effects Report..............................................................................................963 All Vaccine Adverse Effects EudraVigilance...................964 MHRA Yellow Card Covid-19 Vaccines Adverse Reactions Data..............................................................................964 Vaccine Researcher Doubts the AstraZeneca Vaccine Will be Used in Norway Again.................................................965 Does Private Health Insurance Covers Effects from Covid Vaccine...............................................................................965 Sweden Has Avoided Covid-19 Lockdown: Has It Worked?..........................................................................................966 UK Government Signed £119 Million Covid Advertising Deal 3 Weeks Before Lockdown......................967 UK Government Forced to Remove Covid Ad..............968 In Times of Epidemic.............................................................968 A Safe Drug That Is Exceedingly Cheap...........................970 Hydroxychloroquine, Ivermectin, Vitamin D and Zinc..................................................................................................970 The Effectiveness of Ivermectin.........................................972 I Don't think We Should Ever Shake Hand Ever Again................................................................................................976 Microsoft 365 Rolled Out to 1.2 Million NHS Staff....978 NHS Property Services (Private Company)....................980 Microsoft, Salesforce, Oracle To Develop a Digital Covid Vaccination Passport......................................................981 Access the Daily Pass, Los Angeles Unified School District.............................................................................................982 For What Profits a Man if He Gains the Whole World but Loses His Own Soul.............................................................984 The 20 Years Pandemic Cycle.............................................985 When Will Life Return Back to Normal?.........................985 The Lockdowns Are Hurting People, These Are Not Victimless Crimes........................................................................986 Power On a Level Without Precedent In Human History.............................................................................................988 We Have to Prepare for the Next One..............................989 Are We Ready for the Next Pandemic?............................989 Opinion Global Development.............................................991 I Am a British in Tanzania, No Covid Problem Here...991 Something “Very Strange” Is Occurring Amid Europe's Second Wave of Infections........................................................993 How to Lie With Statistics....................................................994 There Are Three Kinds of Lies: Lies, Damned Lies, and Statistics..................................................................................994 Covid-19 Global Deaths.......................................................995 COVID-19 Has Caused 6.9 Million Deaths Globally, More Than Double what Official Reports Show...............995 The Influence of Mass Protests in Hong Kong & its Effect on the Appearance of SARS Covid Virus Pandemics......................................................................................999 Signs and Symptoms............................................................1000 SARS Covid “Viruses” Unknown to History Before 2002...............................................................................................1000 The Italian Factor – Deja-vu.............................................1001 After Its Arrival SARS Vanishes.......................................1003 We Could Live With Covid-19 “Like we do Flu”, says Hancock........................................................................................1003 Covid-19 Also Cured Influenza And Other Respiratory Disease..........................................................................................1004 Moderna to Create Dual COVID-19 / Flu Vaccine....1004 UK Will Treat Covid Like Seasonal Flu, says Whitty.1005 Ireland Analysis of Underlying Cause of Death Data, including COVID-19................................................................1006 Ireland & China Covid Death Rates................................1021 Israel Analysing Data on Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccines........................................................................................1022 COVID Vaccination Resulting in Significant Number of Deaths in German Nursing Home...................................1024 South Korea Probing Deaths After COVID-19 Vaccinations................................................................................1025 The Role of Big Media: The Guardian, ABC, The New York Times, The Huffington Post, BBC & Etc..................1026 The Vanishing Articles........................................................1028 Pfizer........................................................................................1030 Member of Parliament in Indonesia Strongly Rejects Vaccination over Fears that it Represents Business Interests........................................................................................1030 Pfizer Demands Governments Sovereign Assets Such As Embassy Buildings And Military Bases As Guarantee Against The Cost of Any Legal Cases..................................1031 The Countries that Refused the Covid-19 Vaccine....1031 The Vaccine Called Dengvaxia.........................................1032 Dengue Vaccine WHO Position.......................................1032 Dengue Vaccine Deaths......................................................1034 Philippines Rejects Dengue Vaccine...............................1034 Dengue Vaccine Fiasco Leads to Criminal Charges...1035 £55 Billion; Test and Trace” and “Empty Hospitals”..1036 UK Health Security Agency...............................................1038 Jenny Harries.........................................................................1038 Ian Peters.................................................................................1038 What Are We Aiming To Achieve: Health Security Capability Fit For The Future................................................1039 There Is So Much Conflicting Information Out There.............................................................................................1041 A Call to End Free Speech For the Duration of Pandemics: Jokes, Private Thoughts, and Private Opinions Not Allowed in Social Media..............................1044 Open Philanthropy Project................................................1046 Dustin Moskovitz.................................................................1046 ASANA.....................................................................................1047 Elevating Perception of Risk - Fuel for Public Fears.1048 China Mandatory Vaccination Law Passed..................1049 Confirmed: The Flu Ends The Year With Just 4 Cases Detected........................................................................................1050 Impact of Seasonal Flu in Spain 2017 to 2020.............1050 The Flu Epidemic Keeps 60 Hospitals Saturated Throughout Spain in 2018......................................................1051 Total Number of Deaths UK 2019 & 2020...................1052 Total Number of Covid-19 Death Certificates Mentions in UK 2020...............................................................1052 The International Monetary Fund...................................1053 World Bank - COVID-19 Strategic Preparedness and Response Project Until 2025..................................................1054 Public Information Campaign COVID Until 2023.....1056 Science Cannot Block The Sun With One Finger.......1057 Plans to Raise Prices on Coronavirus Vaccines...........1058 The Vicissitudes of Compulsory Vaccination..............1059 Jersey - £14.4 Million Budget Hospital Treated No Patients.........................................................................................1060 Covid Mania Wearing Off.................................................1061 The Public Health Cartel....................................................1061 Until the End of 2022..........................................................1062 Wearing Masks Well Into 2022........................................1062 The Financing of the Council of Europe by Open Society and Microsoft..............................................................................1063 Develop Citizens Vaccination Card/Passport 2018...1064 Vaccine Passport Roadmap 2019.....................................1066 A Convenient Pandemic.....................................................1071 NHS Vaccine Specialist Senior Nurse Testimony......1072 TV Channel During the COVID “Pandemic” and the Promotion of Fear.....................................................................1078 Global Citizen Event for Vaccination.............................1079 The Global Citizen VAX LIVE Concert.........................1080 Global Citizen Board of Directors...................................1080 Fewer Deaths in “Pandemic” Year 2020 Country List..................................................................................................1081 European Medicines Agency rules AstraZeneca vaccine is ‘safe and effective’..................................................1082 European Medicines Agency............................................1082 Fees From The Pharmaceutical Industry......................1083 If The Whole Country Is Vaccinated You Can't Open The Borders.................................................................................1084 The Country No Longer Needs The 10 Million AstraZeneca Jabs It Ordered..................................................1085 99% of Covid Deaths Has Underlying Conditions.....1085 Ireland 2017 Flu & 2020 Covid Deaths..........................1086 Covid-19 Can't Be Detected in Air..................................1086 The Virus Is Here to Trigger an Acceleration of Social and Economic Change.............................................................1087 Risk of Anyone Under 30 Getting Ill or Dying from Covid is Astronomically Small...............................................1088 Access to COVID-19 Tools Accelerator (ACT)...........1089 The Bill Gates Covid19 Business Plan............................1091 COVAX....................................................................................1095 India Covid-19 the Untold Story.....................................1096 If Spain Were Kerala (India) We Would Have a Total of 5 Deaths from Covid-19.....................................................1096 Gates Foundation $150 Million For India Serum Institute Produce Covid-19 Vaccine....................................1097 Scientists Puzzled For Africa's Low Fatality Rates From Pandemic..........................................................................1097 Scientists Puzzled Drop of Cases From Pandemic in India...............................................................................................1097 The UK Government Covid19 Business Plan..............1098 UK Government Launches Vaccine Taskforce to Combat Coronavirus................................................................1098 Prime Minister sets out Vision to cement UK as a Science Superpower.................................................................1101 Covid Vaccines - Pfizer could Add Further €33.3 Billion “Extra” Benefit from EU Taxpayers 2022-23....................1102 Pfizer Covid-19 Vaccine $26 Billion Revenue in 2021...............................................................................................1103 The NIH (USA) Covid19 Business Plan.........................1104 NIH Funds New Influenza Research Network...........1104 Nature Conference on Viral Infection and Immune Response.......................................................................................1106 Deaths in Scotland Month of September 2020............1109 Provision of Media Buying Services for COVID 19 Campaigns...................................................................................1110 Appendix 1. Deaths in Utah who’ve Taken at Least One Dose of Covid-19 Vaccine 2. Package leaflet: Information for the recipient, COVID-19 Vaccine AstraZeneca solution for injection, COVID-19 Vaccine Index 1116

Download or read Medicine The Lies, The Greed & The Death book by clicking button below to visit the book download website. There are multiple format available for you to choose (Pdf, ePub, Doc). Medicine The Lies, The Greed & The Death The Effects of The Medical Trade, & The Pharma Industry On Your Health Includes - COVID-19 THE UN-TOLD STORY Provides a Detailed Explanation of the Covid-19 Fraud An inside account of the events Before, During and After! CONTENTS Chapter 1 The Cure Found...........................................................................1 The Deceptive Art........................................................................5 By Removing Causes...................................................................5 Chapter 2 Bad Cholesterol: The Myth and The Fraud.........................6 Its not Cholesterol, it is Inflammation...................................7 Chapter 3 The Germ Theory........................................................................9 A Germ Alone is Inefficient as a Grain of Wheat is Ungerminative Without Sunlight, Air and Moisture...........10 The Pasteurian Theory.............................................................12 The Common Cold and Influenza........................................13 Causes of Cholera......................................................................14 False Premises Will Never Lead to a Truth.......................16 The False but Convenient “Truths”......................................17 For Every Disease There is a Germ......................................17 Germ Theory..............................................................................19 The Role of Bacteria.................................................................21 Gut Bacteria By-Product Protects Against Salmonella..22 Salmonellosis: The Guilt is From Your Intestinal Flora.22 The Primary Cause of Disease is not Germs.....................23 Micro-Organisms of Disease are Universal, But Disease is not Universal...............................................................................24 Scientific Bluff............................................................................26 Disease Germs............................................................................29 The Germ Disease Theory.....................................................30 Vis Medicatrix Naturae...........................................................30 People Generally are Awed by Anything they do not Understand.......................................................................................31 Every Grain of Sand is a Metropolis for Bacteria............32 Goodbye to Germ Theory.......................................................32 Inoculations.................................................................................35 Germs............................................................................................37 Germs as a Cause of Disease is a Dying Fallacy................37 Why We Believe Germs do Not Cause Disease................38 The First Commercial Antibiotic..........................................41 Sulfanilamide Poisoning..........................................................42 Cognitive Impairment by Antibiotic-induced Gut Dysbiosis...........................................................................................42 Microbiome Restoration Diet Improves Digestion, Cognition and Physical and Emotional Wellbeing...............43 Prions: Reassessment of the Germ Theory of Disease....45 Antibiotics Effects at the Organ Level.................................45 The Influence of the Gut Microbiota on Brain and Behaviour..........................................................................................46 The Terrain Theory..................................................................48 Chapter 4 The Creation of The Rockefeller Institute for Medical Research J.D. Rockefeller's Involvement...............................................50 Rockefeller Foundation Funding and Medical Education in Toronto, Montreal, and Halifax............................................53 Flexner Report............................................................................54 Medical Association..................................................................56 The Rockefeller Foundation...................................................59 The Three Medical Schools in The United States............61 The Medical School and AMA...............................................61 Medicinal Administrations, Chief Cause of Difference.........................................................................................61 The Progressive and Tolerant School..................................62 Teaching and the Teacher.......................................................63 Chapter 5 Nutrition and Diet Factor Effect of Chronic Vitamin E Deficiency in the Nervous System and Skeletal Musculature..............................................65 Chapter 6 Predisposition to Disease........................................................66 Doctrine of Diathesis................................................................68 Bacteriology Run Mad.............................................................69 What Predisposes to Cancer...................................................69 Heredity........................................................................................70 Gout and Rheumatism.............................................................71 Reappearance not Equivalent to Inheritance....................71 What is Inherited is a Predisposition Not a Disease...............................................................................................72 Hereditary or Particular Habits?...........................................73 Inborn Errors of Metabolism.................................................75 Coexistence of Neurological and Ocular Findings.............................................................................................76 Systemic Manifestations..........................................................76 The Damaged Brain from Iodine Deficiency Cognitive, Behavioural, Neuromotor Aspects............................................77 Chapter 7 Breast Cancer..............................................................................79 Lymph-stasis the Precursor of Cancer................................80 Lymphoid Tissue In Health....................................................81 Lymphangioplasty, A new method for the relief of the brawny arm of breast-cancer, and for similar conditions of lymphatic Oedema.........................................................................82 Lymph-Stasis, The Precursor of Breast Cancer...............85 Lymphatic Obstruction as the Cause of Chronic Mastitis..............................................................................................86 Chronic Mastitis........................................................................86 Prevention in the Light of Aetiology...................................87 The Real Story Behind the Pink Ribbon.............................88 Note on Antiperspirants..........................................................92 Breast Cancer Screening.........................................................93 Intestinal Toxaemia in its Relation to Cancer...................95 Constipation and Breast Cancer...........................................96 National Health and Examination Survey.........................98 Chapter 8 Genetic Fudge..........................................................................100 Genetics Another Medical Trade Fantasy.......................104 Ichthyosis...................................................................................105 Medical Trade Research, Cancer Research UK, and Big Pharma............................................................................................106 Identification of the Breast Cancer Susceptibility Gene BRCA2.............................................................................................107 Cancer Classification with DNA Microarrays, is: Less More?...............................................................................................108 The new class of potentially transformative Medicines to treat diseases Caused by Protein or Gene Dysfunction....108 Graves Disease.........................................................................110 Resolving Graves Disease Thorough Lifestyle Changes...........................................................................................111 Epilepsy......................................................................................111 Treatment and Prevention of Certain Mental Disorders........................................................................................113 Aetiological Factors: Heredity.............................................119 States of Toxaemia.................................................................126 Delirium Tremens...................................................................127 Fatal Familial Insomnia FFI.................................................127 The Genetic Swindle..............................................................128 Alzheimer’s Disease Genetics..............................................130 The Neurotoxic Effect of Aluminum salts was First Demonstrated by Scherp and Church....................................131 Alzheimer's Disease No Longer A Mystery.....................132 Aluminum - Alzheimer's Smoking Gun?..........................132 Aluminum Is Known To Be a Potent Neurotoxin.........133 The Body Burden of Aluminium........................................136 Alzheimer’s Disease Might Now Be Considered as an Acute Response to Chronic Intoxication by Aluminium.137 Chapter 9 The Microbiome and its Influence on Genetics.............140 Understanding What Exactly is Heredity as a Factor...141 Definitions.................................................................................142 The Microbiome and Disease..............................................142 What Is The Microbiome?....................................................144 Growth and Development is not due to the Genetic Blueprint Alone.............................................................................146 Your DNA is not a Blueprint...............................................146 Chapter 10 Chorea........................................................................................148 Aetiology....................................................................................148 St. Vitus Dance.........................................................................149 Association with Rheumatism and other Morbid States................................................................................................154 The Relation between the Nervous Manifestations (or Chorea) and the Rheumatic Process as Indicating the Nature of the Disease..................................................................154 A Study of the Heart Wall in Diphtheria, Rheumatic Fever, and Chorea …...................................................................155 The Cure of Chorea................................................................156 Nervous and Brain Disorders..............................................159 Psychoses with Huntington’s Chorea................................160 Chorea And Its Treatment....................................................161 Research done by the Medical Trade on Huntington's Disease.............................................................................................166 Chapter 11 Nanotechnology......................................................................169 Tiny Science, Huge Concern...............................................173 Does Nanotechnology Pose Health Risks?......................174 Chapter 12 Vaccines.....................................................................................176 Vaccination and General Enervation................................176 Immunization and Auto-immunization..........................179 Chiropractic views on Vaccination....................................180 Combined Live Measles-Mumps-Rubella (RA 27-3) Virus Vaccine and Live Rubella (RA 27/3) Virus Vaccine............................................................................................181 Measles Vaccine And The Central Nervous System.............................................................................................182 Behavioural Disorders included Autism..........................183 British Court Throws Out Conviction of Autism / Vaccine MD: Andrew Wakefield’s Co-Author Completely Exonerated.....................................................................................183 Autism and Vaccines CDC Whistle-Blower Exposes Vaccine Dangers, Lies, and Cover-Ups.................................184 The Tiny List of Vaccines That The Medical Trade and The NHS in England Recommends to be given to:...........185 The Vaccine War.....................................................................187 Adverse Events After Routine Immunization of Extremely Low-Birth-Weight Infants...................................187 Vaccines Little Profit.............................................................188 Vaccines Profit Ahead of the Public Good......................188 Vaccine Industry Has Absolute Legal Immunity...........189 Ingredients, Components Excipients Found In Vaccines..........................................................................................191 Health Does Not Come From Injecting Poison Into The Blood-stream.................................................................................192 Chapter 13 On the Treatment of Small-Pox.........................................194 Chapter 14 Aspirin........................................................................................202 Aspirin and Pulmonary Edema...........................................202 The 1918 Flu Epidemic.........................................................205 Harmful Medication...............................................................209 A Very Commonly Used Drug............................................210 The Deadly Harm of Aspirin...............................................210 The Action of Aspirin............................................................211 Aspirin “Salicylic Acid” or Common Aspirin..................212 Aspirin as a Poison..................................................................213 Aspirin Poisoning....................................................................213 Diagnosis of Poisoning by Acetylsalicylic Acid..............215 Suppression of Urine in Aspirin Poisoning.....................216 Acute Respiratory Failure in the Adult.............................218 Renal Papillary Necrosis.......................................................218 Salicylate Hepatotoxicity, Differential diagnosis of Reye’s Syndrome.....................................................................219 Serious Adverse Reactions Caused by Commonly used Drugs................................................................................................219 Barbiturate Poisoning............................................................221 Acute and Chronic Effects of Aspirin Toxicity..............221 Aspirin, like all other Drugs is a Poison............................223 Chapter 15 Influenza....................................................................................224 Influenza, Diphtheria, Scarlet Fever,and Smallpox in Chicago...........................................................................................227 Pathologic Anatomy, and Bacteriology of Influenza....232 Pulmonary Tuberculosis.......................................................236 Spanish Influenza Precautions............................................236 Influenza and Diphtheria......................................................237 Antitoxin Treatment of Diphtheria in England and the Influenza.........................................................................................238 Epistaxis, Nasal Diphtheria and the Epidemic of Influenza.........................................................................................240 Septic Infections......................................................................243 Influenza....................................................................................245 General Statistics Influenza Cases Johns Hopkins Hospital...........................................................................................247 Chapter 16 New and Emerging Respiratory Virus Threats Advisory Group...............................................................................................250 The New and Emerging Respiratory Virus Threats Advisory Group (NERVTAG) 1st Annual Report December 2014-December 2015.................................................................251 Annex C- NERVTAG forward work plan: areas/future subcommittees, Ongoing work areas commenced upon in 2015..................................................................................................255 New and Emerging Respiratory Virus Threats Advisory Group...............................................................................................256 Chapter 17 Pfeiffer's Bacillus.....................................................................261 Journal of Experimental Medicine....................................262 Journal Articles........................................................................263 Bacterium Pneumosintes......................................................264 Insights from Pigs...................................................................266 The Word Virus Appears It's First Mention....................267 Chapter 18 COVID-19 THE UN-TOLD STORY...........................................272 A Cold by Any Other Name Is Still a Cold......................273 What causes the flu? How is it different from a cold?..274 Clinical Progress of Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome (SARS)..............................................................................................275 Characteristics of 2019 Novel Coronavirus....................276 Ringing Bells.............................................................................276 Declarations of Interest.........................................................279 Project SIDA.............................................................................281 Coromandel Hospital Board................................................282 Note Concerning The Virus Theory.................................283 What is a Virus?.......................................................................286 Description of Viruses...........................................................286 Problems of Virus Multiplication.......................................288 Pre-Coronavirus Epidemic..................................................291 PATH..........................................................................................292 Bill and Melinda Gates Announce $100 Million Gift Establish Bill & Melinda Gates Children's Vaccine Program..........................................................................................292 PATH Drug Solutions............................................................293 PATH Vaccine Solutions......................................................293 International Vaccine Institute, Seoul, Korea.................294 International Vaccine Institute Receives $40 Million Grant from the Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation.............295 Global Fund for Children's Vaccine Approve Support to 8 More Countries 5 Year Commitment Now Exceeds $250 Million..................................................................................296 International Vaccine Institute...........................................298 Sabin Vaccine Institute..........................................................303 The Unrestricted Warfare Symposium 2006..................304 What is Unrestricted Warfare?............................................304 The National Critical Challenge.........................................306 Unrestricted Warfare Symposium, 2007..........................306 The Molecular And Cellular Basis For How SARS CoV Impacts the Host Immune System Resulting in Severe SARS................................................................................................307 Unrestricted Warfare Symposium, 2009.........................311 WHO Announces First Global Pandemic in 40 Years..311 We’re Being Played.................................................................313 The Guardian launches Global Development Website with Gates Foundation...............................................................314 Guardian News & Media Ltd..............................................315 The Guardian British Daily Newspaper..........................315 Examples of Corporate Strategies to Influence Public Health Promotion........................................................................316 Distortion of Science..............................................................316 Financial Tactics......................................................................316 Products and Services............................................................316 Where Does the Money Come From?...............................316 Who Benefits? Where Does the Money Go?...................318 New Vaccines: Gates Foundation's Philanthropy or Business?.........................................................................................319 Costly for Poor People...........................................................319 The Vested Interests...............................................................320 Decade of Vaccines: The Global Vaccine Action Plan..320 Unrestricted Warfare.............................................................321 The Flip Side to Bill Gates Charity Billions....................322 FRED - A Framework For Reconstructing Epidemic Dynamics........................................................................................325 Vaccine Modelling Initiative................................................327 Middle East Respiratory Syndrome Coronavirus.........330 Five-in-one Pentavalent Vaccine........................................331 Public Health Laboratories...................................................334 Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation Vaccine Empire on Trial in India..................................................................................335 The Wrong PATH...................................................................337 Wrong Dose..............................................................................338 Elderly Person Dies Every 7 Minutes...............................339 The Coalition for Epidemic Preparedness Innovations....................................................................................343 Financial Times Ltd................................................................345 Wuhan Institute of Virology................................................348 U.S. Government $7 Billion Stockpile of Medication..348 Bill Gates Warns 30 Million People Could Die From Flu Pandemic.................................................................................349 Influenza (Seasonal)................................................................351 The $1 Billion Syphilis Infections Lawsuit......................354 Bat Coronaviruses in China.................................................356 NO TIME TO WAIT..............................................................357 Antibiotics Market to Reach $63.34 Billion by 2026....359 Brazil’s Pharmaceutical Market Value Will Approach US$55 Billion................................................................................360 The Pharmaceutical Industry in Brazil.............................361 Chief Medical Advisor...........................................................362 2019-2020 Hong Kong Ongoing Protests.......................363 Event 201 Model.....................................................................365 Event 201 Players....................................................................373 Pandemic Simulation Exercise Spotlights Massive Preparedness Gap........................................................................379 Vaccine Stock Procurement.................................................379 The Virus Outbreak................................................................381 Professor Mauro Ferrari becomes the 4th President of the European Research Council...............................................381 Alarming: 1 in 5 Deaths due to Sepsis...............................383 The Birth of A Rumour..........................................................384 First Test for Novel Coronavirus.......................................387 Prof. Dr. Christian Drosten, Charité Universitätsmedizin Berlin...............................................................................................387 Covid-19 is shown to be novel coronavirus, structurally related to virus that causes SARS............................................389 The Example of Greenland..................................................390 The Coalition for Epidemic Preparedness Innovations Part II...............................................................................................390 First Lenin Statue, Victory for the Marxist-Leninist Party.................................................................................................393 An Extra £5 Billion for the NHS.........................................396 The Naming of the Virus......................................................396 First British Case.....................................................................397 The Voice of Reason...............................................................397 U.S. Government $8 Billion Stockpile of Medication..397 Public request to take Stronger Measures of Social Distancing across the UK with Immediate Effect..............398 Herd Immunity and the Benefits of Vaccination...........399 The Imperial College Report Convincing Boris Johnson for a Lockdown............................................................................400 Please Note...............................................................................402 It Has Emerged........................................................................402 Imperial College London’s Model of the Covid-19 disease based on undocumented, 13-year-old computer code..................................................................................................403 Professor Neil Ferguson: high priest of Liberal Hospital Management and Inventor of the Generalized Containment Against Covid-19.........................................................................404 The Creation of the European Centre for Disease Prevention and Control.............................................................404 Intellectual Fraud: Covid-19 Neil Ferguson, the Liberal Lyssenko.........................................................................................405 Professor Ferguson is the European reference for Epidemic Modelling....................................................................406 Controversy with Professor Didier Raoult......................408 Covid-19 - Interim Clinical Guidance..............................409 Laboratory and Radiographic Findings............................411 Chronic Metabolic Disease, Obesity and Poor Diet.....412 COVID-19 & Underlying Conditions...............................415 COVID-19 Therapeutics Accelerator Awards $20 Million in Initial Grants to Fund Clinical Trials................418 Lord Sumption on Coronavirus.........................................419 FDA Requests Removal of All Ranitidine Products (Zantac) from the Market..........................................................421 Ranitidine Sold Under the Trade Name Zantac Among Others..............................................................................................422 Side Effects................................................................................423 US$100 Billion for Hospitals and other Medical Providers.........................................................................................424 State Aid: Commission approves £50 Billion UK “umbrella” Scheme to Support the Economy in the Coronavirus Outbreak...............................................................425 EU Science Chief Resigns with Blast at Coronavirus Response.........................................................................................426 National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases Immunization, Infectious Diseases, and Influenza (Flu)...429 WHO Launched an Appeal in March for US$675 Million to Help Fight the Coronavirus Pandemic and is Reported to be Planning a Fresh Appeal for At Least US$1Billion......430 Vaccine Mania Drives Continued Lockdown................431 Social Distancing: “Indefinitely”.........................................432 £4.5 Billion + £300 Million................................................432 NHS Funding...........................................................................432 Why we must be wary of Philanthropic Contributions by Bill Gates, Jeff Bezos and other Billionaires.........................433 Master and servant.................................................................433 Governments Must Act Now to Stop 265 Million Starving Warns World Food Programme.............................434 The Scottish government wants to modernise and consolidate the law on what people are permitted to say to each other.......................................................................................435 Professor Lockdown..............................................................437 Court Rules Insurers can Collect US$12 Billion under Health Care Law..........................................................................437 Madagascar President presents herbal drink against COVID-19......................................................................................438 Why Do So Many NHS Nightingale Hospitals Remain Empty?.............................................................................................438 Half the Global Workforce Could Lose Their Livelihoods Due To The Pandemic........................................439 Bristol Nightingale Hospital still Empty Week after construction work was finished...............................................446 Nightingale Hospitals Empty...............................................446 Amazon Reports US$75.5 Billion Revenue First Quarter of 2020............................................................................447 America’s $4 Trillion Medical Trade Sector...................447 Average patient requiring hospital treatment for Covid-19 will incur a bill totalling $72,000 over a 12-day stay...448 Health Insurance Premiums Could Rise by Over 40% Due to Coronavirus.....................................................................448 Operation Warp Speed..........................................................449 China to Impose Security Law in Hong Kong Heralding The End of City’s Autonomy....................................................451 Lockdown Measures Resulted in Economic Devastation also Resulted in More Deaths...................................................451 Prominent German Prof Says COVID-19 Lockdown “Completely Unnecessary”, “Unbelievably Damaging To The Economy”...............................................................................452 Imperial College London Report No.23 COVID-19 in the United States..........................................................................453 Gavi Advance Market Commitment for COVID-19 Vaccines (Gavi Covax AMC).....................................................455 India Pledges 15 Million.......................................................456 Vaccine Summit Raise £7 Billion........................................456 Saudi Arabia pledges $150 Million....................................456 The Case of the Countries That didn't Forced Social Distancing.......................................................................................457 Sweden; Population 10 Million..........................................457 Sweden Influenza Seasons 2015–16 to 2018–19..........457 Influenza-related mortality..................................................458 Unusually Many Sick, Season 2017–2018.......................458 Deaths in Retirement & Care Homes................................459 Deaths in Healthcare Establishment..................................459 Taiwan; Population 23 Million...........................................460 Nicaragua; Population 6 Million Number of Deaths Attributed to COVID-19 in Nicaragua..................................460 Tanzania Population 56 Million Number of Deaths Attributed to COVID-19............................................................461 Countries that Reported No Deaths from Covid-19...461 Coronavirus Symptoms.........................................................462 Comorbidity.............................................................................462 Since the Influenza.................................................................468 Comorbidity Symptoms in Coronavirus Pneumonia..468 First UK Cases..........................................................................469 Tamiflu.......................................................................................470 Each year Enormous Effort goes into Producing Influenza Vaccines for that specific year and delivering them to appropriate sections of the population. Is this Effort Justified?.............................................................................473 Laryngeal Injury after Prolonged Tracheal Intubation.......................................................................................474 Pulmonary Complications Following Surgery or Trauma - The Vicious Circle.....................................................................475 Common Postoperative Pulmonary Complications.....477 Shoulder Injury Related to Vaccine Administration (SIRVA)............................................................................................479 Vaccine Injury Compensation Trust Fund......................481 Influenza (Flu) Vaccine; Shoulder Injury Related to Vaccine Administration (SIRVA).............................................481 Below-median awards limited to past pain and suffering..........................................................................................481 History of SIRVA Settlement and Proffer........................482 In 20 Years No Vaccine for SARS......................................483 SARS Vaccine within Reach................................................483 Development of a SARS Coronavirus Vaccine..............484 Vaccine Development............................................................485 If Vaccines Make Me Immune, Why do I Have to Get a Flu Shot Every Year?................................................................488 Vaccine Effectiveness in the United States During the 2018–2019 Season..................................................................489 Vaccine Effectiveness in Europe During the 2016–17 & 2017–18 Season................................................489 Types of Influenza Viruses...................................................490 Naming Influenza Viruses....................................................490 Influenza Vaccine Viruses....................................................491 Vaccination in the Context of Sjögren's Syndrome......492 In the Midst of Chaos, There is Also Opportunity........493 The Reason Every Year We Need a Different Influenza Vaccine............................................................................................494 The H1N1 Vaccine Tragedy was Played out in 3 Acts.494 Conditions that Appear as a Sign of the Overgrowth of any Certain type Bacteria..........................................................495 Flu Season Deaths...................................................................500 France – Flu Season...............................................................500 2017-2018 Germany – Flu Season....................................500 2017-2018 Spain – Flu Season............................................500 2018-2019 Spain – Flu Season............................................500 2013 to 2017 Italy – Flu Season..........................................502 2016 to 2017 Italy – Flu Season..........................................503 2013-2015 South Africa – Flu Season...............................503 2017-2018 United Kingdom – Flu Season......................504 2012-2013 United States - Flu Season..............................504 2017-2018 United States - Flu Season..............................505 2018-2019 United States - Flu Season..............................505 2019-2020 United States - Flu Season..............................506 U.S. Deaths by Flu...................................................................506 Is Pneumonia Increasing?.....................................................506 Deaths by COVID-19.............................................................507 The Virus Travelled All Over the World From Wuhan.............................................................................................507 The October to March Pattern, The Winter Season Pattern.............................................................................................508 Then Something Happened that was Also Unexpected a few years ago in Brazil, there was an Epidemic Caused by Zika Virus.......................................................................................510 There is a Certain Tendency in History, in People to Always Blame Others for a Problem......................................512 The Species Barrier.................................................................512 The Madness H1N1................................................................513 The Lack of Sober Analyses and Sensible Predictions by the Medical Trade........................................................................514 The Imperial College London COVID19 Report..........514 Johns Hopkins University COVID19 Report................516 The Australia's Example........................................................520 The Media Hysteria, and the Scientific Erroneous Medical Trade Alarming Predictions................................520 Staying at Home and Away From Others (Social Distancing).....................................................................................521 Actual Number of Deaths Attributed to COVID-19 in Australia..........................................................................................522 Ischaemic Strokes...................................................................522 Haemorrhagic Strokes...........................................................523 What People do when they are Forced into Lockdown.......................................................................................523 Peribronchial Lymph Nodes................................................529 Stress and Colds......................................................................531 Influenza....................................................................................533 Encephalitis...............................................................................533 Nature of the Disease.............................................................535 Relation to Influenza..............................................................535 Symptoms of Encephalitis....................................................535 Meningitis.................................................................................536 Encephalitis...............................................................................536 Symptoms of Encephalitis include.....................................536 But What Exactly Is a “Flu-Related Death”? How Does the Flu Kill?....................................................................................539 Koch Postulate.........................................................................541 The Common Virus in Permanently Circulation..........542 What You Need to Know About Infectious Disease.....544 The Common Symptoms that viruses Cause..................545 Understanding of Human-Virus Relations.....................547 All the Gut's a Stage, and all the Microbes Merely Players.............................................................................................548 ANEPIDEM For the treatment of the Common Cold and Influenza.................................................................................550 Tuberculosis Deaths Worldwide in 2018.........................553 The Effects of Isolation..........................................................553 The Problem of the Advantages of Isolation...................554 Say A Ban Wont Help.............................................................556 Sweden Lock-down: What Lock-down?..........................558 End All Restrictions, they were Unnecessary, University Researchers Say............................................................................561 The 1917 Philadelphia Influenza Outbreak....................562 The 1918 Philadelphia 3rd October Parade Fact Checked..........................................................................................562 The Detrimental Effects of Bans upon Health................568 Leukocyte Redeployment During Exercise and Recovery.........................................................................................568 Stress Weakens the Immune System.................................569 Interconnection Between the Nervous and Immune System.............................................................................................570 The Stay At Home Nonsense...............................................571 Coronavirus and Somatization...........................................573 NIH Institutes..........................................................................575 NIH Centers.............................................................................577 Medical Research Council....................................................578 Chapter 19 The Sepsis Factor....................................................................580 Etiology of the Epidemic Acute Respiratory Infections Commonly called Influenza......................................................583 Bacteria, Endotoxin, Sepsis - Immunoglobulin M........592 Damage to Cells by Pore-Forming Bacterial Toxins....592 From Systemic Inflammatory Response Syndrome (SIRS); to Bacterial Sepsis with Shock; to Multiple Organ Dysfunction Syndrome (MODS); to Cardiovascular Collapse...........................................................................................593 The Sepsis Factor....................................................................596 Influenza A Virus Infection Predisposes to Fatal Septicemia following Superinfection with Streptococcus Pneumoniae...................................................................................604 The Role of Sepsis...................................................................605 The Diagnosis...........................................................................606 Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation.........................607 Pathophysiology......................................................................608 Deep Vein Thrombosis & Pulmonary Embolism..........609 It Was a Complete Chinese Tale.........................................609 Coagulation: D-Dimer and Covid-19...............................610 Covid-19 Associated Thrombotic Immune Response.........................................................................................611 Severe Viral Pneumonia........................................................614 Coagulopathy...........................................................................615 Meningococcal Sepsis............................................................616 Chapter 20 First Case Reports From Italy.............................................618 A Cardiologist From Another City Says...........................619 Worsening of Coronavirus Infection may be Related to the Formation of Micrococoagules in Blood Vessels........631 Inflammatory Storm...............................................................631 Covid-19 Treatment with Anticoagulant........................633 Community Acquired Pneumonia.....................................636 Hospital Acquired Pneumonia............................................636 Clinical Classification of Interstitial Lung Disease.......638 Mortality Rate for Hospital-Acquired Pneumonia ranges from 38% to more than 70%........................................639 Ventilator-Associated Pneumonia.....................................639 Characteristics of SARS-CoV-2 patients dying in Italy...................................................................................................645 The Covid-19 Report – Italy...............................................649 The Covid-19 Report – Spain.............................................649 Chapter 21 Air Pollution Factor................................................................654 Spain............................................................................................655 Central Spain Factors.............................................................655 Brazil...........................................................................................656 State of Ceará...........................................................................656 Sao Paulo...................................................................................657 Manaus, Brazil.........................................................................657 Manaus is Among the Cities with the Worst Air Quality in the Country...............................................................................659 Guayaquil, Ecuador................................................................659 The city of Guayaquil is probably the largest city in Ecuador and it has the same population as Quito..............661 USA.............................................................................................662 The Inflated Coronavirus Death Counts.........................662 Guidelines for Cases of Deaths During COVID-19.....663 Piauí State..................................................................................663 Wuhan, China...........................................................................664 Northern Italy..........................................................................664 Sweden.......................................................................................664 Chapter 22 Pneumococcal Influenza Pneumonia................................665 Influenza, Pneumococcal and Herpes Zoster Infections........................................................................................667 Pneumococcal Influenza.......................................................668 Chlamydophila Pneumoniae................................................684 Pulmonary Fibrosis: Role of Chlamydophila Pneumoniae Infection.................................................................685 Chapter 23 The Shedding Light on the Covid-19 Panic....................686 What Are Corona viruses?....................................................686 Spreading Fear Element........................................................686 Why "APPARENT" Mortality Rate?...................................687 The Pressing Questions Are.................................................687 Excessive Fear..........................................................................688 The King is Naked..................................................................689 The Financial Troubles of Italy...........................................701 Why is Italy still the sick man of Europe?........................702 Challenging Debt.....................................................................702 Macron, Merkel Agree €500 Billion Virus Recovery Plan for Europe.............................................................................702 Under the Scheme, Italy would be set to Receive Up To €100 Billion Euros in Grants...................................................703 COVID-19 “pandemic” lockdown in Italy.......................705 Increases in Mortality are Seen Each Winter..................705 Is the Flu less Dangerous than Covid-19?........................706 We Took The Samples To The Laboratory.....................709 Prof. Dr. Sucharit Bhakdi, MD............................................709 Prof. Dr. Sucharit Bhakdi, MD, Open Letter to Angela Merkel.............................................................................................711 Determining the Cause of Death........................................715 Health Effects of PM..............................................................716 Air Pollution Country Fact Sheet.......................................718 Size, Shape & Solubility Matter..........................................719 Drug Induced Pulmonary Injury........................................720 Pulmonary Drug Toxicity.....................................................721 Drug Induced Interstitial Lung Disease............................722 Drug Induced Pulmonary Disease......................................723 Catching The Covid-19 Virus.............................................725 BLM Protests............................................................................727 WHO Advice Says Asymptomatic COVID-19 Patients “very rarely” Spread Virus.........................................................727 Chapter 24 A Hole is a Hole.......................................................................728 Bacterial Toxigenesis.............................................................729 Exotoxin and Enterotoxin....................................................730 Pathogenic Micro-Organisms and Man...........................731 Exotoxins...................................................................................732 Toxic Shock Syndrome.........................................................732 Exotoxins Are Required for the Pathogenesis of Staphylococcus Aureus Pneumonia........................................733 Caries: The Metabolic Waste of Oral Bacteria...............734 The Carious Process in Enamel..........................................735 The Carious Process in Dentine.........................................735 Chapter 25 Treatment of Influenza.........................................................736 Influenza and Its Osteopathic Management...................738 Germs.........................................................................................739 What is a Germ?.......................................................................739 What Are the Types of Germs?...........................................739 Bacteria are not usually harmful.........................................740 Typhoid Fever, Paratyphoid Fever, and Food Poisoning........................................................................................745 The Prevention of Influenza Based on the Germ Theory.............................................................................................745 Latest Details Concerning the Germs of Influenza.......748 The Clinical Picture of the Influenzal Epidemic of Respiratory Disease.....................................................................749 Chapter 26 Toxic Load................................................................................752 Paralysis Agitans......................................................................754 Cimetidine.................................................................................755 Aluminium Antacids..............................................................755 Idiocracy....................................................................................756 Chemical Modified the DNA...............................................757 The Chemical Toxicity Load in Our Food......................758 Health Problems of Today....................................................758 Prevention and Treatment...................................................758 The Role of: The Lymphatic Tissues of Respiratory and Gastrointestinal Mucosal Membranes...................................759 TEFLON - Kidney Cancer, Testicular Cancer, Thyroid Disease, High Cholesterol, Pre-Eclampsia, Ulcerative Colitis..............................................................................................759 Why PFOA is Dangerous......................................................760 DuPont Lawsuits.....................................................................760 American Cancer Society.....................................................761 The HIV/AIDS.........................................................................762 Spreading HIV/AIDS Research...........................................764 HIV/AIDS Research...............................................................766 Questioning the HIV-AIDS Hypothesis: 30 Years of Dissent.............................................................................................768 HIV Does Not Meet Koch's Postulates.............................772 SARS Still Does Not Meet Koch's Postulates..................775 Viruses and Koch's Postulates..............................................776 “Growth in Pure Culture” Leads to a loss of virulence.........................................................................................779 The Birth of Modern Virology............................................780 Rivers Criteria..........................................................................782 99% of Those Who Died From Virus in Italy Had Other Illness...............................................................................................785 Forensic Doctor “Nobody has died of Covid-19 in Hamburg without previous illness”........................................785 Global Virus Network...........................................................786 Internationally Renowned Virologist Christian Bréchot Appointed President of the Global Virus Network..........786 “People Are Scared” The fight against a deadly Virus No One Has Heard Of.......................................................................787 Ancient HTLV-1 Virus Making A Comeback in Australia..........................................................................................788 GVN-Singapore.......................................................................790 Breakthrough Research by Scientists on Chikungunya Virus.................................................................................................791 Global Virus Network Launches Anticipation & Preparedness Taskforce.............................................................791 “The Hot Zone” Scenario - Will It Happen Again?........794 The Zika.....................................................................................799 Common Coincidences.........................................................801 The Mayaro...............................................................................801 Mexico: Worries About Mayaro Fever.............................802 Mayaro: An Emerging Viral Threat?.................................802 What was SARS?......................................................................803 The Hanta..................................................................................803 Hanta Virus, Medicine Men, and the Other....................804 Viral Infection & Kidney Disease.......................................805 Chapter 27 Medicine At Best A Dubious Science, And At Worst Fraudulent......................................................................................807 The Genes Question...............................................................808 Pharma Factor in Genetics...................................................809 Vemurafenib Side effects......................................................810 Vemurafenib Drug Toxicity.................................................810 Vemurafenib marketed as Zelboraf...................................811 Biotechnology..........................................................................812 Everything Smells Like Fudge.............................................813 Until we get back to the old methods medical science will not progress...........................................................................813 In Conclusion...........................................................................813 Advise to the Medical Trade................................................816 The Absence of Autopsies for Covid-19 Deaths in Italy...................................................................................................816 Everything Was Piloted In A Certain Direction From The Beginning...............................................................................819 Epidemic Diseases Influenza...............................................820 The Cause of Influenza..........................................................821 Cardiac Pulmonic Balance....................................................824 The following Account of Influenza..................................824 The 3rd Stage of Syphilis......................................................826 The Arrest of Consumption.................................................827 Influenza Always Traverse the Globe from East to West..................................................................................................835 “Complications” of Influenza...............................................837 Respiratory Disease kills 150,000 People per Year.......845 Combined Infections..............................................................846 Everybody Speculation was they had AIDS....................847 Chapter 28 Patient Data Available for Sale to Pharmaceutical Companies......................................................................................848 NHS Records “Sold to Insurers”.........................................848 Warning over Data Grabbed by Smart Gadgets.............849 Health Secretary Caught on a Secretive Trip to the US.....................................................................................................850 Google Received 1.6 Million NHS Patients Data..........850 My Vision for a More Tech-Driven NHS........................851 Patient Data from GP Surgeries Sold to US Companies......................................................................................852 Drugs Giants Have Access to Your Health Records......853 The Vaccine Taskforce UK..................................................853 Ministers have spent £10 Billion on bungled Test and Trace system..................................................................................854 Tests Only Work in 7% of the Cases, 93% have a False Sense of Security..........................................................................854 The Diversion of Public Money and the Vested Interests of Commercial Companies....................................855 Coronavirus Tests that Don't Exist could cost £100 Billion..............................................................................................855 Sir Patrick Vallance................................................................856 World Bank $12 Billion for COVID-19 vaccines..........856 £12 Billion Paid to Private Companies to help Run the System.............................................................................................858 Serco Group Plc.......................................................................858 Kate Bingham...........................................................................860 UK's Vaccine Taskforce Chief Shared Documents in US.....................................................................................................861 Edward Argar Minister for Health....................................863 The Untold Story of Moderna Race for a COVID-19 Vaccine............................................................................................864 China Study Warns of Possible New “Pandemic Virus” from Pigs.........................................................................................866 China Records Case of Bubonic Plague............................866 China Records Case of Dengue Virus...............................867 Symptoms of Dengue Virus.................................................870 Pneumonia Kills a Child Every 39 Seconds, Health Agencies Say..................................................................................871 World Health Organization Welcomes Facebook Pledge to Curb Anti-Vaccine Misinformation....................871 The Tobacco Epidemic..........................................................872 World Number of Deaths by Cause 2017........................872 Covid-19 Global Deaths........................................................873 Global Daily Deaths 2017.....................................................873 With only 4,291 claimed deaths ….....................................874 Covid-19 Deaths by Country 11 March 2020................875 Covid-19 Daily Deaths..........................................................876 Respiratory Disease................................................................876 Covid19 Deaths in China......................................................877 Pathology Encountered at Autopsy...................................877 The CDC....................................................................................879 The WHO..................................................................................880 Metabolic Linkages Between Air Pollution and Cardiorespiratory Function......................................................881 Pneumonia: “Captain of the Men of Death”....................883 Risks Inconsistent Results and Lack of Evidence from Influenza Vaccines.......................................................................888 Inactivated Influenza Vaccine Adjuvanted......................889 Possible Cause of the Coronavirus Pandemic: Immune Interference Between The Vaccine Adjuvant Influenza and SARS-CoV-2......................................................890 Mortality rate of Coronavirus per 100,000 people in Spain as of 23 July 2020..............................................................895 Reflections on the Measures Adopted by the State and Basque Sanitary Administration..............................................896 The Five Uncertainties of the Covid-19 (Coronavirus) PCR Test.........................................................................................898 Asymptomatics.........................................................................900 Masks..........................................................................................901 Influenza Vaccination and Mortality Rate.......................902 Relationship of COVID-19 to Flu......................................904 The Lockdown Farce.............................................................905 World Economic Forum.......................................................906 EAT Forum...............................................................................907 Bill Gates Revealed as Largest Private Farmland Owner in US................................................................................................909 The Destructive Impact of Billionaires............................911 Breastfeeding Isn't Natural and It Makes Moms Anti-vaxxers............................................................................................912 MHRA Awarded £1.3 Million For Collaboration with Gates Foundation and the World Health Organisation....914 Susan Michie............................................................................915 Susan Hopkins.........................................................................916 Susan Desmond-Hellmann Elected to Pfizer’s Board of Directors.........................................................................................917 Former Gates Foundation Counsellor at Pfizer.............917 £18 Billion “Cash for Cronies” Scandal............................919 Canadian Government Won't say Who Got $240 Billion of Dollars in Aid...........................................................................920 Americans Need to be Prepared For the Possibility that they Get Unwell After Coronavirus Vaccine.......................921 Lessons of the Influenza Epidemic Epidemiology and Clinical Aspects.............................................................................921 Epidemic Encephalo-Myelitis and Influenza..................922 A Case of Aspirin Poisonings...............................................923 Profiteering From the Pandemic........................................925 Hypocrisy..................................................................................926 Oxford University Farce.......................................................926 Germany - Severe Cerebral Venous Thrombosis..........927 Italy - Manslaughter Investigation Following Death Hours After Inoculation............................................................928 Italy - No Sign of Link Between Death and Vaccination was Found......................................................................................928 South Korea - Investigates Deaths of 2 who Received COVID-19 vaccine......................................................................929 Denmark - Woman Die After AstraZeneca Shot..........929 Norway -After Another Health Worker Dies.................929 Spain - Death of Marbella Teacher Following AstraZeneca Vaccine...................................................................930 Austria - Suspended AstraZeneca’s COVID-19 Vaccine After Death of One Person and Illness in Another After Shots.................................................................................................930 Italy - Probe in 3 Deaths After AstraZeneca Covid-19 Vaccine............................................................................................930 Thrombocytopenia Following Pfizer and Moderna Covid-19 Vaccine.........................................................................931 Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation Following AstraZeneca Covid-19 Vaccine...............................................932 Potemkin Parliament, Pseudo-Legislature......................933 The World's Largest Philanthropic Foundations...........935 Private-Sector Billionaires Setting Global Agenda.......935 Gates & Rockefeller Using Their Influence To Set Agenda.............................................................................................937 The Gates Foundation has Purchased Shares in 9 Big Pharmaceutical Companies.......................................................938 Chairman Gates Has Already Built Some Ties With The Drugs Industry.....................................................................938 Matt Hancock and the think tank that wants NHS “abolished”......................................................................................939 3 Weeks to Flatten the Wave...............................................940 “Nobody is safe” Hancock Reminds the Covid Threat Hasn't Gone Away........................................................................942 Matt Hancock Holds Shares In Sister's Firm That Won NHS Contracts..............................................................................942 Lower Deaths in 2020 than in 2019...................................943 Only 50 Individuals Under Age of 40 Without Underlying Conditions died from Covid-19 Since the Start of the Pandemic............................................................................943 Florida - Death After Covid-19 Vaccine..........................944 Indiana - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine........................944 California - Death After Covid-19 Vaccine.....................945 Health Experts Urge Confidence in Vaccine After Superstar’s Death.........................................................................946 Norway - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine......................946 Germany - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine....................947 France - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine.........................947 India - Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine............................948 Another Health Worker Dies After Taking Covid-19 Vaccine, Gurugram official says ‘not related to vaccination.....................................................................................948 Other Cases Across India......................................................948 Health Care Worker Dies After Second Dose of Covid Vaccine, Orange County, California......................................950 First Covid19 Vaccines in England....................................951 95% of Care Homes in England have been Vaccinated951 Care Home Deaths After Vaccination...............................951 Spain - 7 Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccine........................952 Valencia - Death After Second Doses of Covid19 Vaccine............................................................................................952 Sweden - Bans AstraZeneca Vaccine For Over-65s.....953 We Were Told It Would Lead To Nearly 100,000........953 Madagascar Population 28 Million....................................954 Madagascar Refuses Covid-19 Vaccine............................954 Tanzania Population 60 Million.........................................954 Tanzania Says No Plans in Place to Accept COVID-19 Vaccines..........................................................................................954 Africa CDC Launched 2017.................................................955 Africa CDC Our Partners.....................................................955 The Death of the Former Governor of the Central Bank of Tanzania.........................................................................956 The Death of The President of Tanzania.........................956 New President of Tanzania Makes Covid-19 U-Turn956 COVID-19 in Tanzania.........................................................957 Reports of Deaths and Mortality Following COVID-19 Vaccination....................................................................................958 Covid19 Vaccine Reports in USA......................................959 New York Man Dies 25 Minutes After Getting COVID-19 Vaccine......................................................................................959 At Least 36 People Developed Life-Threatening Blood Disorder Thrombocytopenia After Receiving COVID-19 Vaccine............................................................................................960 COVID-19 mRNA Pfizer- BioNTech Vaccine Fatal Outcome.........................................................................................960 COVID-19 AstraZeneca Vaccine Analysis Fatal Outcome.........................................................................................960 Reported Deaths from Covid Vaccine in UK as of 21 March 2021..............................................................................960 Vaccine Side Effect Worry Grows.....................................961 A Note on the Moderna Covid-19 Vaccine Side-Effects Report..............................................................................................963 All Vaccine Adverse Effects EudraVigilance...................964 MHRA Yellow Card Covid-19 Vaccines Adverse Reactions Data..............................................................................964 Vaccine Researcher Doubts the AstraZeneca Vaccine Will be Used in Norway Again.................................................965 Does Private Health Insurance Covers Effects from Covid Vaccine...............................................................................965 Sweden Has Avoided Covid-19 Lockdown: Has It Worked?..........................................................................................966 UK Government Signed £119 Million Covid Advertising Deal 3 Weeks Before Lockdown......................967 UK Government Forced to Remove Covid Ad..............968 In Times of Epidemic.............................................................968 A Safe Drug That Is Exceedingly Cheap...........................970 Hydroxychloroquine, Ivermectin, Vitamin D and Zinc..................................................................................................970 The Effectiveness of Ivermectin.........................................972 I Don't think We Should Ever Shake Hand Ever Again................................................................................................976 Microsoft 365 Rolled Out to 1.2 Million NHS Staff....978 NHS Property Services (Private Company)....................980 Microsoft, Salesforce, Oracle To Develop a Digital Covid Vaccination Passport......................................................981 Access the Daily Pass, Los Angeles Unified School District.............................................................................................982 For What Profits a Man if He Gains the Whole World but Loses His Own Soul.............................................................984 The 20 Years Pandemic Cycle.............................................985 When Will Life Return Back to Normal?.........................985 The Lockdowns Are Hurting People, These Are Not Victimless Crimes........................................................................986 Power On a Level Without Precedent In Human History.............................................................................................988 We Have to Prepare for the Next One..............................989 Are We Ready for the Next Pandemic?............................989 Opinion Global Development.............................................991 I Am a British in Tanzania, No Covid Problem Here...991 Something “Very Strange” Is Occurring Amid Europe's Second Wave of Infections........................................................993 How to Lie With Statistics....................................................994 There Are Three Kinds of Lies: Lies, Damned Lies, and Statistics..................................................................................994 Covid-19 Global Deaths.......................................................995 COVID-19 Has Caused 6.9 Million Deaths Globally, More Than Double what Official Reports Show...............995 The Influence of Mass Protests in Hong Kong & its Effect on the Appearance of SARS Covid Virus Pandemics......................................................................................999 Signs and Symptoms............................................................1000 SARS Covid “Viruses” Unknown to History Before 2002...............................................................................................1000 The Italian Factor – Deja-vu.............................................1001 After Its Arrival SARS Vanishes.......................................1003 We Could Live With Covid-19 “Like we do Flu”, says Hancock........................................................................................1003 Covid-19 Also Cured Influenza And Other Respiratory Disease..........................................................................................1004 Moderna to Create Dual COVID-19 / Flu Vaccine....1004 UK Will Treat Covid Like Seasonal Flu, says Whitty.1005 Ireland Analysis of Underlying Cause of Death Data, including COVID-19................................................................1006 Ireland & China Covid Death Rates................................1021 Israel Analysing Data on Deaths After Covid-19 Vaccines........................................................................................1022 COVID Vaccination Resulting in Significant Number of Deaths in German Nursing Home...................................1024 South Korea Probing Deaths After COVID-19 Vaccinations................................................................................1025 The Role of Big Media: The Guardian, ABC, The New York Times, The Huffington Post, BBC & Etc..................1026 The Vanishing Articles........................................................1028 Pfizer........................................................................................1030 Member of Parliament in Indonesia Strongly Rejects Vaccination over Fears that it Represents Business Interests........................................................................................1030 Pfizer Demands Governments Sovereign Assets Such As Embassy Buildings And Military Bases As Guarantee Against The Cost of Any Legal Cases..................................1031 The Countries that Refused the Covid-19 Vaccine....1031 The Vaccine Called Dengvaxia.........................................1032 Dengue Vaccine WHO Position.......................................1032 Dengue Vaccine Deaths......................................................1034 Philippines Rejects Dengue Vaccine...............................1034 Dengue Vaccine Fiasco Leads to Criminal Charges...1035 £55 Billion; Test and Trace” and “Empty Hospitals”..1036 UK Health Security Agency...............................................1038 Jenny Harries.........................................................................1038 Ian Peters.................................................................................1038 What Are We Aiming To Achieve: Health Security Capability Fit For The Future................................................1039 There Is So Much Conflicting Information Out There.............................................................................................1041 A Call to End Free Speech For the Duration of Pandemics: Jokes, Private Thoughts, and Private Opinions Not Allowed in Social Media..............................1044 Open Philanthropy Project................................................1046 Dustin Moskovitz.................................................................1046 ASANA.....................................................................................1047 Elevating Perception of Risk - Fuel for Public Fears.1048 China Mandatory Vaccination Law Passed..................1049 Confirmed: The Flu Ends The Year With Just 4 Cases Detected........................................................................................1050 Impact of Seasonal Flu in Spain 2017 to 2020.............1050 The Flu Epidemic Keeps 60 Hospitals Saturated Throughout Spain in 2018......................................................1051 Total Number of Deaths UK 2019 & 2020...................1052 Total Number of Covid-19 Death Certificates Mentions in UK 2020...............................................................1052 The International Monetary Fund...................................1053 World Bank - COVID-19 Strategic Preparedness and Response Project Until 2025..................................................1054 Public Information Campaign COVID Until 2023.....1056 Science Cannot Block The Sun With One Finger.......1057 Plans to Raise Prices on Coronavirus Vaccines...........1058 The Vicissitudes of Compulsory Vaccination..............1059 Jersey - £14.4 Million Budget Hospital Treated No Patients.........................................................................................1060 Covid Mania Wearing Off.................................................1061 The Public Health Cartel....................................................1061 Until the End of 2022..........................................................1062 Wearing Masks Well Into 2022........................................1062 The Financing of the Council of Europe by Open Society and Microsoft..............................................................................1063 Develop Citizens Vaccination Card/Passport 2018...1064 Vaccine Passport Roadmap 2019.....................................1066 A Convenient Pandemic.....................................................1071 NHS Vaccine Specialist Senior Nurse Testimony......1072 TV Channel During the COVID “Pandemic” and the Promotion of Fear.....................................................................1078 Global Citizen Event for Vaccination.............................1079 The Global Citizen VAX LIVE Concert.........................1080 Global Citizen Board of Directors...................................1080 Fewer Deaths in “Pandemic” Year 2020 Country List..................................................................................................1081 European Medicines Agency rules AstraZeneca vaccine is ‘safe and effective’..................................................1082 European Medicines Agency............................................1082 Fees From The Pharmaceutical Industry......................1083 If The Whole Country Is Vaccinated You Can't Open The Borders.................................................................................1084 The Country No Longer Needs The 10 Million AstraZeneca Jabs It Ordered..................................................1085 99% of Covid Deaths Has Underlying Conditions.....1085 Ireland 2017 Flu & 2020 Covid Deaths..........................1086 Covid-19 Can't Be Detected in Air..................................1086 The Virus Is Here to Trigger an Acceleration of Social and Economic Change.............................................................1087 Risk of Anyone Under 30 Getting Ill or Dying from Covid is Astronomically Small...............................................1088 Access to COVID-19 Tools Accelerator (ACT)...........1089 The Bill Gates Covid19 Business Plan............................1091 COVAX....................................................................................1095 India Covid-19 the Untold Story.....................................1096 If Spain Were Kerala (India) We Would Have a Total of 5 Deaths from Covid-19.....................................................1096 Gates Foundation $150 Million For India Serum Institute Produce Covid-19 Vaccine....................................1097 Scientists Puzzled For Africa's Low Fatality Rates From Pandemic..........................................................................1097 Scientists Puzzled Drop of Cases From Pandemic in India...............................................................................................1097 The UK Government Covid19 Business Plan..............1098 UK Government Launches Vaccine Taskforce to Combat Coronavirus................................................................1098 Prime Minister sets out Vision to cement UK as a Science Superpower.................................................................1101 Covid Vaccines - Pfizer could Add Further €33.3 Billion “Extra” Benefit from EU Taxpayers 2022-23....................1102 Pfizer Covid-19 Vaccine $26 Billion Revenue in 2021...............................................................................................1103 The NIH (USA) Covid19 Business Plan.........................1104 NIH Funds New Influenza Research Network...........1104 Nature Conference on Viral Infection and Immune Response.......................................................................................1106 Deaths in Scotland Month of September 2020............1109 Provision of Media Buying Services for COVID 19 Campaigns...................................................................................1110 Appendix 1. Deaths in Utah who’ve Taken at Least One Dose of Covid-19 Vaccine 2. Package leaflet: Information for the recipient, COVID-19 Vaccine AstraZeneca solution for injection, COVID-19 Vaccine Index 1116


What It’s Like to Chill Out With the World’s Most Ruthless Men: Ratko Mladic, Goran Hadzic and Radovan Karadzic (+) Confessions of a Female War Crimes Investigator I

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What It’s Like to Chill Out With the World’s Most Ruthless Men: Ratko Mladic, Goran Hadzic and Radovan Karadzic (+) Confessions of a Female War Crimes Investigator I What It’s Like to Chill Out With the World’s Most Ruthless Men: Ratko Mladic, Goran Hadzic and Radovan Karadzic (+) Confessions of a Female War Crimes Investigator A lot of evidence will come out during my defence case as to how the Americans wanted to secure a long-lasting war in Bosnia and instigated violations of the UN arms embargo, even in close cooperation with Iran, and how they supported and supplied the Bosnian Muslim s tojustify what they were doing to Muslims elsewhere. --By Radovan Karadzic Retrospectively, it was all so simple, natural and matter of fact being on a boat restaurant in Belgrade, sitting with, laughing, drinking a two hundred bottle of wine and chatting about War and peace while Ratko Mladic held my hand. Mladic, a man considered the world’s most ruthless war criminal since Adolf Hitler, still at large and currently having a five million dollar bounty on his head for genocide by the international community. Yet there I was with my two best friends at the time, a former Serbian diplomat, his wife, and Ratko Mladic just chilling. There was no security, nothing you’d ordinarily expect in such circumstances. Referring to himself merely as, Sharko; this is the story of it all came about. tIt all began as former United States President Bill Clinton spearheaded NATO’s war against Serbia, Montenegro and Slobodan Milosevic (March 1999). Thirty-five years old, conducting graduate study work at the New School for Social Research in New York City in political science, I planned graduating spring 1999 with an area study emphasis in international law and human rights. I was naive then, still believing strongly in democratic liberal concepts such as freedom of academic thought. Hence, I never anticipated my political views would impede either my graduation or completing my master’s thesis work on whether NATO member states committed gross violations of customarily accepted international criminal law in launching military aggression against Serbia and Montenegro owing to not acquiring United Nations Security Counsel approval prior. Then as hit with the identical smart bomb dropped on Milosevic’s presidential palace in Serbia the night of April 22nd 1999, political science chairperson then at the New School, Professor David Plotke, summoned me into his office before class that evening and dismissed me from the master’s program at the New School owing to what he considered my possessing unsavory political science opinions. Only having to complete two more classes to graduate, I always thought my future in political sciences as wide open with innumerous possibilities; unfortunately this proved untrue. Plotke told me in no uncertain terms that I was not the type of person the New School wanted walking around with a degree stating the New School’s prestigious name on it. Ironically, the New School was an institution I attended only owing to its’ placing great pride and emphasis on allowing students complete academic freedom of thought without dictating what is and what is not politically correct to discuss. Yet surprisingly, dismissal from the program and blow to my graduate work should not been completely unexpected since the semester immediately prior, the school refused allowing me to conduct my graduate thesis work on the subject of whether the NATO and Bill Clinton committed war crimes against the former Yugoslavia during the Kosovo war (1999) and internally suggested I write about infringement of Muslim human rights in France. I suppose with the likes of Hillary Clinton and Tony Blair hanging about the fourth floor of the school at the renown World Policy Institute in 1999, I should have expected the university would not take kindly to student‘s speaking out critically against Bill Clinton and the Kosovo war (1999) he went down in history for advocating. Then again, in 1999 I still believed in the school’s core ideals of academic freedom, especially since I was paying no less than one thousand United States dollars a credit to attend. My civil rights lawsuit against the college is another story in and of itself not deserving extended amounts of space here, except what I already mentioned. Dismissal from graduate school left me in a complete state of scholarly anomie seeking empathy and solace from my few friends and confidants at the time including many diplomats I studied with at the New School for several years. The list included but was not limited to ambassadors from Iran, Oman and a newly appointed First Secretary of the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York, Darko Trifunovic. Noteworthy of mentioning, both the ambassadors from Iran and Oman both confided in me their own extreme dissatisfactions and the scholarly problems they themselves currently encountered at the New School for Social Research. On the last day attending the school, both aforementioned men explicitly complained to me the school was holding them back from graduating owing to their own so-called extremely unsavory political viewpoints. In particular the Iranian ambassador, Amir, was writing his master’s thesis on the Iranian contra affair and the UN Ambassador from Oman told me, for years he was being held back from graduating because Greek Professor Addie Pollis strongly disdained his Islamic religious and cultural views insofar as human rights and multiple marriage partners by Muslim sultans in his country of origin. It was May (1999). Riddled with uncertainty about my future scholarly status, I immediately applied for graduate study at Farleigh Dickinson University in New Jersey where I studied an additional two years before encountering similar problems with the graduate school faculty there. Ironically it was only FDU professors whom formerly studied themselves at the New School still in touch with the faculty there, who were later responsible for my having to leave the graduate program at FDU in early 2002. Between the time of my dismissal from the New School and my dismissal from FDU in the fall (2002), I stayed in touch with many scholars and other politically active persons sharing similar anti-war views as myself regarding NATO’s 1999 Kosovo war including: Professor Barry Lituchy (NYC), Ramsey Clark’s people at the International Action Center, and a couple of new acquaintances I’ve chanced meet online in Serbian political activist forums. One of those people was, Darko Trifunovic. Darko and I were e-mailing each other regularly by early spring (1999) at which time he informed me that he became the newly appointed First Secretary of the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York City and wondered whether I would pick him up at JFK airport when he arrives in a few weeks; I acceded. Another event in my life occurring in Manhattan in late spring (1999) was chance meeting Nikola Sainovic; Slobodan Milosevic’s former Deputy Serbian Prime Minister. It just so happened I was in the city attending Ramsey Clark’s anti-NATO lectures immediately after NATO’s bombing campaign against the former Yugolsavia began. I was walking up to the main lecture building and paused at the door momentarily to examine how to enter and where to go when Nikola walked up for me , surprising me from behind, he said “hello, are you here for the lecture also“? I replied “yes.” I was shy, but Nikola kept the conversation going as we walked into the building together discussing the horrendous actions the NATO was currently undertaking against his country in Serbia. Although I did not know then who exactly he was, he was handsome, educated and he wore a very sharp brown suit, tie and wore glasses. His identity is unmistakable to me now viewing the photos of him sitting in the Hague currently awaiting his own trial for complicity in war crimes. During the lecture intermission he again came over to speak with me and asked me my telephone number stating he’d like to get together and talk sometime with me while he was in town; I acceded. It was not long after Ramsey Clark’s lecture that Nikola called me and we agreed to have dinner together at the Peking House in Butler NJ on Route 23. He met me at the restaurant and we enjoyed a great dinner and lively conversation regarding American diplomacy and politics between the United States, NATO and Serbia. After dinner he asked me if there was somewhere quite we both could go to continue talking and being shy about men and their intentions, I told him since it was a beautiful summer’s evening, I suggested we drive up 23 North into West Milford NJ where there was a lovely “rest stop” where we could sit down on the picnic table chairs and continue our conversation together. He offered to drive me up to the spot in his fancy brown Jaguar. I had never really been in a Jaguar before and it drove really smooth. Nikola and I spent several hours just chatting about Serbia and the illegal NATO actions undertaken against his country and when we commenced, he drove me back to my car waiting by the restaurant and we decided we would meet again for lunch in about a week; he would give me call soon. I was attending Montclair State University for one semester that summer so when Nikola call me in about a week for lunch I recommended we meet at about 4pm at the 6 Brothers Diner on Route 46 by the university. Nikola never made any unwanted advances towards me and we just like to chat about war and peace. He told me, ‘Jill, I like to come talk with you because I can trust you. I can let down my hair so to speak with you and not worry about you wire tapping me or stabbing me in the back.” I thanked him for his compliment and company. He told me his daughter lived in Tarrytown New York and when we parted that day, he told me this is where he was headed. He gave me his business card bearing his name, Nikola Sainovic. I forget the business it listed, it might have just said Prime Minister but I think it said something else politically related but I can’t remember now. I took it and thanked him. Whomever I did meet, they also gave me photos and showed me a brief portfolio of their news ideas in the space saving architecture and additionally gave me some photos of their work and a business card for what I remember as a German PASSOS company. It had to be be Nikola. We actually had a great chat about what I thought about his new architectural ideas. I loved them telling Nikola I believed he would be extremely successful in his new endeavors. I think we may have had lunch one additional time and then I never heard from him again. Darko arrived first, his very beautiful wife, Bojana, arrived as expected about one month later after he was settled. Darko greatly impressed me at the time. Being a former political adviser to the to the former female President of the Republic of Srpska in Bosnia, he had a degree in international law, diplomatic immunity, was a writer, handsome, was extremely brilliant and fun to just hang-out with and work. The three of us became extremely close friends and confidants. During this time period, I had the honor to meet, Professor Simeunovic (Political Science Department of the University of Beograd) . He used to come to New York City several times during the time period, Darko, was First Secretary of the Bosnian Mission at the UN in NYC. Darko actually called me one day when, Professor Simuenovic, came to New York to attend the 1999 United Nations Preparatory Committee Meetings (Closed Door). Then, the NATO Kosovo Crisis had fully begun; the UN refused granting, Professor Simeunovic, entrance into the meeting since the United States was so called "at war" with the Former Serbian & Montenegrin Republic. Darko merely, told me to help get "Him into the meeting somehow." I said, "What can I do"? He said, "Your, Cousin Gay Rosenblum works at 1 United Nations Plaza in Executive Offices of the UN's Public Administration i.e., India. Tell them that and he will be able to gain entrance if you ask them to let him in." It is true, my does Cousin work in the UN Plaza in Public Administration. So trying to help Serbia, I went down a to In Plaza, asked them to let the Serbian gentleman into the meeting and they did. Serbia has the BEST DIPLOMATS working for it, and also for its' intelligence I have seen anywhere in the world. I learned so much from my time working with Darko as my "mentor." I remember on one particular visit, Professor Simeunovic, Darko and myself, were on our way up to a renown and one of the very few Serbian Restaurant's existing n America called, Sports Bar; owned by a man named Nik, and his wife who cooks in the kitchen. Professor Simeunovic taught me then, the importance of "true diplomacy" in which is is NOT via weaponry , money and power, you make things happen on the international stage, but through your share connections and human contacts; the art of true diplomacy in and of itself. He said to me, and simultaneously pulling out a worn old black telephone book from his rear pocket said to me from the front seat (Darko always drove my car and I sat in the back), "Do you know what this is JIll,"? I said, "No I don't Mr. Simeunovic to be honest," he replied, "I am a Diplomatic Mediator for Serbia, I have mediated situations for , Serbia and RS, from Bosnia to Macadonia, in this book are all of my "Diplomatic Contacts." Continuing speaking to me he said, " I have the personal telephone numbers of the President of over 100 Head's of State to lower Diplomatic at Embassies Worldwide I can call at any time and place for help anywhere in the world." This is what makes a true diplomat Jill." "No money and Weapons like NATO Uses; It is all about who you know and how you can influence those whom you know and can trust as confidants." Then said, "I strongly suggest Darko "mentor you," and you begin compiling your own little black book of diplomatic contacts immediately, And I listened to his every word. While the American Embassies, Colleges and Diplomats hated me for "chilling and and making friends everywhere from the Iranian Ambassador to Executive Head's of ENACO (Mr Davies) from Cocaine growing companies, existing in Peru, l listened to, Professor Simeunovic's advice to me. He was right; I needed to have tons of trusted high level people and evene some Presidents' I could call if I needed assistance anywhere and at anytime if I was going to be a "diplomat." That way, I thought to myself, suppose I had to get some American citizens out of a kidnapping situation say in, Iran or Iraq?" This way, only I could actually "pull it off perhaps, though my contacts." This was very important and I strongly suggest that, CIA Head take some classes in intelligence, diplomacy as well as in Anti Terrorism, from Dr. Darko Trifunovic, at the University of Beograd , Srebija (If tehy can get into his class there). lol It is all about connections! Here is the Registration address for, Darko Trifunovic, in China http://www.bg.ac.rs/eng/en_newss.php?id=96. OR http://www.bg.ac.rs/eng/en_newss.php?id=96 (Get into his class if you can is my best advice to those ignoring him and his Al Qaeda information emanating from the Documentation Center of Republika of Srpska Governmental Offices.the before 9/11). read More About Darko and myself visiting Republican Senator NIcholson in DC together to speak about Al Qaeda in Bosnia at: http://sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/the-law-projects-center-information-the-cia-us-department-of-state-ignored-that-could-have-prevented-the-9-11-terrorist-attacks-on-the-twin-towers-in-nyc Between the time, I was dismissed from the New school for Social Research in New York City, and, the time, Darko, arrived in full diplomatic capacity in to work in the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York City, I had lots of spare time on my hands. Before I met Darko, I had fallen whimsically in love with a monk living at the Abbey of the Holy Name Monastery, where I attend Orthodox Christian Mass weekly. His name was Momcilo Pantovic. Being familiar with encryption and codes, I noticed an Orthodox Christian Ikon has gave to me seemed to read “I have the NATO codes.” I ignored this at first. A few weeks later, I was speaking with Bishop John at the monastery and I went upstairs into the dinette to get something, and I noticed a piece of paper lying on the table. I could not help but seeing what was written on this paper. On one side it had names of insurance companies and numbers, and when I looked on the other, becoming curious, it had the names of the Serbian shot down non-invisible Stealth Fighter Jet F-117A on it and the names of various American companies such as “Boeing” and “Locheed,” Upon seeing this piece of paper I became immediately alarmed because a week or so before while at Sunday Mass, one of my Serbian friends living at the monastery, a former Serbian air force serviceman back in the Former Yugoslavia, had asked me to help him input some numeric codes into the Bishops computer upstairs on a ‘Karaoke’ site called ‘Sing Out.” Thinking back on that experience, it seemed I could have helped him input NATO air codes he transferred via the Bishops computer to another contact that was somehow connected in the NATO Stealth being shot down. I will never know for sure; I it seems this way. The day after I entered the numbers for him, the Stealth was shot down and someone unknown to me send me the photos of the downed NATO stealth I have posted on my website. I even became voted in as the executive director of the Law Projects Center Yugoslavia in New York . The Law Projects Center was a United Nations accredited NGO and offshoot of the Yugoslav Coalition to Establish and international criminal court. Darko and some political people originally founded the organization in Belgrade Serbia prior his arrival in New York City in diplomatic capacity. http://members.fortunecity.com/lpca1/ I worked fervently legally registering the organization in New Jersey as a legally filed non-profit successfully. The Law Projects Center and its activities demanded Darko, his wife and I often stayed the night over each others’ apartments often; many times working days at a time with very little sleep. From winter (1999) until fall (2002), Darko, his wife and I worked daily at the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York City co-authoring two books: 1) The Bosnian Model of Al-Qaeda Terrorism and; 2) The Srebrenica Massacre. As a young student of war and peace in the former Yugoslavia, I was in scholarly heaven accessing the United Nations to work with Darko daily. This enabled my meeting many of the most fascinating people in the world. I vividly remember Senator Bill Richardson at the time giving nightly press interviews on television about meeting with OPEC members states, “setting them straight about lowering oil prices in 2000.” Yet when I’d chit-chat with the Iranian ambassador in the city before class asking him about it he would say to me something to the effect as,” We at OPEC are so angry about former colonialism by England and America, OPEC will continually attempt bringing both the United States and England to their financial knees on energy issues…And by the way Jill, Russia does not in any manner intend to halt weapon sales to Iran.” http://www.slobodan-milosevic.org/documents/srebrenica.pdf http://www.analyst-network.com/profile.php?user_id=240 In fact Amir and I, notwithstanding our theological differences, got alone well. We’d often sit together before class acceding on a great many matters. In particular I remember us sitting one night and looking me square in the eye stating, “You know Jill, I will never believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God.” I replied, “And I Amir will never convert to Islam.” Now that we got that out of the way, we both smiled at one another getting down to discussing real issues. You can read about this incident at my blog here http//sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/Home/bill-richardson-revealed-as-weak-and-ineffective-diplomat-in-1999-when-dealing-with-opec-by-jill-starr The Bosnian mission to the United Nations in New York City in 2001 was an extremely interesting place. Reflecting the rotating ethnic presidency existing in Bosnia unto present, Mission employees were comprised of people of completely bipolar ethnic, theological and politically ideological viewpoints. The Head Ambassador of the Mission post 9-11 was then combating rumors of his soon becoming persona non grata in the United States for allegedly giving Osama Bin Laden a visa to travel through Bosnia illegally when previously stationed in Italy in 1993. There were also rumors he confessed to the United States Department of State of running international arms trades in connection with Al-Qaeda. Darko Trifunovic confided in me that Al Qaeda Algerian militant Abu Mali, worked in the Bosnian mission to the UN in Manhattan 2001-2002 after the war under a Bosnian name, Safet Catovic. Darko Trifunovic and I worked together at the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in NYC in 2001-2002 together and I, Jill Starr,l verify I used to work on Mali's computer at the Mission because it always was getting fouled up with computer viruses at his request. The number two man at the Bosnian mission, the First Ambassador was Serbian, Orthodox Christian and a doctor of medicine by university degree. The First Secretary of the Mission was my friend Darko, the Consulate department was headed by an ethnic Muslim lady from Bosnia, and there was an ethnic Croatian woman floating around with other various diplomats being of Roman Catholic Croatian descent. He became extremely suspicious of who Catovic really was because he spoke poor Bosnian. As a result, Trifunovic said he lost a job in the mission and moved to Belgrade. The number two man at the Bosnian mission, the First Ambassador was Serbian, Orthodox Christian and a doctor of medicine by university degree. The First Secretary of the Mission was my friend Darko, the Consulate department was headed by an ethnic Muslim lady from Bosnia, and there was an ethnic Croatian woman floating around with other various diplomats being of Roman Catholic Croatian descent. My time at the Mission was primarily spent fixing Darko’s laptop computer which became daily infected with computer viruses he continually claimed emanated from other employees at the Mission who were allegedly trying to sabotage him because of his ethnic Serbian background. I vividly recall the constant bickering between all the mission employees; always accusing each other of committing war crimes and giving each other computer viruses making it virtually impossible for any of them to get along. The Croatian diplomat usually stayed to herself with her office door shut while the others present usually just listened to Led Zeppelin rock music on their personal CD-ROM players. They told me repeatedly they had nothing else to do with their time at the United Nations beyond an occasional meeting except for listening to music and playing computer games. Sad and ironic was the few things I noticed all the Bosnian mission employees agreeing upon was their undying love for the rock band, Led Zeppelin. A year had come and gone while I totally immersed myself into political inquiry as to just who was guilty of committing war crimes in the former Yugoslavia. My favorite subjects of inquiry included: NATO, Kosovo & Metohia, Serbia, Montenegro, Bosnia and persons of interest such as Mladic and Hacim Thaci (Albanian Leader of the Kosovo Liberation Army). It was not enough for my merely taking in nightly news reports from CNN and other mainstream American media; to conduct an investigation for inquiry of social fact, I needed to go to Serbia and investigate for myself. Only after seeing firsthand the goings on in the Balkans could I make a discriminate determination of guilty parties insofar as genocide there. After my fateful month long trip to Serbia and Montenegro in the fall 2002 I later concluded all warring parties involved had blood on their hands (Croats, Serbs, Muslims and the NATO); there are no innocents. But in 2001, neither my finances nor busy schedule allowed such a trip. Moreover, not speaking fluent Serbian coupled with the anti-American sentiment existing in Serbia then listed on the United States Department of State travel warning website caused going to there an unfeasible option. Hence, my life and studies went on as usual. Several seasons went by and now it was spring 2001. Darko and his wife Bojana had time off which they spent visiting friends and family in Serbia for about two weeks. Because of this Darko was unable to function in full diplomatic capacity. In spring 2001 there was a preparatory commission meeting of plenipotentiaries to establish an international criminal court at the United Nations in New York City. Topics of the meeting included but were not limited to defining interstate acts of aggression, court financing etc.. Darko asked me if I would sit in for him at the meeting taking as many notes possible owing to the Law Projects Center possessing United Nations accreditation as a NGO (non governmental organization) with full observer status at the United Nations; I acceded. Darko faxed me all necessary paperwork enabling my application attendance at this crucial meeting; I filled out the necessary forms and faxed them to the appropriate United Nations office for approval. It was an extremely exciting time for me. My close friend and colleague, Arnold Stark (History professor and Columbian University PhD) drove me into Manhattan walking me through the United Nations main entrance and security the day of attendance. Professor Stark himself was an old foreign service man from way back in the day and he told me I never looked as professionally sharp as I did on that day; I wore a navy blue pin striped suit. I must admit, I looked good. Only post attending that day did I truly understand the total lapse of security existing then at the United Nations in New York City. I say this owing to the social fact that the Law Projects Center was indeed registered as an United nations accredited NGO it is true. However, closed meetings of this sort meant attendance was strictly limited to head ambassadors of valid United Nations member state missions and non governmental organizations possessing observer status were not allowed. Unto present, I’ve yet understood whereby I gained entrance into this privy closed meeting consisting of only United Nations ambassadors, but I did. Walking to the basement floor of the United Nations building that day, I merely wore a visitors badge given to me at the front desk in no manner indicating that I was an ambassador of a United Nations mission; least of all the Bosnia mission as required for entrance. Totally unaware I didn’t possess necessary credentials to enter the meeting, I walked confidently towards the entrance door and past the guard stationed outside it. The guard never bothering to examine the type of badge I wore around my neck simply said “good day Madame” and urged me into the meeting; it was just about time to begin. I immediately sensed something wrong once through the door past the guard. First, I was uncertain where to sit. Everyone else had a sign in front of their seat stating their country of origin. The Israeli ambassador sat in front of the Israel sign, the Spanish lady sat in front of the seat indicating she represented, Spain etc.. I looked fervently around the room seeing no seats indicating seats for United Nations observers anywhere. The last thing I wanted to do was to embarrass myself by taking the seat of an important ambassador; I noticed a couple of men seeming from some African state grabbing some meeting paperwork nearby so I inquired of them. I told them I was a newbie and inquired where to sit and what I should do. With heavy African accents one of them said, “just grab a bunch of these papers, sit there and look like you are busy,” so I did. In fact, I grabbed as many extra copies as I could without looking conspicuous when noticing another peculiarity. The meeting papers indicated they were for restricted for the eyes of state mission heads’ only (chief ambassadors of countries) and allowing other persons and/or United Nations employees to view them was a punishable offense. Uncertain what to do, and with the meeting beginning, I merely sat there stunned. My seat and the one the African gentleman next to me took seemed extras because they neglected having any indication regarding country origin in front of them on the table; I felt safe. As totally immersed and interesting as I found the topics, the African ambassador seated found boring. I say this owing to noticing during the entire meeting he was merely doodling nonsensical pictures on some legal pad. I think that no one took more notes that day than me. I was especially interested in the interstate bickering about financing the international criminal court should and when it came about. Spain was particularly forceful in vocalizing its opinion that the countries giving the most monetary contributions to the court itself ought have more power over both its staffing and its innocent and guilty verdicts as well as judges appointed. My suspicions’ equally shared by scholars such as Noam Chomsky and former attorney general, Ramsey Clark were now fully justifiably confirmed. The court itself was a great travesty of justice and I was actually witnessing quarrels between countries insofar as controlling the courts judges and verdicts based on financial contributions rather than on law and true international justice. The most shocking point of the meeting for me was when the Israeli ambassador admitted openly to the other attendees that Israel was indifferent to war crimes, crimes against humanity and would in no manner support any international structure limiting its’ ability for practicing war and peace against any other state and/or party it considered a threat to its national interest. The ambassador representing the United States that day strongly and equally explicitly backed the Israeli position making clear American attendance was more for information gathering purposes and show than true concern for international law, world peace and social justice. When the meeting ended I slipped quickly out the front entrance of the United Nations; notes and papers in hand; I would read them in detail later that evening. When I attended these Preparatory Meetings at the end, the First Ambassador to the Bosnian Mission in NYC (The Serbian Doctor with glasses) came in but only stayed a short while as my witness to my being there. (Noteworthy of mentioning was this man being a doctor, when returning from a trip to the Former Yugoslavia once, was nice enough to bring me some alternative medicine (a liquid lemon mixture) back with him and gave it to me to help me withdrawal from all the American narcotics I was on). Darko insisted because he was worried about me overdosing on all my American medications). I always wondered if Doctor Radovan Karadzic had made the elixir himself for me--I will never truly know but it is not out of the question because Darko told me it was an "alternative medication and a liquid mixed with herbs and lemons sliced"). I ALSO SAT DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM FORMER UNITED STATES AMBASSADOR , RICHARD HOLBROKE! HE WAS SITTING ACROSS FROM MYSELF, AND DIRECTLY NEXT TO THE ISRAELI AMBASSADOR. He did not look at all like his photos (which were obviosly touched up) because he looked terrible with BIG POCK MARKS ALL OVER HIS FACE AND THICK SQUARE BROWN GLASSES! He laughed and took nothing seriously at all! I was shocked at his taking human rights as some type of joke; I took every thing happening extremely seriously! It must have amazed Darko upon returning from Serbia I actually gained entrance to the ICC preparatory closed meeting because within a week he invited me to the city to attend another important meeting at the United Nations comprised of diplomats from some very selective and prestigious NATO member states. I don’t recall the date but by his return fully I understood the definition of a closed meeting. Upon approaching the meeting door I became at once cognizant the meeting stated “closed meeting,” on the door. I did my best to point this fact out to Darko who told me to go in with him anyway; we did. Darko obviously thought because I gained entrance to the ICC meeting I ought not have in his absence, perhaps if I were with him, he covertly could gain access this closed NATO meeting; no dice. Upon entering the room, immediately some important looking man called him over and diplomatically informed him that “Serbia was not invited.” Darko pointed to me explaining that he was with the American lady but he was asked politely to leave; I followed him out the door embarrassed. The following year was mundane. Filled with activities like shuttling back and forth to FDU for graduate school, fund raising for the Law Projects Center and co-authoring two book with Darko. The fateful day of 9/11 and the attacks by Al-Qaeda on the World Trade Center Towers in New York City changed my venue forever. Post 9/11 Darko became a man on a personal mission seemingly unrelated to the Bosnian mission itself. He told me it was the utmost importance to publicize the alleged fact that the head ambassador of the Bosnian mission was in his estimation involved with Al-Qaeda. Darko had a seemingly ton of secret documentary evidence emanating from the ministry of internal affairs in Belgrade and Bosnia seeming true bolstering his allegations in my eyes then. Asking me to fervently work on editing a book on which topic was meant for exposing the head ambassador of the Bosnian mission at that time; I acceded. The publication was later published by the Repubika Srpska information agency in Bosnia. The Serbian government in the Republika Srpska in Bosnia then was seriously pressing Darko for a fast publication so we stayed up many nights over his apartment in Forest Hills, New York working to do so. The book was entitled, ”The Bosnia Model of Al-Qaeda Terrorism. It can probably still be found and read online. Last time I checked it was posted on the website: http://www.analyst-network.com/profile.php?user_id=240. Darko always told me I possessed full rights to this and other publications we worked on together. Although I edited and co-authoring the Al-Qaeda work, a few years back I noticed Darko removed my name on the inner front cover page as editor replacing it with the name of a Serbian editor. When questioned about it Darko told me he kept my name from being published because of the death threats and dangers to my life that he himself encountered because of its publication. I do vividly remember Darko receiving a great many death threats and threats towards his wife at the time, Bojana, so it is possible he was telling me the truth. During this in which, Darko, and I worked together at the Law Proejcts Center (NYC), I had the chance to meet, I met Professor Simeunovuc, several times (Political Science Department From the University of Beograd,Serbia). Darko introduced the two of us actually. He used to come here and there to attend, the Preparatory Committee Meetings To Establish an International Criminal Court and Represent the Former Republic of Serbia & Montenegro. One time, during the NATO bombing,the United Nations ,declined him entrance to a meeting for the ICC. He called me. My Cousin works in tge UN Plaza in Public Administration I went down a to In Plaza, asked them to let, " the Serbian gentleman into the meeting," and they did. Even prior completing our work on the Al-Qaeda book together Darko was obsessed with manifesting the Bosnian Chief ambassador at the time as a terrorist. At the time I had no reason to doubt Darko’s word and assisted him in rabidly writing an open letter to all the United Nations member state missions exposing him as such. I surmise this is when Darko’s job at the United Nations as First Secretary of the Bosnian mission became jeopardized. Today I surmise Darko’s employment at the United Nations genuinely became compromised owing not only to the inter-ethnic conflicts existing between him and the head ambassador then, a proud Muslim man, but also owing to the fact he forged birth certificates to acquire his position in the first place later becoming a social fact from the interior ministry in Bosnia. It was an emotional shock when Darko informed me a by summer 2001 that he lost his job and he and Bojana had to immediately return to Belgrade to work out the matter in court. This was also a great emotional blow to me also owing to the fact that I always possessed a crush on Darko and he knew it. This was a social fact I never publicly admitted previously to writing this book. I once even asked Darko if he wanted to have an affair with me but he declined stating he would never be unfaithful to his beautiful wife, Bojana. This left me in an extreme morally uncomfortable position because Bojana was my best friend. I continually told myself being attracted to her husband Darko was a non-option. Working so closely with him on an almost daily basis however made my attraction to him difficult to overcome. I was also engaged to Professor Arnold Stark at the time and wore the ten thousand diamond ring he bought me on my finger. Arnold became increasingly jealous of Darko in time and eventually forbid me to work with him altogether. Notwithstanding, I continued working with Darko against Arnold’s wishes. This coupled with my trip to Serbia and Montenegro in 2002 eventually led to my breakup with Professor Stark and after almost an entire decade, my relationship with Arnold never fully recovered. Darko tried keeping his job in diplomatic capacity at he UN as long as possible but the bipolar friction and hate existing between himself and the chief ambassador at the mission proved too much. The chief ambassador in contact with the Bosnian government at the time in Sarajevo eventually had Darko dismissed as first secretary of the mission. To the best of my recollection Darko was no longer receiving a monthly salary from Sarajevo by spring or summer 2002 (approximately). I often came visiting Darko and Bojana’s apartment in Manhattan then situated on a side street within walking distance from the UN to help them out financially by buying them inexpensive dinners and such in Manhattan and chauffeuring them around (they did not own a car for the majority of their stay in the States). In July 2002 as I remember the three of us spent many memorable moments going to the beaches outside the city and just spending time talking etc.. At the time and owing to my being in graduate school at FDU, I had plenty of extra money to burn owing my taking the maximum GSL student loans totaling about twenty thousand dollars a semester. Then one day that summer Darko informed me he and Bojana were only awaiting the Bosnian government to wire them a sum of five thousand dollars to pay off their American bills, last month rent and they would make a hasty exit back to Belgrade permanently. I was emotionally crushed. Desperate not to lose contact with Darko because of my personal feelings towards him, I told him my summer classes at FDU were about to end August 2002 and although the fall semester was about to begin, I wanted to visit him in Serbia as soon as possible. Soon for me meant as soon as I received a check from the United States government for the total of that semesters’ student loan money in the amount of about ten thousand dollars. Darko, hesitant at first soon gave in to my constant petitions to visit him. The day I brought them both to JFK to return to Serbia permanently, Bojana whispered something in Darko’s ear as we hugged saying our goodbyes all three of trying to hold back tears of parting and Darko looking me in the eye said something to the effect, “Jill, don’t worry as soon as you can afford it call me and we’ll arrange your visit.” Darko never could stand to see me cry which on many occasion I did owing to the loss of my two children and other personal challenges in my life. They turned and boarded their plane to Belgrade as I drove back to New Jersey. Driving home I felt an odd combination of extreme sadness at the loss of my two best friends mixed with the cheerful prospect I would shortly be boarding a plane myself destined for Serbia and Montenegro by mid August 2002 when my student loan check arrived. Upon arriving home I immediately began making all necessary arrangements for my forthcoming trip. The day following Darko ‘s departure, I bought a great many prepaid phone cards for the purpose of calling him owing to both my missing him and also my primarily wanting to began making all necessary arrangements facilitating my forthcoming visit from JFK to Beograd. I had countless questions such as: how much money will I need, how will I obtain a VISA being an American citizen with all the US State Department warnings against US citizenry traveling to the region, etc., etc., etc.. I had already obtained a valid United States passport many years ago which I always carried with me. I’ve always held the strong opinion that having a valid passport with you at all times is just a good idea. It enables one the necessary freedom to go to the airport and catch a plane going anywhere at anytime. Darko told me that I need not worry about all the complicated VISA requirements listed on Serbian government website required of other Americans that he would handle everything. I was told merely to bring with me about five thousand United States dollars in cash spending money and it was a done deal. I went to buy some new suitcases and clothes for my trip in Wayne, New Jersey during the first two weeks in August 2002 in preparation. Packing was always a problem for me as Darko can attest to owing to my medically diagnosed attention deficit disorder. I had a difficult time deciding what to bring, so I tried to bring everything I thought I needed. The day of my departure my suitcases weighed way over the weight limit restrictions indicated by the airline. Getting to JFK for departure in mid August 2002 proved to be an almost insurmountable task in and of itself owing to my heavy luggage and everyone I asked to drop me at the airport that day had strongly held views against my going. Arnold Stark declined to bring me owing to his personal jealousies insofar as Darko and everyone else had one or another excuse rooted in the anti-American sentiment in Serbia at that time and danger involved. Undeterred, I finally convinced Archbishop John LoBue, my priest and confessor at the Holy Name Orthodox Christian Church in West Milford, New Jersey to take me as far as the Port Authority in Manhattan; from there I took a bus to JFK managing myself. Post 9/11, JFK was supposedly safe beyond reproach insofar as security; this proved untrue. I had not traveled outside America in many years so I was unfamiliar with the new travel restrictions on such items as nail scissors etc., being illegal to bring onboard flights and carried several very sharp ones right passed JFK security inspection inside my purse on board out of my own ignorance of new flight rules. It was not until I arrived on my stopover in Paris, France that I was boarding onto a JAT (Yugoslav Air Travel) flight for Belgrade that the security officer of JAT told me that he had to confiscate the aforementioned items owing to new security precautions implemented post 9/11. I informed him upon boarding my initial flight at JFK in New York, the security guards at the gate allowed me to board my flight to Paris carrying them in my purse. The JAT security employee merely shook his head in amazement mentioning something insofar as his seriously questioning American security in general stating that Jugosalv Air Travel obviously took airline and passenger security much more seriously. I loved flying JAT! Not only was I completely satisfied the flight from Paris to Belgrade was many times more secure since JAT searched boarding passengers more thoroughly than JFK, the hospitality, food and drink was excellent. I say this owing to my being a well seasoned traveler having previously visited places such as Indonesia, Thailand and Hong Kong, etc.. It was extremely laid back on the flight. People moved around switching seats and chatting with good friends and the food was the best! My favorite Serbian food and drink were served and all airline employees shoed me the highest level of hospitality. I was extremely pleased with the professionalism and service on JAT I later began an online blog about it on Yahoo360. Upon my flight arriving in Beograd, all passengers left the plane in the usual manner except Serbian citizens were shuffled through customs quickly merely showing their passport. All others including myself were asked to relinquish their passports and told to wait an unspecified amount of time in a holding area at the airport. An airport security officer went around confiscating our passports afterward leaving us merely standing there not knowing what to expect next. No other announcements were made; I did the only thing possible I relinquished my passport to the Serbian custom official along with the other western Europeans and/or Americans (if there were any) which I surmised like myself were attempting to enter Serbia from countries that were NATO allies in the Kosovo war against Slobodan Milosevic in 1999. There must have been about twenty persons with me just waiting. All types of nagging thoughts plagued me such as “perhaps my friends were correct that I ought not have taken this trip…was it really too dangerous to travel to Serbia with all the anti-American sentiment and what would happen if Serbian customs decided I was an American spy, kept my passport and I ended in some unknown jail and/or murdered….who would find me…what could I do about it etc., etc., etc..” It seemed nearly an hour passed; me and the others were still standing there waiting. I didn’t want to seem scared or overly curious by asking either Serbian custom officials or anyone else waiting with me anything as to not cause unnecessary attention to myself. I also kept checking my watch wondering if Darko knew I was here waiting. I had hoped with his government connections he would at least inquire about my arrival since he told me he would pick me up. I drew comfort from the fact Darko was always very punctual picking up and bringing himself and others to airports. On numerous occasions I gave him and others rides to and from them. These and other thoughts plagued me when suddenly I heard a voice on the loud speaker call my name, Jill Starr, asking me to go to a customs area to claim my passport. I was the first person called so I don’t know what happened to the others standing there still waiting. I hurriedly went to obtain my passport and was told that I cleared; the guard pointed the direction for me to go claim my luggage. You have no idea what a relief that was! I took in my new surroundings pleased that I made it into the country successfully. As a young child my father took me with him traveling the world when he was an active nuclear engineering consultant for Chas T Main, USAID and the IMF. I had been in Indonesia during the turmoil in East Timor so I was used to being in war zones surrounded by soldiers with guns. I was presently older, but still I found such travel extremely exciting more than dangerous and looked forward to enjoying the rest of my vacation with Darko and Bojana. Making it to the baggage claim area successfully I was relieved seeing Darko standing their waiting for me. I was not fluent in Serbian and didn‘t want to publicize it by asking people questions in English manifesting I was American. I hurried towards him, giving him a large hug. I was so glad to see Darko. I noticed upon my arrival at the Belgrade airport that there were many female police officers equipped with guns wearing short mini skirts and extremely high heels. I asked Darko how they apprehended criminals in such high heels and he replied smirking that they don’t have to run, they merely shot those not halting in the back and that stopped them. Like a dream come true, there I was in Beograd Serbia against all odds and complaints from my friends. Darko helped me get my luggage to his friend’s vehicle telling me we could talk about everything I had to say later because we had to hurry. Darko‘s friend, a German man living in Serbia for years and an important military employee of the Serbian government in a grayish older large SUV vehicle with what seemed a special license plate was impatiently waiting at the front gate of the airport for us. Darko’s friend did not speak fluent English but he did speak fluent German and Serbian. Upon writing the first edition of my book I still wondered who this man really was because Darko pointed out to me proudly, while placing my luggage in the vehicle of his car, this car “specifically bore special Serbian military license plates;“ Darko pointed this out to me at the airport and I was greatly impressed to be in a Serb military vehicle. The man picking me up at the Serbia, Beograd airport with Darko also referred to himself merely by a nickname. If my memory serves me correct he said to call him, “Babic or Babo” or something like that. “Babic” is not probably not 100% correct because my memory is kind of fuzzy on this. However, in coming across a BBC website with a photograph of Dragan Dabic, the male construction worker whom apparently Dr. Radovan Karadzic was assuming the identity of before he was arrested and transferred to the Hague in 2008; it does look about 90% correct in my memory that it was Mr. Dragan Dabic who picked me up at the Beograd Serbia airport that day. Even his glasses look the same and he told me he used to work as a military mercenary for the Serbs during war time and he was originally from Germany. Whoever it was, he was a relatively short man in height with salt and pepper hair. He said he worked in the military during “ the war/s” but (I forget which war he meant now), did say currently since all “the military business ended, he now worked construction and was building a second house himself outside of Beograd because his girlfriend was having a child. He told me he had several children but was not married. I saw him also my first night in Beograd at Bojana’s parents residence visiting as well as a day or so before I departed Beograd Serbia. We drove all around the city of (Beograd) in his large van type SUV again; he gave me a large tour of the entire city area pointing out everything. It seems almost surreal to me actually chance meeting so many fascinating and exciting people, I almost didn’t want to mention possibly meeting, Dragan Dabic, too in the second edition of my book. But, I decided to write the best and most truthful testimonies of my memories as possible about my super cool vacation in Serbia & Montenegro in 2002. Anyway, so Darko told whomever this man was to please help lift my luggage into the trunk in Serbian and he did. Darko always liked to brag and as usual he introduced me to his friend giving me the details of his being an important man in the Serbian military etc.. We went straight from the Beograd airport to the home of Bojana’s family in the suburbs of Belgrade and all became reacquainted. Whomever it was, he was a relatively short man in height with salt and pepper hair and muscular with that triangle type of nose. Bojana and I hugged; she introduced me to her family (father, mother and brother who was a high school student in Beograd). Afterward, Darko showed me the room upstairs where I would sleep which was actually Bojana’s room also informing me of our three week itinerary; he had it all planned out. Darko told me we would all spend the night over Bojana’s house, the next day sleep at his apartment outside Beograd and later explained the next day we would stop at his father’s family’s house for dinner and leave from there making our way into Montenegro for a ten day vacation staying at his friend’s resort on Budva’s seaside coast. Along the way Darko told me he would give me the best tour I could ask for and he did. He showed me military installations and one of my favorite stops was the NATO bombed Chinese embassy which I stood in front of only several yards from. My night at Bojana’s residence was wonderful. I was never showed as much love and hospitality as I did from her family. Although it was late in the evening (about 11pm Serbian time) when we arrived, Bojana’s mother, a wonderful woman, treated me as her own daughter. She insisted that Darko, Bojana and I enjoy what seemed a 10 course home cooked meal. She was still cooking while she served us a variety of cooked steaks, vegetables and pastries. And like many Italian families she insisted I tried and ate everything. To top the night off before bed Bojana and her father performed an accordion duet live in the kitchen for me. Apparently, Bojana and her father were professional accordion players and Bojana explained that her father’s employment consisted of playing nightly in a local bar. Thereafter, we went to bed with full stomachs. The next morning we all enjoyed an equally exquisite breakfast. Bojana’s family had livestock in the backyard and her mother cooked us a fresh eggs and steak for breakfast like never before experienced. We said our parting goodbyes and left for Darko’s apartment in the hills of Beograd. We brought my suitcases in and upon entering I noticed there were lots of stray dogs around the apartment entrance. One in particular was very cute and Darko explained that the various residents fed it because it was so adorable. I found it interesting that so many old men were just hanging about the entrance to the apartment building drinking and just sitting there with seemingly nothing to do. They remained there throughout my entire trip. Even when Ratko Mladic came to see me on my final day in Serbia in full military regalia giving me a parting gift (a book he inscribed to me entitled Serbija) while Darko took pictures of Mladic with his arm around me, the men remained there merely looking like old bums. Retrospectively, I wonder if they weren’t some watchmen and/or guards. Unto this day I always wondered what Darko did with those photos. I was surprised what a very large apartment Darko owned. He showed me into his guest room and I unpacked my suitcases in just enough time to inform me I was to consolidate all my truly necessary items for Montenegro into one small bag that would reasonably fit into his trunk in the morning because he needed enough room for his and Bojana’s luggage also. He laughed at all the things I brought with me to Beograd telling me that I had no idea how to pack. By the time I was done with that task Darko told me it was time to go meet some friends at a local café for coffee. It was late summer and the outside café’s in Beograd were the best ! We met up with a few friends in some restaurant in Beograd; there was about five of us sitting there just chatting and drinking coffee when I noticed an older gentleman sitting a few seats down with feathered salt and pepper colored hair not saying much except for an occasional laugh and nod at us. I wondered wherefore Darko a man about thirty would associate with such an older person, as for me being several years older than Darko, I thought to myself, what a cute guy. Then upon closer inspection, I realized it was doctor Radovan Karadzic. I knew he was a psychiatrist. By no means was this to be our last meeting. Throughout the time I spent in Serbia Darko met with Karadzic on many occasions in Beograd. The meetings were usually brief; only to exchange oral information and/or a few papers with Darko and whisper something or other in Darko‘s ear. He looks as the news media portrays him dressed in his gray wrinkled suit and tie and salt and pepper colored hair. A couple of times I saw him walk around Beograd in his infamous hat like in the photo posted below. Radovan was always a master of disguise because he was always dressed different every time I saw him (in Ostrog and many times in Beograd). He was a perfect gentleman all times I met him with Darko. After finishing our coffee, Darko said we ought leave and get a good nights rest because we had to leave early the next day for Montenegro. The next morning we all got into Darko’s blue Audi (car) and left for his Father’s house. I remember arguing with Darko about wanting to bring lots of luggage with me and he replied I didn’t need all that stuff and I could only bring one normal sized bag with me and I had to leave the rest of my things at his apartment; I did. On the way to his father’s, Darko made a few important stops for the purpose of giving me the grand tour. We only stopped briefly at some military installations; we didn’t get out of the car. We drove up to the gates and Darko pointed out, “look Jill, this is an important military facility.” Darko always sarcastically smirked as he pointed out these places to me. The only place we got out was in front of the bombed out Chinese embassy in Beograd. There were Serbian military officers in front of the embassy. I was amazed owing to I always had thought bombed out buildings were totally demolished. But standing in front of the Chinese embassy that was bombed by the NATO in 1999 taught me the definition of a “smart bomb.” Only the portion of the building hosting the embassy employees on the upper level of the building itself was demolished and in particular the window where the Chinese embassy officials worked. I could see in the window and I even got a sad glimpse of the Victorian styled chair IT WAS PINK IN COLOR , merely sitting there empty in the bombed out window. I wondered who used to sit there and if they were dead or alive. No other parts of the building was seriously damaged. There were even flowers and trees still growing untouched in front of the building. I strongly believe that NATO knew exactly what they aimed at when they bombed the building. I brought a digital camera with me on my trip but upon returning to the United States, all the film Darko claimed to snap for me was returned by my local film developer as blank. I wondered if Darko told me the truth about snapping photos for me at all. Throughout my trip he insisted on taking all the photos I wanted claiming I take poor pictures. It since crossed my mind he may have removed the film from my camera prior my departing Serbia so I could not take it back with me. One thing I am sure of is both Darko and Bojana refused having any photos taken of them throughout my entire stay. After leaving the scene at the Chinese embassy, we made our way to the home of Darko’s father driving through a beautiful park not dissimilar to Central Park in Manhattan along the way. I can’t be certain what park it was because I didn’t know the geographical area; we soon arrived at our destination. Darko’s father lived in the most incredibly beautiful green hills in an area of Serbia existing somewhere between Beograd and Montenegro. Immediately upon entering and meeting his father, stepmother and grandmother who recently passed away, I felt part of the family. Although his family did not speak English, Darko and Bojana translated for me. Darko’s grandmother was an extraordinarily warm and wise woman in whose presence I felt comfortable and happy the entire time. Before dinner there was the customary libation of grappa (a Serbian hard liquor of incredible potency). If only I could find grappa here in America. After another dinner that would give Manhattan’s top chefs a run for their money, Darko brought me upstairs into a guest room to take a nap. I told him I was not tired but he insisted I nap saying we would be driving all night before reaching Montenegro and I need my rest. I must have slept an hour before he awakened me to say our parting goodbyes and begin our journey. I was extremely excited; Darko promised me a three week Adriatic holiday allowing me swimming privileges at every beach from Hercegovni to an area he said was only ten meters from Kosovo’s border. We couldn’t go into Kosovo Darko said because it was too dangerous. I knew Darko had been shot several times and almost killed in Kosovo previously so I didn’t push the issue. As a former lifeguard and avid swimmer, I couldn‘t wait for my vacation to start and Darko delivered it to me as promised. The onset of our journey began at sunset; still adjusting to the time zone differential I dozed off in Darko’s backseat; for how long I’m uncertain. I dozed on and off until sunrise when we reached the Montenegrin border. I mean, there wasn’t much to see driving in the dark cover of night. The wider well lit highway we initially set out upon gradually narrowed as the highway lights became fewer. Eventually there were no highway lights at all. My body continuously shifted from one side of Darko’s backseat to the other making sleep difficult. It was obvious the road we traversed was analogous to Pacific Coast Highway in California driving through Big Sur. It was mountainous, dangerously ridden with hairpin turns and no guardrails. In Montenegro, inexperienced travelers could almost mistake the scenery for Big Sur with the beautiful blue Adriatic sea hugging the bottoms of the cliffs we not so cautiously traveled. I asked Darko to slow down because he was driving like speed racer. He replied not to worry explaining he could drive these roads blindfolded he knew them well. I thought to myself, better safe than sorry buddy. It is a good thing I had some prescription Xanax with me, I popped one, maybe two just to relax while simultaneously trying to hide this act from Darko since he hated drugs in general. He especially hated my taking the prescription medications my doctor gave me saying I didn’t need them, they were addicting and poison. He also strongly disdained cigarettes; Bojana smoked covertly. The sun was just rising when Darko awakened me excitedly pointing out the tunnel we were driving through. I think he said at the other end we’d be entering Montenegro. Driving to the Budva Riviera in Montenegro we drove through some similar tunnels; the scenery was unbelievably breathtaking. There is no other place in the world I’d rather be than in Budva Montenegro and I recommend everyone vacation there. We were making our way to a seaside resort a friend of Darko owned. Still driving like speed racer around the hairpin turns and mountainous cliffs compromising the road, we finally arrived at our destination safely. I admit Darko is an excellent driver; his driving is reminiscent of agent 007 in James Bond movies. Because of the Kosovo war, there was not one functional ATM in either in Serbia and Montenegro. To be safe I split the five thousand dollars we had between Darko and I. I held onto half and he the other. One of my favorite stories I tell people of my trip is how I swam with my money throughout the trip; it made me feel secure always keeping some cash on me at all times; even when I was swimming a quarter mile out in the Adriatic sea. Darko told me not to; I did anyway. Owing to that, the cash I held was often wet. One particular time we went to a bank in Montenegro. The banks there are so remarkably careful of counterfeiting, they refused exchanging my United States dollars for Euros because my money was wet; the three of us returned to the hotel using my blow dryer to evaporate the dollar bills until dried. The three of us henceforth joked about this saying we laundered the money. Upon arriving at the resort, Darko introduced me to his friend and we worked out the financial gratuities for our stay. We paid him eight hundred United States dollars for ten days; meals included. Unlike hotels in America, meals meant an extremely large home cooked breakfast consisting of large varieties of meat, coffee and juice. Lunch and dinner consisted of many course meals where main dishes consisted of either freshly caught seafood or meat. Our accommodation consisted of two medium sized rooms with separate entrances; one for myself and another for Darko and Bojana. To reach the beach we only needed to walk across the street and down a small path; one could see Italy at the other end of the horizon on a clear day. I was ecstatic loving to swim. Since Bojana didn’t swim, Darko couldn’t always accompany me to the beach so I‘d just walk to it myself for periodic swims throughout the day; August was a very hot month. Of any country I’ve visited, Serbia and Montenegro wins my top prize for fun, food, beauty and hospitality. Everyone is friendly, warm, the atmosphere is relaxed and laid back and most persons speak some English owing to children learning English as a second language in school at a young age. Unfortunately, American school children do not grow up learning another language other than native English which leaves them I feel at an intellectual disadvantage. Each day Darko took us to another beach for a day enjoying food, drink, music, perhaps some shopping and primarily, swimming. As long as I could swim for hours each day I was happy. By the time nighttime rolled in all of us were so tired each day we usually had dinner and retired early, except for one night. This just happened to be the one night of my entire vacation I was overly exhausted wanting to retire early at any cost. Inversely, this was the one evening both Darko and Bojana incredibly excited informed me to take a shower, dress and get ready for a big surprise. When I asked Darko what this surprise was and its great importance being I was so tired; he merely insisted I go get ready for it. Darko was always very bossy in my estimation constantly telling us when to sleep, awakening Bojana and I up early, limiting our time before breakfast for dressing, blow drying our hair etc. which the two of us always complained about privately to each other. I always accepted this as part of his personality but this night it annoyed me to no end; I simply wanted sleep, surprise or not. As usual I gave into to Darko’s demands by hurrying to my room, showering, changing, and preparing myself for a night out. If you’re a woman, you understand when you have a crush on someone as I did Darko, you usually give into his demands easily; so I did. Upon changing, Dark and Bojana were waving me to hurry to the car; exhausted I got in and slammed the door. Less than ten minutes up the pitch black road Darko pulled the car over and we got out. Darko and Bojana said, “Hurry Jill look down there.” At the bottom of the cliffs was the most beautiful city of lights I’ve ever seen. Darko said proudly, “this is Budva Jill, that‘s where we are going.” It was many times more beautiful that Paris or Manhattan at night and situated in a valley about a mile and a half wide forcing the Montenegrin peninsula farther out. It was a remarkably amazing sight, Budva itself being lit up with a wide variety of bright lights surrounded by an aura of pitch black. By this time Bojana started complaining to Darko to move his car in more because someone may come around the sharp turn in the darkness sideswiping it. Darko never worried much about illegal parking or his speed limit owing to whenever getting pulled over, he just made manifest to the officer his huge governmental badge and they let him go; the badge was at least three times larger than the usual American police officer badge and was gold in color. Darko became annoyed with Bojana’s complaints so we returned to the car, got in and descended about five minutes down the treacherously dark road into Budva and parked. I couldn’t believe it! It was like a dream, We walked down around Budva, Darko pointing out everything. We stopped to have a drink at one of the many outdoor bar/café’s and listened to the live entertainment while we sipped our drinks. Then I went to buy another bathing suit at a small shop when Darko told me to follow him and Bojana into the most amazing bar I’ve ever seen, anywhere in the world. The bar itself was actually a small island rocky island; to reach it one had to walk underground below the Adriatic Sea maybe a little less than one quarter mile. Upon entering the bar it had many levels; all outside surrounded by the roaring nighttime surf of the sea and live entertainment. I saw a few people illegally swimming and asked Darko if I could swim there too. He informed me the swimming was closed for the evening. We ordered drinks and sat there chilling for a while. On the walk back Darko showed me all the gambling casinos along the Riviera. It looked like anyone could get whatever they wanted in Budva if they had the correct amount of money with them. Montenegro was to me akin to a luxurious playground for the ultra rich, famous as well as infamous. We then walked back via way of the tunnel, stopped at a small outdoor restaurant all ordering a type of delicious pancake we enjoyed by dipping it in chocolate syrup and drove back to the hotel to get some rest. The next day Darko took merely us to another gorgeous beach. It was reminiscent of Greece. The water was sapphire blue, clear and warm. The beach itself was not large, but completely hidden by huge rocky cliffs. The three of us took a kind of small craft about a quarter of a mile out into the Adriatic; Darko and I jumped in for a swim. Bojana was partially nude sunbathing at the time on the boat and since she was unable to swim, Darko teased her by stealing her clothes, pretending not to give them back to her. She immediately became upset demanding Darko return her clothes; Darko soon complied with her demands. Thereafter, we ended the day with lunch and drinks. The following day was one of my vacation high points. We visited the Ostrog monastery. Driving to the Ostrog monastery was long, hot and boring. It lied somewhere deep beyond the Montenegrin coastline inland. We drove a long windy road without even so much as a store on it. After a couple of hours, Darko stopped for lunch at the only restaurant I noticed the entire trip. You’d think it would be small being situated in the middle of what I considered, “nowhere.” However, this was not the case. There was actually a long line and tons of people there having lunch. I could only imagine like us they were on their way to visit Ostrog. The restaurant itself was classy and I can only liken it to seeing a luxurious restaurant in the middle of the Mohave desert. While I was visiting Ostrog monastery in Montenegro, Darko introduced me to a Serbian priest asking me if I wanted confession. The man looked almost verbatim to Karadzic in his monks getup. I mean the way the latest news photos of Karadzic in his monk getup looks. I only became cognizant of this recently since the photos of him since his arrest have been made publicly manifest. In particular I remember the priest’s large darker curl on the top of this priest’s head like in the recent Karadzic photos; I wondered who would make their monks hair like that. This priest blessed me and told Darko in Serbian he could not hear my confession owing to his not understanding English well. He gave me a gift, a book about the monastery itself which I gave to Archbishop John LoBue in West Milford (my priest). While visiting Ostrog, we venerated the holy relics leaving an offering of either food or money at the door leading to the holy relics; I can’t remember which now. Leaving, we looked around the gift shop, had coffee at the small Ostrog monastery café and Darko gave me a tour where the monks sleep and shower. Then we made the long drive back to the hotel. We had the usual dinner at which time Bojana was overcome with a terrible toothache. I told her I’d pay for the filling tomorrow; Darko knew a dentist 10 meter from Kosovo‘s border. Tomorrow we‘d swim there and have Bojana‘s tooth looked at. The town we went to the next day possessed an ethnic Albanian majority and organized crime was everywhere. There is one more sough of significant event that occurred to me during my stay on the Budva coast. Darko was extremely insistent one friend of his “read my palm.” You guys just aren’t going to believe this, and I can’t be 100% certain because I only met this man who read my palm once, but I could swear it was Goran Hadzic (!) He was dressed like an old 1960s “hippie” with some old ripped blue jeans and old dirty T-shirttoo. He had long straggly hair but I( could never forget his tall drawn out thin pail nose and face. I did not want anyone to “read my palm” because as a staunch Orthodox Christian chick, it was against my religion to do have my palm read. But I gave in to Darko’s persistence for this man to “read my palm.” I really did not agree with much of which he told me, he took a long time to read my palm, like about for 45 minutes and I really wanted to go across the street swimming instead. But this man told me I had a “strong lifeline” on my palm. After that I never saw him again. And I think he also gave me a business card; the same one that the BBS displays on their website of “quantum energy practice/ alternative medicine,” and I definitely remember the care bearing three Greek Letters “Alpha or Delta” like on the card (like a triangle, that letter. in the internet news media. I lost it a long time ago. Before retiring for the evening I went for a small walk around the corner from the hotel to buy some snacks; there was a small store there. I never felt endangered at any time by anyone. During my stay in Montenegro I walked to the store myself almost daily buying drinks and other items I could enjoy privately in my room at night. I never noticed previously to that evening’s walk just how many persons actually were vacationing from Western Europe in Budva the fall 2002 like me. After promenading to the store, upon returning to the hotel, a German man sitting outside the hotel and speaking in broken English introduced himself. When I told him that I was from New Jersey in the United States he became extremely interested and warmly said he is pleased I was able to enjoy the area. I replied, “I was tired and needed to retire.” Saying he understood he returned to his card game. We had the usual dinner at which time Bojana was overcome with a terrible toothache. I told her I’d pay for the filling tomorrow; Darko knew a dentist ten meters from Kosovo‘s border. Tomorrow we‘d swim there and have Bojana‘s tooth looked at. The town we went to the next day possessed an ethnic Albanian majority and organized crime was everywhere. We awoke early as to get Bojana to the dentist. This is actually where the Montenegrin bank had refused to exchange our money for Euros. Managing cash was difficult in Serbia and Montenegro owing to that the national currency in Serbia was still dinars and in Montenegro it was Euros. Most businessman preferred either Euros or American dollars, but one never knew which. Upon parking, Darko led the way down the busy street towards the dentist who I remember being an ethnic Albanian man. Apparently, they visited this dentist previously and he was extremely friendly. Not at any time did any ethnic Albanians cause me, Darko or Bojana any problems because I was American and they were Serb. The dentist was going to take a while and since the bank would not exchange our American dollars for Euros, we could buy neither lunch nor anything else and we all possessed a ravenous hunger for lunch. Ignoring Darko’s warnings not to go wondering myself, I left the dentist office under the pretense of going for a walk while Bojana had her dental work completed. Before Darko could catch me I was gone. I walked up the main street about one mile and began asking people in English where I could exchange United States currency for Euros. I came upon a well dressed ethnic Albanian high school student, a girl speaking perfect English who told me to walk up the street about another half mile and when I see men selling the cigarettes outside on a bridge table, ask them to do the deed; I did. The girl asked me about America saying her greatest wish was to study in New York City one day. When I told her about my experience at the New School for Social Research, being dismissed for my anti NATO views on the Kosovo war she replied to me, “maybe she was wrong about wanting to study in Manhattan.” I made my way to the table with about five ethnic Albanian men hanging about selling cigarettes and asked them in English if they could exchange money for me; they did. They were definitely organized crime. They took my wet cash, examined the bills, one man walked into an apartment building with my cash while I merely waited. He didn‘t rob me and returned with my Euros. Surprisingly, I found everyone in both Serbia and Montenegro very honorable in their business dealings; even if those dealings are organized crime. Upon receiving my Euros from the men, I walked away back to see if Bojana was through with the dentist; she was. I excitedly told Darko that I had successfully managed to exchange American dollars for Euros thinking he’d be pleased with me; he wasn’t. Darko was always very protective of me. Instead of commending me he immediately got very angry; scolding me he said exchanging money illegally in the streets of Montenegro was both illegal and dangerous. You can’t change the past so I diplomatically apologized and Darko soon forgot his anger I lieu of the fact that now we all could have lunch. Afterward, Darko brought us to a beautiful beach nearby. The majority of the sunbathers were ethnic Albanian and again no one harassed us based on our ethnicity. I tried pushing Darko into driving into Kosovo but he flatly refused. I found it interesting that the international news at this time was reporting that there were hundreds of thousands of homeless ethnic Albanians being ethnically cleansed to Albania, I did not see one ethnic Albanian or Roma homeless on the streets anywhere. All seemed normal only ten meters from the Kosovo border at the Ada Bojana (which the beach directly border Kosovo) as seen here with the River Bojana. We WENT TO THE NUDE NATURALIST BEACH! After a day of swimming and partially nude sunbathing, we returned to the hotel. Insofar as sequence of events, at this junction in time it was the last few days I spent in Montenegro; it’s difficult now to remember the exact timeline of events. In other words, I remember visiting Old Town and Podgorica also in Montenegro but uncertain of which locations we visited first. During the last two days, Darko took me one day to Old Town in Montenegro for dinner; there we greatly enjoyed an expensive seafood meal after which we walked around. Darko got a parking ticket that night in Old Town and greatly complained about its five dollar fee; for some, five dollars is equal to an entire week pay in Serbia. I think I offered him the five dollars for the ticket feeling guilty because it was only for my benefit he parked there at all. Darko wanted to show me Old Town; he already knew what the beautiful cobble stone streets looked like. We also went to the Montenegrin capital, Podgorica. I really don’t remember much of Podgorica except for walking around the streets one night. Since we didn’t swim there so it wasn’t a high point for me. When our ten day stay in Montenegro was finished we all packed and returned the way we came in Darko’s car. The day before we left, Darko’s car required maintenance. We didn’t have enough cash on hand left to pay for the needed repairs so I called Arnold Stark, my fiancée in the states, asking him to please wire us five hundred dollars cash to Montenegro; he did. This is a fact that Arnold himself can verify being that he alone possesses the charge card receipt for wiring us the money through Western Union to a town not far from Budva. With Darko’s car repairs complete, we returned home for Beograd. On the way back to Beograd we made two more important stops. One was Hercegovni where we met up with Darko’s cousin, a soon to be freshman college student and her friends. We had a couple of drinks, snapped some photos and Darko and I went for a quick swim in the sea. When it began to rain, we called it a day. The other stop was somewhere on the way back, where I have no idea. We pulled up to a large lake. Darko pulled his car onto a large ferry boat. There were some people on the ferry, but primarily soldiers from the Serbian military fully armed with guns; I felt 100% safe with them. Reaching the other side we drove around but I can’t remember much. Returning on the ferry, we piled into Darko’s car and appeared at his apartment several hours later. We were all extremely exhausted and passed out as soon as possible in our separate rooms. Again, we walked past the same old men sitting in front of Darko’s apartment building seeming to do nothing; they waved at us. There were only two days left of my vacation at this point; I didn’t feel like doing much of anything. I’d come down with terrible stomach symptoms that began in Budva several days prior. This was probably owing to my ignoring Darko and Bojana’s warning not to drink tap water but only bottled; a lesson I ought have learned in Indonesia as a young girl. We were all feeling tired and slightly under the weather merely wanting to recuperate. Notwithstanding, Darko, always an avid early morning riser, insisted we promenade Beograd’s renown indoor marketplace; an extremely large indoor flea market. We walked approximately an hour or two. I tried on several dresses before finally buying myself one; the type I can’t recall. Bojana bought herself Serbian brand makeup after which Darko informed us it’s time to leave. Shopping was always boring to Darko unless it was for himself and during his stay in the United States Darko, Bojana and I hit many malls in New York and New Jersey such as Willow brook in Wayne, New Jersey. Other favorite stores we often visited were Daffy’s and Macy’s in Forest Hills, Queens, New York. I vividly remember the Republika Srpska diplomatic contact, Dejan Miletic, to the Hague court in the Netherlands visiting. Me, Darko, he whose name was, Dan, Dejan Miletic (he gave me his busines card at the restaurant), in English, along with my daughter little Jill went to Macy’s at the Willow brook Mall in Wayne NJ allowing Dan to buy some gifts for his girlfriend back in Bosnia. Afterwards, we all enjoyed a wonderful lunch at Six Brothers Diner on Route 46 not to far from Montclair State University in New Jersey. I can’t recall whether it was prior to vacationing in Budva or after, but close to the Beograd marketplace we visited the apartment of a Serbian basketball player and his disc jockey roommate (the walls of the apartment were covered with music CD’s from around the world). It was a very impressive CD collection. He said he often spent time in Manhattan studying when not having to compete. I became increasingly sad during this time owing that in another day I’d again be saying goodbye to the man I loved, Darko; perhaps leaving Serbia forever. I wanted to stay and live in Beograd permanently but I had duties to my graduate studies at FDU in Hackensack, New Jersey. Had I known the university (FDU) would be soon dismissing me from their graduate program similarly to the New School for Social Research, I would have stayed in Beograd. I always told Darko my greatest desire was to live in Serbia and/or Montenegro. He always replied, “Jill you have your children and your studies now. After your children leave and you complete your graduate degree, then you can come reside in my country.” After the New School discriminated against me and I was recently receiving poor grades at FDU from professors that had formerly studied and graduated from the New School themselves, I felt I wanted to leave America thinking strongly I would have more academic freedom in Serbia. In fact during my entire Serbian trip, I discovered that myself and others freely spoke our minds on a myriad of subjects such as politics and theology without being badgered. This was my personal experience and I know allegedly not all Serb citizenry under previous regimes enjoyed such privilege. Upon leaving the marketplace we enjoyed lunch at Darko’s which Bojana prepared; she was an excellent cook! My favorite Serbian food is Gibanica (I think this is the correct spelling). Gibanica is an exquisite main dish comprised of Greek filo dough, beef, cheese and sometimes spinach baked in layers similarly to Italian lasagna. After lunch, I decided to walk by myself to a local store for purchasing some items. I wanted some air alone outside not wanting Darko to see me cry. As aforementioned, I became extremely sad about returning to the United States the following day. When returning to the apartment, Darko suggested I nap a while so I did. I don’t remember what time it was when Darko knocked on my door waking me up. He informed me we were heading out soon to meet up with a friend of his named, Sharko, he wanted to introduce me. Darko made a few cell telephone calls and told me, he was calling his friend to meet us, and it would be about ten minutes and he said he would be there to meet us; sure enough, in about ten minutes, Ratko Mladic appeared walking towards me in the Boat restaurant!! Although Darko and I never discuss the incident anymore, I always assumed that Ratko and Darko were extremely close friends being that Darko had the personal cell telephone number of, Ratko Mladic. It was obvious to me at that time, on the way to meet, Ratko, Darko was speaking directly to Ratko on his cell phone; several times after short conversations on his cell, Darko, told me his friend said he was apologetic he was running a little late and would be here in a moment. Darko and Ratko must have become extremely close during the Bosnian war where later Darko confided to me that he was an army officer and worked in the Yugoslav Army / Air Force in some capacity. Darko recently told me, he was deeply hurt by the Bosnian War; he told me he had a daughter (I never knew this before 2010 when he told me he had a daughter), in which during the time he was apparently drafted into the army, he each day feared for his life, never knowing IF, he would ever return alive to see his daughter again. We left Darko’s apartment after dusk and about ten minutes later parked nearby a beautiful green park lined with trees along the river, somewhere in Beograd. Uncertain exactly where we were going, I allowed Darko and Bojana to lead. Strolling down the narrow paved path a few feet wide cutting into a grassy hill, we headed directly towards a boat restaurant. Traversing the small shaky wooden bridge, we boarded. The place was empty; we were the only persons present besides one waitress. We sat as follows; Darko and Bojana sat next to each other as in American restaurant booth’s and I sat alone across vis-à-vis. The boat itself was very luxurious resembling the interior of several large boats formerly owned by the late Aristotle Onassis. I have several books on Aristotle Onassis so I have seen photos of the interior of his large boats. The waitress came over to take our order; there was no menu. We verbally told her which libation we wanted; as she walked away Sharko came in. Sharko was Ratko Mladic; he wore old faded blue jeans sagging a bit around his waist. I wasn’t scared at all. When first shaking hands with Mr. Mladic I thought quietly, this couldn’t possibly be happening; but it in objective reality it was really happening. I’ve met many interesting people since graduating WPUNJ in New Jersey in 1997. I personally coined the term, extreme sociologist which I consider myself. I may not be rich, but achieved my scholarly goals notwithstanding either FDU or the New School for Social Research in Manhattan dismissing me from their graduate study programs. Since completing my undergraduate degree, I’ve desired to better understand our world by meeting with and talking with the world’s most controversial individuals. I believe in traveling to hidden and seemingly remote places around the world, partaking in local cultural activities for better understanding wherefore people behave as they do. Mladic first seated himself across from me, in a separate chair the right of Darko. The waitress returned asking Mladic what he preferred to drink; he ordered expensive wine saying jokingly it was “two hundred dollars a bottle,” smiling. I was already drinking an alcoholic beverage of some sort I can’t remember along with Bojana. Darko rarely drank and sipped on something non-alcoholic. Extolling me to Mladic, Darko explicated whereby I was the only American college student standing firm on grave issues pertaining to international justice insofar, the NATO and the former Yugoslavia. Darko finished boasting about me to Mladic after which I in an extremely forceful forthright manner explained to Mladic my political views insofar as NATO’s breaching international law by launching military aggression against the former Yugoslavia, by bombing the Chinese embassy in Beograd, and, by purposely bombing other civilian targets in Serbia and Montenegro in 1999. I have a film of when NATO bombed a newborn baby hospital unit in Beograd; disgraceful! Mladic seemed impressed with my viewpoints on war and peace. He was very warm friendly man; very relaxed and laid back. He smiled the entirety we were chilling out just enjoying each other’s company and drink. Hanging out with Mladic was no different than chilling with my other friends back in America. I ordered another drink with Darko’s disapproval. As aforementioned, Darko strongly disdained mind altering substances, always trying to help me overcome my craving for them. Then, Mladic opened his wallet, showing me photos of his wife and children; he had a very attractive family as portrayed in his wallet sized photos. I think he missed them, perhaps empathizing to the loss I felt being estranged with my own two children for so many agonizing years. Like General Mladic, I possess very few photos of my own children. The photos Mladic had in his wallet were obviously very old because his children were still very young in the pictures. It was evident he didn’t have any recent photos of his family in many years; I sympathized with him in this respect. After reminiscing over family photos he got up sitting next to me across from Darko and Bojana. I let him hold my hand gently massaging it. He kissed my hand, inviting me to spend the night with him in the hills of Beograd; I declined on account of my strong Orthodox Christian theological convictions. I admit Mladic having warm inviting hands and greatly enjoying the manner in which he touched me. I did consider him an attractive man; yet as aforementioned I declined his invitation. He accepted my decision although he did ask me again; again I replied the same answer. It was getting late and I was departing Serbia the following day in the afternoon. Still sipping my drink, I began urging Darko to return to America with me making a life for himself teaching as a professor at a university. In retrospect, I now feel tremendous guilt and shame because of my advances towards Darko owing to Bojana my best friend sitting there with me vis-à-vis. Feeling a bit tipsy from drinking, Mladic continued making sexual advances towards urging me to go home with him. Darko laughed seemingly thinking Mladic’s advances towards me were cute stating, “go ahead Jill, spend the night with Sharko, it’s fine…Sharko‘s a good friend of mine…don‘t worry if you want to…I promise you’ll not miss your flight back to America tomorrow…“ I continued declining the advances and when it became obvious I wouldn’t change my mind, Darko said we had to leave because I had to finish packing for my flight and get a good nights sleep. We all departed identically to boarding the boat restaurant, crossing the small narrow wooden bridge; Sharko/ Mladic departed with us. After exiting, Mladic and I stood in front of the boat restaurant for several minutes. I began crying because I loved Serbia not wanting to leave the next day. Mladic pulled me close to him and embracing me, he kissed both my cheeks. I kissed his cheeks also embracing him. In examining photos online of the Topcider Serbian military barracks in Beograd recently, the photo scenes look identical to where I met Ratko that night. Even the photos of the trees, walkways and benches/Gazebo and river where we met look exactly the same. I remember the shape of the trees there that night even. The scene that night when we met looks very much identical as seen in the newly released Mladic home videos. I wonder if Mladic did not have any security when he met me because Darko had brought me in the Topcider military barracks to meet Mladic that night; I believe he did. I would not have known the difference since it seemed merely a beautiful park. Darko and Bojana were walking ahead towards the car leaving me and Mladic alone. Knowing, I’d continue crying, I broke our embrace saying “goodbye.” Mladic promised to visit me the next day dressed in his full military uniform before I left Serbia. I didn’t want to part; but I did. I saw Darko and Bojana walking towards their car up the grassy hill and followed. I walked briskly catching up with them; I was exhausted and still had to finish packing back at Darko‘s apartment. Once more I turned and saw Mladic drive away in an old brown Mercedes Benz on its left front side. I was surprised to see it was scratched and slightly dented. Arriving back at Darko’s place, I completed preparations for departing the following day and fell fast asleep. The next day I woke up around mid morning feeling depressed so I went for a walk to a local store picking up some things. Returning to Darko’s, we were standing outside his apartment discussing something when I turned seeing Mladic approaching me in full military regalia. We shook hands glad seeing each other. Of all photos I’ve seen online, Mladic never looked better than he did then. His military uniform was clean, ironed and he wore every military metal ever earned it seemed to me. He was as honorably decorated as any of the American Joint Chief’s of Staff; even wearing his gold colored in sigma upon his green military cap. He had many gold colored metals hanging from his uniform on the left side by his chest. I was privileged to see him this way; I confess being impressed. I was surprised to say the very least. Darko said to stand next to Mladic insisting on snapping some photos of the two of us. Mladic placed his arm around my shoulder and I his; we both smiled as Darko snapped some photos. When finished Mladic presented me with a gift. The book I posted online for you all to view, signing it to me under the alias name, Sharko thanking me for beautiful times spent together in Beograd. We embraced and he left as Darko interjected saying we had to hurry to the airport before I miss my flight. Darko’s German friend delivered me back to Beograd airport the same manner as picked up. There was little time, my flight was actually locking the gate and about to depart without me. Darko ran up to someone important showing his governmental badge as I recall, asking them to hold the flight until I board. There was hardly time for JAT to weigh my luggage; they did however inform me it weighed over the limit allowed. Darko said there was no time to be picky about what I was bringing back to the States ; I obeyed leaving one full suitcase behind with him as to not miss my flight. Quickly helped me through customs and the gate, I tried prolonging our goodbye. Darko didn’t want seeing him cry and urged me on as the Serbian flight attendant waved me to hurry. The gate was closed up and I had to run with my carry on to board the plane. One last time I turned briefly to see Darko; he tried hiding the tears swelling in his eyes as I. I took my seat on the JAT flight back home to America. Upon reaching JFK my luggage was lost and it was delivered over the weekend to my home in Bloomingdale New Jersey. This is what it’s like to chill with the most ruthless men in the world. No biggie really. THE END NOTES BY AUTHOR 2011 ============================ (1) Later a few years after, Darko came to visit me for about one week, and stayed at my house in Bloomingdale, New Jersey. This was the trip where Darko and I, both drive down to meet United States Senator Tim Nicholson (see my blog on terrorism when me and Darko met with Senator Nicholson (Republican) http://sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/the-law-projects-center-information-the-cia-us-department-of-state-ignored-that-could-have-prevented-the-9-11-terrorist-attacks-on-the-twin-towers-in-nyc in Washington D.C.). Darko stayed at Senator Nicholson's home and I in a local hotel nearby)...Darko at that time, gave me two friendly diplomatic presents from Serbia, thanking me again for all I have done for him and his life, personally over the years, and also for his country, Serbia and Republika Srpska. These were the gifts Darko gave to me below. http://sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/jillstarrinternationalnews http://members.fortunecity.com/lpca1/lpc.htm (2) The only person's photo who is mentioned in my true story (this book), has always been, Professor Arnold Stark's. This is 0wing to his constant threatening me NOT to ever post his photo here. I am posting it now (threats OR not). He and I were engaged in 2001 when I traveled to Serbia. Owing to that trip, he considered me a traitor to both the United States, and him personally and broke out engagement to be married. He teaches at both Kean College and William Paterson Univesrity of New Jersey and we are still pesonally close friends and colleagues. He was just here the other day. He sent Darko Trifunovic , Bojana and I near Kosovo (by the Kosovo border) as stated in my book , cash for $500- to a Montenegro Western Union to fix Darko's car around the Kosovo border area. He tells me he still has his AMERICAN EXPRESS RECEIPT FOR THAT MONETARY TRANSACTION. I might also add, of anyone accused of "war crimes" by the ICTY housed at the Hague in the Netherlands, only Mr. Arnold Stark has threatened me in any manner about my printing this true account of history as stated in this book I wrote. And for the sake of Radovan Karadzic, Ratko Mladic and ALL the Bosnian Serbs obtaining a FAIR TRIAL at the ICTY which I am telling you is impossible as I claim, I personally have heard and seen more curse words and violence in the local Bloomingdale New Jersey Bars then I have ever seen or heard in the presence of any Serb accused of genocide and/or war crimes by the ICTY, Prsoecutor Brammertz, and the Hague ! (3) This book was only made possible by a communication error between, Darko Trifunovic and myself. I would never want to publish matgerial making Darko (my friend) uncomfortable. Early in January 2009, I e-mailed, Darko, asking him if he minded me publishing this book. He never replied for several months. When he di dnot reply to such an important question, from my knowing Darko well over the years we have worked closely together, I merely published it, assuming it was alrlight according to, Darko. When he replied to me, several months after it gone viral online, it was too late for me to vanish all the posts it was online. So I decided to move forward and leave it. At first, Darko, was not happy with the book when we finally communicated about it. At first, Darko, said "Jill, I only introduced you too another high ranking officer named, Sharko, but not Mr, Mladic...I became EXTREMELY ANGRY with Darko, because he had always been forthright and never lied to me previously. I told him that what he told me was a bunch of BULLSHIT owing to the fact I could prove I met Mr., Mladic anyway because I had his signature on the books that he gave me, and his fingerprints etc..in my house and to stop his lying about the incident. Darko thentold me, he apologized and that "Just he did not want to be implicated in all this by the ICTY and he was not being harassed, he was not going to lose his job over the book and that yes, it is true that he introduced me to, Ratko Mladic that night we were in Beograd together in 2001. He said he would basically, live with it and it was true to me. We have not really discussed the matter since. The original reason for my printing my book I told him was too shut down the ICTY and I needed this book to get the international community's attention, and, once I had that attention, they would have to investigate the proof that I possessed, that neither Radovan Karadzic, Ratko Mladic or any other person at the ICTY awaiting trial was going to receive a FAIR TRIAL. My intentions were always pure in writing this book andc I never did it for profit. I had always told, Darko, IF, and only IF, I had it ever published and profited from it, I would give him half the proceeds, and also give the other 50% of profits to the Republika of Srpska to help them rebuild from the BOsnian War. Law Projects Center Int’l [Beograd / New York] Miss Jill Louise Starr [Director of LPC New York] 138-A Hamburg Tpk., Bloomingdale, N.J. 07403 U.S.A. [email protected] To: All Interested Parties Date: March 11th 2001 Subject: Int’l Criminal Court Preparatory Commission Meeting Report [Draft Documents on Establishing a Permanent ICC] March 1st – March 9th 2001 United Nations, N.Y.C. Dear Friends and Colleagues, In the true spirit of former United States President, Woodrow Wilson’s American Democratic Ideals#, I hereby forward you draft documents from the recent United Nations meetings held in New York City on establishing a permanent International Criminal Court. I strongly believe, if all countries in our world will soon be submitting both themselves and their citizenry to a new ICC establishment possessing exclusive international legal jurisdiction over the entire world, that you should fully comprehend its meaning and raison d’etat. Hence, I believe that all persons possessing a strong commitment to enhancing democracy, internationally applying equitable social justice and peace for our perpetual human survival and for our posterity [without prejudice], should read these documents. Respectfully Yours, Miss Jill Louse Starr

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What It’s Like to Chill Out With the World’s Most Ruthless Men: Ratko Mladic, Goran Hadzic and Radovan Karadzic (+) Confessions of a Female War Crimes Investigator I What It’s Like to Chill Out With the World’s Most Ruthless Men: Ratko Mladic, Goran Hadzic and Radovan Karadzic (+) Confessions of a Female War Crimes Investigator A lot of evidence will come out during my defence case as to how the Americans wanted to secure a long-lasting war in Bosnia and instigated violations of the UN arms embargo, even in close cooperation with Iran, and how they supported and supplied the Bosnian Muslim s tojustify what they were doing to Muslims elsewhere. --By Radovan Karadzic Retrospectively, it was all so simple, natural and matter of fact being on a boat restaurant in Belgrade, sitting with, laughing, drinking a two hundred bottle of wine and chatting about War and peace while Ratko Mladic held my hand. Mladic, a man considered the world’s most ruthless war criminal since Adolf Hitler, still at large and currently having a five million dollar bounty on his head for genocide by the international community. Yet there I was with my two best friends at the time, a former Serbian diplomat, his wife, and Ratko Mladic just chilling. There was no security, nothing you’d ordinarily expect in such circumstances. Referring to himself merely as, Sharko; this is the story of it all came about. tIt all began as former United States President Bill Clinton spearheaded NATO’s war against Serbia, Montenegro and Slobodan Milosevic (March 1999). Thirty-five years old, conducting graduate study work at the New School for Social Research in New York City in political science, I planned graduating spring 1999 with an area study emphasis in international law and human rights. I was naive then, still believing strongly in democratic liberal concepts such as freedom of academic thought. Hence, I never anticipated my political views would impede either my graduation or completing my master’s thesis work on whether NATO member states committed gross violations of customarily accepted international criminal law in launching military aggression against Serbia and Montenegro owing to not acquiring United Nations Security Counsel approval prior. Then as hit with the identical smart bomb dropped on Milosevic’s presidential palace in Serbia the night of April 22nd 1999, political science chairperson then at the New School, Professor David Plotke, summoned me into his office before class that evening and dismissed me from the master’s program at the New School owing to what he considered my possessing unsavory political science opinions. Only having to complete two more classes to graduate, I always thought my future in political sciences as wide open with innumerous possibilities; unfortunately this proved untrue. Plotke told me in no uncertain terms that I was not the type of person the New School wanted walking around with a degree stating the New School’s prestigious name on it. Ironically, the New School was an institution I attended only owing to its’ placing great pride and emphasis on allowing students complete academic freedom of thought without dictating what is and what is not politically correct to discuss. Yet surprisingly, dismissal from the program and blow to my graduate work should not been completely unexpected since the semester immediately prior, the school refused allowing me to conduct my graduate thesis work on the subject of whether the NATO and Bill Clinton committed war crimes against the former Yugoslavia during the Kosovo war (1999) and internally suggested I write about infringement of Muslim human rights in France. I suppose with the likes of Hillary Clinton and Tony Blair hanging about the fourth floor of the school at the renown World Policy Institute in 1999, I should have expected the university would not take kindly to student‘s speaking out critically against Bill Clinton and the Kosovo war (1999) he went down in history for advocating. Then again, in 1999 I still believed in the school’s core ideals of academic freedom, especially since I was paying no less than one thousand United States dollars a credit to attend. My civil rights lawsuit against the college is another story in and of itself not deserving extended amounts of space here, except what I already mentioned. Dismissal from graduate school left me in a complete state of scholarly anomie seeking empathy and solace from my few friends and confidants at the time including many diplomats I studied with at the New School for several years. The list included but was not limited to ambassadors from Iran, Oman and a newly appointed First Secretary of the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York, Darko Trifunovic. Noteworthy of mentioning, both the ambassadors from Iran and Oman both confided in me their own extreme dissatisfactions and the scholarly problems they themselves currently encountered at the New School for Social Research. On the last day attending the school, both aforementioned men explicitly complained to me the school was holding them back from graduating owing to their own so-called extremely unsavory political viewpoints. In particular the Iranian ambassador, Amir, was writing his master’s thesis on the Iranian contra affair and the UN Ambassador from Oman told me, for years he was being held back from graduating because Greek Professor Addie Pollis strongly disdained his Islamic religious and cultural views insofar as human rights and multiple marriage partners by Muslim sultans in his country of origin. It was May (1999). Riddled with uncertainty about my future scholarly status, I immediately applied for graduate study at Farleigh Dickinson University in New Jersey where I studied an additional two years before encountering similar problems with the graduate school faculty there. Ironically it was only FDU professors whom formerly studied themselves at the New School still in touch with the faculty there, who were later responsible for my having to leave the graduate program at FDU in early 2002. Between the time of my dismissal from the New School and my dismissal from FDU in the fall (2002), I stayed in touch with many scholars and other politically active persons sharing similar anti-war views as myself regarding NATO’s 1999 Kosovo war including: Professor Barry Lituchy (NYC), Ramsey Clark’s people at the International Action Center, and a couple of new acquaintances I’ve chanced meet online in Serbian political activist forums. One of those people was, Darko Trifunovic. Darko and I were e-mailing each other regularly by early spring (1999) at which time he informed me that he became the newly appointed First Secretary of the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York City and wondered whether I would pick him up at JFK airport when he arrives in a few weeks; I acceded. Another event in my life occurring in Manhattan in late spring (1999) was chance meeting Nikola Sainovic; Slobodan Milosevic’s former Deputy Serbian Prime Minister. It just so happened I was in the city attending Ramsey Clark’s anti-NATO lectures immediately after NATO’s bombing campaign against the former Yugolsavia began. I was walking up to the main lecture building and paused at the door momentarily to examine how to enter and where to go when Nikola walked up for me , surprising me from behind, he said “hello, are you here for the lecture also“? I replied “yes.” I was shy, but Nikola kept the conversation going as we walked into the building together discussing the horrendous actions the NATO was currently undertaking against his country in Serbia. Although I did not know then who exactly he was, he was handsome, educated and he wore a very sharp brown suit, tie and wore glasses. His identity is unmistakable to me now viewing the photos of him sitting in the Hague currently awaiting his own trial for complicity in war crimes. During the lecture intermission he again came over to speak with me and asked me my telephone number stating he’d like to get together and talk sometime with me while he was in town; I acceded. It was not long after Ramsey Clark’s lecture that Nikola called me and we agreed to have dinner together at the Peking House in Butler NJ on Route 23. He met me at the restaurant and we enjoyed a great dinner and lively conversation regarding American diplomacy and politics between the United States, NATO and Serbia. After dinner he asked me if there was somewhere quite we both could go to continue talking and being shy about men and their intentions, I told him since it was a beautiful summer’s evening, I suggested we drive up 23 North into West Milford NJ where there was a lovely “rest stop” where we could sit down on the picnic table chairs and continue our conversation together. He offered to drive me up to the spot in his fancy brown Jaguar. I had never really been in a Jaguar before and it drove really smooth. Nikola and I spent several hours just chatting about Serbia and the illegal NATO actions undertaken against his country and when we commenced, he drove me back to my car waiting by the restaurant and we decided we would meet again for lunch in about a week; he would give me call soon. I was attending Montclair State University for one semester that summer so when Nikola call me in about a week for lunch I recommended we meet at about 4pm at the 6 Brothers Diner on Route 46 by the university. Nikola never made any unwanted advances towards me and we just like to chat about war and peace. He told me, ‘Jill, I like to come talk with you because I can trust you. I can let down my hair so to speak with you and not worry about you wire tapping me or stabbing me in the back.” I thanked him for his compliment and company. He told me his daughter lived in Tarrytown New York and when we parted that day, he told me this is where he was headed. He gave me his business card bearing his name, Nikola Sainovic. I forget the business it listed, it might have just said Prime Minister but I think it said something else politically related but I can’t remember now. I took it and thanked him. Whomever I did meet, they also gave me photos and showed me a brief portfolio of their news ideas in the space saving architecture and additionally gave me some photos of their work and a business card for what I remember as a German PASSOS company. It had to be be Nikola. We actually had a great chat about what I thought about his new architectural ideas. I loved them telling Nikola I believed he would be extremely successful in his new endeavors. I think we may have had lunch one additional time and then I never heard from him again. Darko arrived first, his very beautiful wife, Bojana, arrived as expected about one month later after he was settled. Darko greatly impressed me at the time. Being a former political adviser to the to the former female President of the Republic of Srpska in Bosnia, he had a degree in international law, diplomatic immunity, was a writer, handsome, was extremely brilliant and fun to just hang-out with and work. The three of us became extremely close friends and confidants. During this time period, I had the honor to meet, Professor Simeunovic (Political Science Department of the University of Beograd) . He used to come to New York City several times during the time period, Darko, was First Secretary of the Bosnian Mission at the UN in NYC. Darko actually called me one day when, Professor Simuenovic, came to New York to attend the 1999 United Nations Preparatory Committee Meetings (Closed Door). Then, the NATO Kosovo Crisis had fully begun; the UN refused granting, Professor Simeunovic, entrance into the meeting since the United States was so called "at war" with the Former Serbian & Montenegrin Republic. Darko merely, told me to help get "Him into the meeting somehow." I said, "What can I do"? He said, "Your, Cousin Gay Rosenblum works at 1 United Nations Plaza in Executive Offices of the UN's Public Administration i.e., India. Tell them that and he will be able to gain entrance if you ask them to let him in." It is true, my does Cousin work in the UN Plaza in Public Administration. So trying to help Serbia, I went down a to In Plaza, asked them to let the Serbian gentleman into the meeting and they did. Serbia has the BEST DIPLOMATS working for it, and also for its' intelligence I have seen anywhere in the world. I learned so much from my time working with Darko as my "mentor." I remember on one particular visit, Professor Simeunovic, Darko and myself, were on our way up to a renown and one of the very few Serbian Restaurant's existing n America called, Sports Bar; owned by a man named Nik, and his wife who cooks in the kitchen. Professor Simeunovic taught me then, the importance of "true diplomacy" in which is is NOT via weaponry , money and power, you make things happen on the international stage, but through your share connections and human contacts; the art of true diplomacy in and of itself. He said to me, and simultaneously pulling out a worn old black telephone book from his rear pocket said to me from the front seat (Darko always drove my car and I sat in the back), "Do you know what this is JIll,"? I said, "No I don't Mr. Simeunovic to be honest," he replied, "I am a Diplomatic Mediator for Serbia, I have mediated situations for , Serbia and RS, from Bosnia to Macadonia, in this book are all of my "Diplomatic Contacts." Continuing speaking to me he said, " I have the personal telephone numbers of the President of over 100 Head's of State to lower Diplomatic at Embassies Worldwide I can call at any time and place for help anywhere in the world." This is what makes a true diplomat Jill." "No money and Weapons like NATO Uses; It is all about who you know and how you can influence those whom you know and can trust as confidants." Then said, "I strongly suggest Darko "mentor you," and you begin compiling your own little black book of diplomatic contacts immediately, And I listened to his every word. While the American Embassies, Colleges and Diplomats hated me for "chilling and and making friends everywhere from the Iranian Ambassador to Executive Head's of ENACO (Mr Davies) from Cocaine growing companies, existing in Peru, l listened to, Professor Simeunovic's advice to me. He was right; I needed to have tons of trusted high level people and evene some Presidents' I could call if I needed assistance anywhere and at anytime if I was going to be a "diplomat." That way, I thought to myself, suppose I had to get some American citizens out of a kidnapping situation say in, Iran or Iraq?" This way, only I could actually "pull it off perhaps, though my contacts." This was very important and I strongly suggest that, CIA Head take some classes in intelligence, diplomacy as well as in Anti Terrorism, from Dr. Darko Trifunovic, at the University of Beograd , Srebija (If tehy can get into his class there). lol It is all about connections! Here is the Registration address for, Darko Trifunovic, in China http://www.bg.ac.rs/eng/en_newss.php?id=96. OR http://www.bg.ac.rs/eng/en_newss.php?id=96 (Get into his class if you can is my best advice to those ignoring him and his Al Qaeda information emanating from the Documentation Center of Republika of Srpska Governmental Offices.the before 9/11). read More About Darko and myself visiting Republican Senator NIcholson in DC together to speak about Al Qaeda in Bosnia at: http://sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/the-law-projects-center-information-the-cia-us-department-of-state-ignored-that-could-have-prevented-the-9-11-terrorist-attacks-on-the-twin-towers-in-nyc Between the time, I was dismissed from the New school for Social Research in New York City, and, the time, Darko, arrived in full diplomatic capacity in to work in the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York City, I had lots of spare time on my hands. Before I met Darko, I had fallen whimsically in love with a monk living at the Abbey of the Holy Name Monastery, where I attend Orthodox Christian Mass weekly. His name was Momcilo Pantovic. Being familiar with encryption and codes, I noticed an Orthodox Christian Ikon has gave to me seemed to read “I have the NATO codes.” I ignored this at first. A few weeks later, I was speaking with Bishop John at the monastery and I went upstairs into the dinette to get something, and I noticed a piece of paper lying on the table. I could not help but seeing what was written on this paper. On one side it had names of insurance companies and numbers, and when I looked on the other, becoming curious, it had the names of the Serbian shot down non-invisible Stealth Fighter Jet F-117A on it and the names of various American companies such as “Boeing” and “Locheed,” Upon seeing this piece of paper I became immediately alarmed because a week or so before while at Sunday Mass, one of my Serbian friends living at the monastery, a former Serbian air force serviceman back in the Former Yugoslavia, had asked me to help him input some numeric codes into the Bishops computer upstairs on a ‘Karaoke’ site called ‘Sing Out.” Thinking back on that experience, it seemed I could have helped him input NATO air codes he transferred via the Bishops computer to another contact that was somehow connected in the NATO Stealth being shot down. I will never know for sure; I it seems this way. The day after I entered the numbers for him, the Stealth was shot down and someone unknown to me send me the photos of the downed NATO stealth I have posted on my website. I even became voted in as the executive director of the Law Projects Center Yugoslavia in New York . The Law Projects Center was a United Nations accredited NGO and offshoot of the Yugoslav Coalition to Establish and international criminal court. Darko and some political people originally founded the organization in Belgrade Serbia prior his arrival in New York City in diplomatic capacity. http://members.fortunecity.com/lpca1/ I worked fervently legally registering the organization in New Jersey as a legally filed non-profit successfully. The Law Projects Center and its activities demanded Darko, his wife and I often stayed the night over each others’ apartments often; many times working days at a time with very little sleep. From winter (1999) until fall (2002), Darko, his wife and I worked daily at the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in New York City co-authoring two books: 1) The Bosnian Model of Al-Qaeda Terrorism and; 2) The Srebrenica Massacre. As a young student of war and peace in the former Yugoslavia, I was in scholarly heaven accessing the United Nations to work with Darko daily. This enabled my meeting many of the most fascinating people in the world. I vividly remember Senator Bill Richardson at the time giving nightly press interviews on television about meeting with OPEC members states, “setting them straight about lowering oil prices in 2000.” Yet when I’d chit-chat with the Iranian ambassador in the city before class asking him about it he would say to me something to the effect as,” We at OPEC are so angry about former colonialism by England and America, OPEC will continually attempt bringing both the United States and England to their financial knees on energy issues…And by the way Jill, Russia does not in any manner intend to halt weapon sales to Iran.” http://www.slobodan-milosevic.org/documents/srebrenica.pdf http://www.analyst-network.com/profile.php?user_id=240 In fact Amir and I, notwithstanding our theological differences, got alone well. We’d often sit together before class acceding on a great many matters. In particular I remember us sitting one night and looking me square in the eye stating, “You know Jill, I will never believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of God.” I replied, “And I Amir will never convert to Islam.” Now that we got that out of the way, we both smiled at one another getting down to discussing real issues. You can read about this incident at my blog here http//sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/Home/bill-richardson-revealed-as-weak-and-ineffective-diplomat-in-1999-when-dealing-with-opec-by-jill-starr The Bosnian mission to the United Nations in New York City in 2001 was an extremely interesting place. Reflecting the rotating ethnic presidency existing in Bosnia unto present, Mission employees were comprised of people of completely bipolar ethnic, theological and politically ideological viewpoints. The Head Ambassador of the Mission post 9-11 was then combating rumors of his soon becoming persona non grata in the United States for allegedly giving Osama Bin Laden a visa to travel through Bosnia illegally when previously stationed in Italy in 1993. There were also rumors he confessed to the United States Department of State of running international arms trades in connection with Al-Qaeda. Darko Trifunovic confided in me that Al Qaeda Algerian militant Abu Mali, worked in the Bosnian mission to the UN in Manhattan 2001-2002 after the war under a Bosnian name, Safet Catovic. Darko Trifunovic and I worked together at the Bosnian Mission to the United Nations in NYC in 2001-2002 together and I, Jill Starr,l verify I used to work on Mali's computer at the Mission because it always was getting fouled up with computer viruses at his request. The number two man at the Bosnian mission, the First Ambassador was Serbian, Orthodox Christian and a doctor of medicine by university degree. The First Secretary of the Mission was my friend Darko, the Consulate department was headed by an ethnic Muslim lady from Bosnia, and there was an ethnic Croatian woman floating around with other various diplomats being of Roman Catholic Croatian descent. He became extremely suspicious of who Catovic really was because he spoke poor Bosnian. As a result, Trifunovic said he lost a job in the mission and moved to Belgrade. The number two man at the Bosnian mission, the First Ambassador was Serbian, Orthodox Christian and a doctor of medicine by university degree. The First Secretary of the Mission was my friend Darko, the Consulate department was headed by an ethnic Muslim lady from Bosnia, and there was an ethnic Croatian woman floating around with other various diplomats being of Roman Catholic Croatian descent. My time at the Mission was primarily spent fixing Darko’s laptop computer which became daily infected with computer viruses he continually claimed emanated from other employees at the Mission who were allegedly trying to sabotage him because of his ethnic Serbian background. I vividly recall the constant bickering between all the mission employees; always accusing each other of committing war crimes and giving each other computer viruses making it virtually impossible for any of them to get along. The Croatian diplomat usually stayed to herself with her office door shut while the others present usually just listened to Led Zeppelin rock music on their personal CD-ROM players. They told me repeatedly they had nothing else to do with their time at the United Nations beyond an occasional meeting except for listening to music and playing computer games. Sad and ironic was the few things I noticed all the Bosnian mission employees agreeing upon was their undying love for the rock band, Led Zeppelin. A year had come and gone while I totally immersed myself into political inquiry as to just who was guilty of committing war crimes in the former Yugoslavia. My favorite subjects of inquiry included: NATO, Kosovo & Metohia, Serbia, Montenegro, Bosnia and persons of interest such as Mladic and Hacim Thaci (Albanian Leader of the Kosovo Liberation Army). It was not enough for my merely taking in nightly news reports from CNN and other mainstream American media; to conduct an investigation for inquiry of social fact, I needed to go to Serbia and investigate for myself. Only after seeing firsthand the goings on in the Balkans could I make a discriminate determination of guilty parties insofar as genocide there. After my fateful month long trip to Serbia and Montenegro in the fall 2002 I later concluded all warring parties involved had blood on their hands (Croats, Serbs, Muslims and the NATO); there are no innocents. But in 2001, neither my finances nor busy schedule allowed such a trip. Moreover, not speaking fluent Serbian coupled with the anti-American sentiment existing in Serbia then listed on the United States Department of State travel warning website caused going to there an unfeasible option. Hence, my life and studies went on as usual. Several seasons went by and now it was spring 2001. Darko and his wife Bojana had time off which they spent visiting friends and family in Serbia for about two weeks. Because of this Darko was unable to function in full diplomatic capacity. In spring 2001 there was a preparatory commission meeting of plenipotentiaries to establish an international criminal court at the United Nations in New York City. Topics of the meeting included but were not limited to defining interstate acts of aggression, court financing etc.. Darko asked me if I would sit in for him at the meeting taking as many notes possible owing to the Law Projects Center possessing United Nations accreditation as a NGO (non governmental organization) with full observer status at the United Nations; I acceded. Darko faxed me all necessary paperwork enabling my application attendance at this crucial meeting; I filled out the necessary forms and faxed them to the appropriate United Nations office for approval. It was an extremely exciting time for me. My close friend and colleague, Arnold Stark (History professor and Columbian University PhD) drove me into Manhattan walking me through the United Nations main entrance and security the day of attendance. Professor Stark himself was an old foreign service man from way back in the day and he told me I never looked as professionally sharp as I did on that day; I wore a navy blue pin striped suit. I must admit, I looked good. Only post attending that day did I truly understand the total lapse of security existing then at the United Nations in New York City. I say this owing to the social fact that the Law Projects Center was indeed registered as an United nations accredited NGO it is true. However, closed meetings of this sort meant attendance was strictly limited to head ambassadors of valid United Nations member state missions and non governmental organizations possessing observer status were not allowed. Unto present, I’ve yet understood whereby I gained entrance into this privy closed meeting consisting of only United Nations ambassadors, but I did. Walking to the basement floor of the United Nations building that day, I merely wore a visitors badge given to me at the front desk in no manner indicating that I was an ambassador of a United Nations mission; least of all the Bosnia mission as required for entrance. Totally unaware I didn’t possess necessary credentials to enter the meeting, I walked confidently towards the entrance door and past the guard stationed outside it. The guard never bothering to examine the type of badge I wore around my neck simply said “good day Madame” and urged me into the meeting; it was just about time to begin. I immediately sensed something wrong once through the door past the guard. First, I was uncertain where to sit. Everyone else had a sign in front of their seat stating their country of origin. The Israeli ambassador sat in front of the Israel sign, the Spanish lady sat in front of the seat indicating she represented, Spain etc.. I looked fervently around the room seeing no seats indicating seats for United Nations observers anywhere. The last thing I wanted to do was to embarrass myself by taking the seat of an important ambassador; I noticed a couple of men seeming from some African state grabbing some meeting paperwork nearby so I inquired of them. I told them I was a newbie and inquired where to sit and what I should do. With heavy African accents one of them said, “just grab a bunch of these papers, sit there and look like you are busy,” so I did. In fact, I grabbed as many extra copies as I could without looking conspicuous when noticing another peculiarity. The meeting papers indicated they were for restricted for the eyes of state mission heads’ only (chief ambassadors of countries) and allowing other persons and/or United Nations employees to view them was a punishable offense. Uncertain what to do, and with the meeting beginning, I merely sat there stunned. My seat and the one the African gentleman next to me took seemed extras because they neglected having any indication regarding country origin in front of them on the table; I felt safe. As totally immersed and interesting as I found the topics, the African ambassador seated found boring. I say this owing to noticing during the entire meeting he was merely doodling nonsensical pictures on some legal pad. I think that no one took more notes that day than me. I was especially interested in the interstate bickering about financing the international criminal court should and when it came about. Spain was particularly forceful in vocalizing its opinion that the countries giving the most monetary contributions to the court itself ought have more power over both its staffing and its innocent and guilty verdicts as well as judges appointed. My suspicions’ equally shared by scholars such as Noam Chomsky and former attorney general, Ramsey Clark were now fully justifiably confirmed. The court itself was a great travesty of justice and I was actually witnessing quarrels between countries insofar as controlling the courts judges and verdicts based on financial contributions rather than on law and true international justice. The most shocking point of the meeting for me was when the Israeli ambassador admitted openly to the other attendees that Israel was indifferent to war crimes, crimes against humanity and would in no manner support any international structure limiting its’ ability for practicing war and peace against any other state and/or party it considered a threat to its national interest. The ambassador representing the United States that day strongly and equally explicitly backed the Israeli position making clear American attendance was more for information gathering purposes and show than true concern for international law, world peace and social justice. When the meeting ended I slipped quickly out the front entrance of the United Nations; notes and papers in hand; I would read them in detail later that evening. When I attended these Preparatory Meetings at the end, the First Ambassador to the Bosnian Mission in NYC (The Serbian Doctor with glasses) came in but only stayed a short while as my witness to my being there. (Noteworthy of mentioning was this man being a doctor, when returning from a trip to the Former Yugoslavia once, was nice enough to bring me some alternative medicine (a liquid lemon mixture) back with him and gave it to me to help me withdrawal from all the American narcotics I was on). Darko insisted because he was worried about me overdosing on all my American medications). I always wondered if Doctor Radovan Karadzic had made the elixir himself for me--I will never truly know but it is not out of the question because Darko told me it was an "alternative medication and a liquid mixed with herbs and lemons sliced"). I ALSO SAT DIRECTLY ACROSS FROM FORMER UNITED STATES AMBASSADOR , RICHARD HOLBROKE! HE WAS SITTING ACROSS FROM MYSELF, AND DIRECTLY NEXT TO THE ISRAELI AMBASSADOR. He did not look at all like his photos (which were obviosly touched up) because he looked terrible with BIG POCK MARKS ALL OVER HIS FACE AND THICK SQUARE BROWN GLASSES! He laughed and took nothing seriously at all! I was shocked at his taking human rights as some type of joke; I took every thing happening extremely seriously! It must have amazed Darko upon returning from Serbia I actually gained entrance to the ICC preparatory closed meeting because within a week he invited me to the city to attend another important meeting at the United Nations comprised of diplomats from some very selective and prestigious NATO member states. I don’t recall the date but by his return fully I understood the definition of a closed meeting. Upon approaching the meeting door I became at once cognizant the meeting stated “closed meeting,” on the door. I did my best to point this fact out to Darko who told me to go in with him anyway; we did. Darko obviously thought because I gained entrance to the ICC meeting I ought not have in his absence, perhaps if I were with him, he covertly could gain access this closed NATO meeting; no dice. Upon entering the room, immediately some important looking man called him over and diplomatically informed him that “Serbia was not invited.” Darko pointed to me explaining that he was with the American lady but he was asked politely to leave; I followed him out the door embarrassed. The following year was mundane. Filled with activities like shuttling back and forth to FDU for graduate school, fund raising for the Law Projects Center and co-authoring two book with Darko. The fateful day of 9/11 and the attacks by Al-Qaeda on the World Trade Center Towers in New York City changed my venue forever. Post 9/11 Darko became a man on a personal mission seemingly unrelated to the Bosnian mission itself. He told me it was the utmost importance to publicize the alleged fact that the head ambassador of the Bosnian mission was in his estimation involved with Al-Qaeda. Darko had a seemingly ton of secret documentary evidence emanating from the ministry of internal affairs in Belgrade and Bosnia seeming true bolstering his allegations in my eyes then. Asking me to fervently work on editing a book on which topic was meant for exposing the head ambassador of the Bosnian mission at that time; I acceded. The publication was later published by the Repubika Srpska information agency in Bosnia. The Serbian government in the Republika Srpska in Bosnia then was seriously pressing Darko for a fast publication so we stayed up many nights over his apartment in Forest Hills, New York working to do so. The book was entitled, ”The Bosnia Model of Al-Qaeda Terrorism. It can probably still be found and read online. Last time I checked it was posted on the website: http://www.analyst-network.com/profile.php?user_id=240. Darko always told me I possessed full rights to this and other publications we worked on together. Although I edited and co-authoring the Al-Qaeda work, a few years back I noticed Darko removed my name on the inner front cover page as editor replacing it with the name of a Serbian editor. When questioned about it Darko told me he kept my name from being published because of the death threats and dangers to my life that he himself encountered because of its publication. I do vividly remember Darko receiving a great many death threats and threats towards his wife at the time, Bojana, so it is possible he was telling me the truth. During this in which, Darko, and I worked together at the Law Proejcts Center (NYC), I had the chance to meet, I met Professor Simeunovuc, several times (Political Science Department From the University of Beograd,Serbia). Darko introduced the two of us actually. He used to come here and there to attend, the Preparatory Committee Meetings To Establish an International Criminal Court and Represent the Former Republic of Serbia & Montenegro. One time, during the NATO bombing,the United Nations ,declined him entrance to a meeting for the ICC. He called me. My Cousin works in tge UN Plaza in Public Administration I went down a to In Plaza, asked them to let, " the Serbian gentleman into the meeting," and they did. Even prior completing our work on the Al-Qaeda book together Darko was obsessed with manifesting the Bosnian Chief ambassador at the time as a terrorist. At the time I had no reason to doubt Darko’s word and assisted him in rabidly writing an open letter to all the United Nations member state missions exposing him as such. I surmise this is when Darko’s job at the United Nations as First Secretary of the Bosnian mission became jeopardized. Today I surmise Darko’s employment at the United Nations genuinely became compromised owing not only to the inter-ethnic conflicts existing between him and the head ambassador then, a proud Muslim man, but also owing to the fact he forged birth certificates to acquire his position in the first place later becoming a social fact from the interior ministry in Bosnia. It was an emotional shock when Darko informed me a by summer 2001 that he lost his job and he and Bojana had to immediately return to Belgrade to work out the matter in court. This was also a great emotional blow to me also owing to the fact that I always possessed a crush on Darko and he knew it. This was a social fact I never publicly admitted previously to writing this book. I once even asked Darko if he wanted to have an affair with me but he declined stating he would never be unfaithful to his beautiful wife, Bojana. This left me in an extreme morally uncomfortable position because Bojana was my best friend. I continually told myself being attracted to her husband Darko was a non-option. Working so closely with him on an almost daily basis however made my attraction to him difficult to overcome. I was also engaged to Professor Arnold Stark at the time and wore the ten thousand diamond ring he bought me on my finger. Arnold became increasingly jealous of Darko in time and eventually forbid me to work with him altogether. Notwithstanding, I continued working with Darko against Arnold’s wishes. This coupled with my trip to Serbia and Montenegro in 2002 eventually led to my breakup with Professor Stark and after almost an entire decade, my relationship with Arnold never fully recovered. Darko tried keeping his job in diplomatic capacity at he UN as long as possible but the bipolar friction and hate existing between himself and the chief ambassador at the mission proved too much. The chief ambassador in contact with the Bosnian government at the time in Sarajevo eventually had Darko dismissed as first secretary of the mission. To the best of my recollection Darko was no longer receiving a monthly salary from Sarajevo by spring or summer 2002 (approximately). I often came visiting Darko and Bojana’s apartment in Manhattan then situated on a side street within walking distance from the UN to help them out financially by buying them inexpensive dinners and such in Manhattan and chauffeuring them around (they did not own a car for the majority of their stay in the States). In July 2002 as I remember the three of us spent many memorable moments going to the beaches outside the city and just spending time talking etc.. At the time and owing to my being in graduate school at FDU, I had plenty of extra money to burn owing my taking the maximum GSL student loans totaling about twenty thousand dollars a semester. Then one day that summer Darko informed me he and Bojana were only awaiting the Bosnian government to wire them a sum of five thousand dollars to pay off their American bills, last month rent and they would make a hasty exit back to Belgrade permanently. I was emotionally crushed. Desperate not to lose contact with Darko because of my personal feelings towards him, I told him my summer classes at FDU were about to end August 2002 and although the fall semester was about to begin, I wanted to visit him in Serbia as soon as possible. Soon for me meant as soon as I received a check from the United States government for the total of that semesters’ student loan money in the amount of about ten thousand dollars. Darko, hesitant at first soon gave in to my constant petitions to visit him. The day I brought them both to JFK to return to Serbia permanently, Bojana whispered something in Darko’s ear as we hugged saying our goodbyes all three of trying to hold back tears of parting and Darko looking me in the eye said something to the effect, “Jill, don’t worry as soon as you can afford it call me and we’ll arrange your visit.” Darko never could stand to see me cry which on many occasion I did owing to the loss of my two children and other personal challenges in my life. They turned and boarded their plane to Belgrade as I drove back to New Jersey. Driving home I felt an odd combination of extreme sadness at the loss of my two best friends mixed with the cheerful prospect I would shortly be boarding a plane myself destined for Serbia and Montenegro by mid August 2002 when my student loan check arrived. Upon arriving home I immediately began making all necessary arrangements for my forthcoming trip. The day following Darko ‘s departure, I bought a great many prepaid phone cards for the purpose of calling him owing to both my missing him and also my primarily wanting to began making all necessary arrangements facilitating my forthcoming visit from JFK to Beograd. I had countless questions such as: how much money will I need, how will I obtain a VISA being an American citizen with all the US State Department warnings against US citizenry traveling to the region, etc., etc., etc.. I had already obtained a valid United States passport many years ago which I always carried with me. I’ve always held the strong opinion that having a valid passport with you at all times is just a good idea. It enables one the necessary freedom to go to the airport and catch a plane going anywhere at anytime. Darko told me that I need not worry about all the complicated VISA requirements listed on Serbian government website required of other Americans that he would handle everything. I was told merely to bring with me about five thousand United States dollars in cash spending money and it was a done deal. I went to buy some new suitcases and clothes for my trip in Wayne, New Jersey during the first two weeks in August 2002 in preparation. Packing was always a problem for me as Darko can attest to owing to my medically diagnosed attention deficit disorder. I had a difficult time deciding what to bring, so I tried to bring everything I thought I needed. The day of my departure my suitcases weighed way over the weight limit restrictions indicated by the airline. Getting to JFK for departure in mid August 2002 proved to be an almost insurmountable task in and of itself owing to my heavy luggage and everyone I asked to drop me at the airport that day had strongly held views against my going. Arnold Stark declined to bring me owing to his personal jealousies insofar as Darko and everyone else had one or another excuse rooted in the anti-American sentiment in Serbia at that time and danger involved. Undeterred, I finally convinced Archbishop John LoBue, my priest and confessor at the Holy Name Orthodox Christian Church in West Milford, New Jersey to take me as far as the Port Authority in Manhattan; from there I took a bus to JFK managing myself. Post 9/11, JFK was supposedly safe beyond reproach insofar as security; this proved untrue. I had not traveled outside America in many years so I was unfamiliar with the new travel restrictions on such items as nail scissors etc., being illegal to bring onboard flights and carried several very sharp ones right passed JFK security inspection inside my purse on board out of my own ignorance of new flight rules. It was not until I arrived on my stopover in Paris, France that I was boarding onto a JAT (Yugoslav Air Travel) flight for Belgrade that the security officer of JAT told me that he had to confiscate the aforementioned items owing to new security precautions implemented post 9/11. I informed him upon boarding my initial flight at JFK in New York, the security guards at the gate allowed me to board my flight to Paris carrying them in my purse. The JAT security employee merely shook his head in amazement mentioning something insofar as his seriously questioning American security in general stating that Jugosalv Air Travel obviously took airline and passenger security much more seriously. I loved flying JAT! Not only was I completely satisfied the flight from Paris to Belgrade was many times more secure since JAT searched boarding passengers more thoroughly than JFK, the hospitality, food and drink was excellent. I say this owing to my being a well seasoned traveler having previously visited places such as Indonesia, Thailand and Hong Kong, etc.. It was extremely laid back on the flight. People moved around switching seats and chatting with good friends and the food was the best! My favorite Serbian food and drink were served and all airline employees shoed me the highest level of hospitality. I was extremely pleased with the professionalism and service on JAT I later began an online blog about it on Yahoo360. Upon my flight arriving in Beograd, all passengers left the plane in the usual manner except Serbian citizens were shuffled through customs quickly merely showing their passport. All others including myself were asked to relinquish their passports and told to wait an unspecified amount of time in a holding area at the airport. An airport security officer went around confiscating our passports afterward leaving us merely standing there not knowing what to expect next. No other announcements were made; I did the only thing possible I relinquished my passport to the Serbian custom official along with the other western Europeans and/or Americans (if there were any) which I surmised like myself were attempting to enter Serbia from countries that were NATO allies in the Kosovo war against Slobodan Milosevic in 1999. There must have been about twenty persons with me just waiting. All types of nagging thoughts plagued me such as “perhaps my friends were correct that I ought not have taken this trip…was it really too dangerous to travel to Serbia with all the anti-American sentiment and what would happen if Serbian customs decided I was an American spy, kept my passport and I ended in some unknown jail and/or murdered….who would find me…what could I do about it etc., etc., etc..” It seemed nearly an hour passed; me and the others were still standing there waiting. I didn’t want to seem scared or overly curious by asking either Serbian custom officials or anyone else waiting with me anything as to not cause unnecessary attention to myself. I also kept checking my watch wondering if Darko knew I was here waiting. I had hoped with his government connections he would at least inquire about my arrival since he told me he would pick me up. I drew comfort from the fact Darko was always very punctual picking up and bringing himself and others to airports. On numerous occasions I gave him and others rides to and from them. These and other thoughts plagued me when suddenly I heard a voice on the loud speaker call my name, Jill Starr, asking me to go to a customs area to claim my passport. I was the first person called so I don’t know what happened to the others standing there still waiting. I hurriedly went to obtain my passport and was told that I cleared; the guard pointed the direction for me to go claim my luggage. You have no idea what a relief that was! I took in my new surroundings pleased that I made it into the country successfully. As a young child my father took me with him traveling the world when he was an active nuclear engineering consultant for Chas T Main, USAID and the IMF. I had been in Indonesia during the turmoil in East Timor so I was used to being in war zones surrounded by soldiers with guns. I was presently older, but still I found such travel extremely exciting more than dangerous and looked forward to enjoying the rest of my vacation with Darko and Bojana. Making it to the baggage claim area successfully I was relieved seeing Darko standing their waiting for me. I was not fluent in Serbian and didn‘t want to publicize it by asking people questions in English manifesting I was American. I hurried towards him, giving him a large hug. I was so glad to see Darko. I noticed upon my arrival at the Belgrade airport that there were many female police officers equipped with guns wearing short mini skirts and extremely high heels. I asked Darko how they apprehended criminals in such high heels and he replied smirking that they don’t have to run, they merely shot those not halting in the back and that stopped them. Like a dream come true, there I was in Beograd Serbia against all odds and complaints from my friends. Darko helped me get my luggage to his friend’s vehicle telling me we could talk about everything I had to say later because we had to hurry. Darko‘s friend, a German man living in Serbia for years and an important military employee of the Serbian government in a grayish older large SUV vehicle with what seemed a special license plate was impatiently waiting at the front gate of the airport for us. Darko’s friend did not speak fluent English but he did speak fluent German and Serbian. Upon writing the first edition of my book I still wondered who this man really was because Darko pointed out to me proudly, while placing my luggage in the vehicle of his car, this car “specifically bore special Serbian military license plates;“ Darko pointed this out to me at the airport and I was greatly impressed to be in a Serb military vehicle. The man picking me up at the Serbia, Beograd airport with Darko also referred to himself merely by a nickname. If my memory serves me correct he said to call him, “Babic or Babo” or something like that. “Babic” is not probably not 100% correct because my memory is kind of fuzzy on this. However, in coming across a BBC website with a photograph of Dragan Dabic, the male construction worker whom apparently Dr. Radovan Karadzic was assuming the identity of before he was arrested and transferred to the Hague in 2008; it does look about 90% correct in my memory that it was Mr. Dragan Dabic who picked me up at the Beograd Serbia airport that day. Even his glasses look the same and he told me he used to work as a military mercenary for the Serbs during war time and he was originally from Germany. Whoever it was, he was a relatively short man in height with salt and pepper hair. He said he worked in the military during “ the war/s” but (I forget which war he meant now), did say currently since all “the military business ended, he now worked construction and was building a second house himself outside of Beograd because his girlfriend was having a child. He told me he had several children but was not married. I saw him also my first night in Beograd at Bojana’s parents residence visiting as well as a day or so before I departed Beograd Serbia. We drove all around the city of (Beograd) in his large van type SUV again; he gave me a large tour of the entire city area pointing out everything. It seems almost surreal to me actually chance meeting so many fascinating and exciting people, I almost didn’t want to mention possibly meeting, Dragan Dabic, too in the second edition of my book. But, I decided to write the best and most truthful testimonies of my memories as possible about my super cool vacation in Serbia & Montenegro in 2002. Anyway, so Darko told whomever this man was to please help lift my luggage into the trunk in Serbian and he did. Darko always liked to brag and as usual he introduced me to his friend giving me the details of his being an important man in the Serbian military etc.. We went straight from the Beograd airport to the home of Bojana’s family in the suburbs of Belgrade and all became reacquainted. Whomever it was, he was a relatively short man in height with salt and pepper hair and muscular with that triangle type of nose. Bojana and I hugged; she introduced me to her family (father, mother and brother who was a high school student in Beograd). Afterward, Darko showed me the room upstairs where I would sleep which was actually Bojana’s room also informing me of our three week itinerary; he had it all planned out. Darko told me we would all spend the night over Bojana’s house, the next day sleep at his apartment outside Beograd and later explained the next day we would stop at his father’s family’s house for dinner and leave from there making our way into Montenegro for a ten day vacation staying at his friend’s resort on Budva’s seaside coast. Along the way Darko told me he would give me the best tour I could ask for and he did. He showed me military installations and one of my favorite stops was the NATO bombed Chinese embassy which I stood in front of only several yards from. My night at Bojana’s residence was wonderful. I was never showed as much love and hospitality as I did from her family. Although it was late in the evening (about 11pm Serbian time) when we arrived, Bojana’s mother, a wonderful woman, treated me as her own daughter. She insisted that Darko, Bojana and I enjoy what seemed a 10 course home cooked meal. She was still cooking while she served us a variety of cooked steaks, vegetables and pastries. And like many Italian families she insisted I tried and ate everything. To top the night off before bed Bojana and her father performed an accordion duet live in the kitchen for me. Apparently, Bojana and her father were professional accordion players and Bojana explained that her father’s employment consisted of playing nightly in a local bar. Thereafter, we went to bed with full stomachs. The next morning we all enjoyed an equally exquisite breakfast. Bojana’s family had livestock in the backyard and her mother cooked us a fresh eggs and steak for breakfast like never before experienced. We said our parting goodbyes and left for Darko’s apartment in the hills of Beograd. We brought my suitcases in and upon entering I noticed there were lots of stray dogs around the apartment entrance. One in particular was very cute and Darko explained that the various residents fed it because it was so adorable. I found it interesting that so many old men were just hanging about the entrance to the apartment building drinking and just sitting there with seemingly nothing to do. They remained there throughout my entire trip. Even when Ratko Mladic came to see me on my final day in Serbia in full military regalia giving me a parting gift (a book he inscribed to me entitled Serbija) while Darko took pictures of Mladic with his arm around me, the men remained there merely looking like old bums. Retrospectively, I wonder if they weren’t some watchmen and/or guards. Unto this day I always wondered what Darko did with those photos. I was surprised what a very large apartment Darko owned. He showed me into his guest room and I unpacked my suitcases in just enough time to inform me I was to consolidate all my truly necessary items for Montenegro into one small bag that would reasonably fit into his trunk in the morning because he needed enough room for his and Bojana’s luggage also. He laughed at all the things I brought with me to Beograd telling me that I had no idea how to pack. By the time I was done with that task Darko told me it was time to go meet some friends at a local café for coffee. It was late summer and the outside café’s in Beograd were the best ! We met up with a few friends in some restaurant in Beograd; there was about five of us sitting there just chatting and drinking coffee when I noticed an older gentleman sitting a few seats down with feathered salt and pepper colored hair not saying much except for an occasional laugh and nod at us. I wondered wherefore Darko a man about thirty would associate with such an older person, as for me being several years older than Darko, I thought to myself, what a cute guy. Then upon closer inspection, I realized it was doctor Radovan Karadzic. I knew he was a psychiatrist. By no means was this to be our last meeting. Throughout the time I spent in Serbia Darko met with Karadzic on many occasions in Beograd. The meetings were usually brief; only to exchange oral information and/or a few papers with Darko and whisper something or other in Darko‘s ear. He looks as the news media portrays him dressed in his gray wrinkled suit and tie and salt and pepper colored hair. A couple of times I saw him walk around Beograd in his infamous hat like in the photo posted below. Radovan was always a master of disguise because he was always dressed different every time I saw him (in Ostrog and many times in Beograd). He was a perfect gentleman all times I met him with Darko. After finishing our coffee, Darko said we ought leave and get a good nights rest because we had to leave early the next day for Montenegro. The next morning we all got into Darko’s blue Audi (car) and left for his Father’s house. I remember arguing with Darko about wanting to bring lots of luggage with me and he replied I didn’t need all that stuff and I could only bring one normal sized bag with me and I had to leave the rest of my things at his apartment; I did. On the way to his father’s, Darko made a few important stops for the purpose of giving me the grand tour. We only stopped briefly at some military installations; we didn’t get out of the car. We drove up to the gates and Darko pointed out, “look Jill, this is an important military facility.” Darko always sarcastically smirked as he pointed out these places to me. The only place we got out was in front of the bombed out Chinese embassy in Beograd. There were Serbian military officers in front of the embassy. I was amazed owing to I always had thought bombed out buildings were totally demolished. But standing in front of the Chinese embassy that was bombed by the NATO in 1999 taught me the definition of a “smart bomb.” Only the portion of the building hosting the embassy employees on the upper level of the building itself was demolished and in particular the window where the Chinese embassy officials worked. I could see in the window and I even got a sad glimpse of the Victorian styled chair IT WAS PINK IN COLOR , merely sitting there empty in the bombed out window. I wondered who used to sit there and if they were dead or alive. No other parts of the building was seriously damaged. There were even flowers and trees still growing untouched in front of the building. I strongly believe that NATO knew exactly what they aimed at when they bombed the building. I brought a digital camera with me on my trip but upon returning to the United States, all the film Darko claimed to snap for me was returned by my local film developer as blank. I wondered if Darko told me the truth about snapping photos for me at all. Throughout my trip he insisted on taking all the photos I wanted claiming I take poor pictures. It since crossed my mind he may have removed the film from my camera prior my departing Serbia so I could not take it back with me. One thing I am sure of is both Darko and Bojana refused having any photos taken of them throughout my entire stay. After leaving the scene at the Chinese embassy, we made our way to the home of Darko’s father driving through a beautiful park not dissimilar to Central Park in Manhattan along the way. I can’t be certain what park it was because I didn’t know the geographical area; we soon arrived at our destination. Darko’s father lived in the most incredibly beautiful green hills in an area of Serbia existing somewhere between Beograd and Montenegro. Immediately upon entering and meeting his father, stepmother and grandmother who recently passed away, I felt part of the family. Although his family did not speak English, Darko and Bojana translated for me. Darko’s grandmother was an extraordinarily warm and wise woman in whose presence I felt comfortable and happy the entire time. Before dinner there was the customary libation of grappa (a Serbian hard liquor of incredible potency). If only I could find grappa here in America. After another dinner that would give Manhattan’s top chefs a run for their money, Darko brought me upstairs into a guest room to take a nap. I told him I was not tired but he insisted I nap saying we would be driving all night before reaching Montenegro and I need my rest. I must have slept an hour before he awakened me to say our parting goodbyes and begin our journey. I was extremely excited; Darko promised me a three week Adriatic holiday allowing me swimming privileges at every beach from Hercegovni to an area he said was only ten meters from Kosovo’s border. We couldn’t go into Kosovo Darko said because it was too dangerous. I knew Darko had been shot several times and almost killed in Kosovo previously so I didn’t push the issue. As a former lifeguard and avid swimmer, I couldn‘t wait for my vacation to start and Darko delivered it to me as promised. The onset of our journey began at sunset; still adjusting to the time zone differential I dozed off in Darko’s backseat; for how long I’m uncertain. I dozed on and off until sunrise when we reached the Montenegrin border. I mean, there wasn’t much to see driving in the dark cover of night. The wider well lit highway we initially set out upon gradually narrowed as the highway lights became fewer. Eventually there were no highway lights at all. My body continuously shifted from one side of Darko’s backseat to the other making sleep difficult. It was obvious the road we traversed was analogous to Pacific Coast Highway in California driving through Big Sur. It was mountainous, dangerously ridden with hairpin turns and no guardrails. In Montenegro, inexperienced travelers could almost mistake the scenery for Big Sur with the beautiful blue Adriatic sea hugging the bottoms of the cliffs we not so cautiously traveled. I asked Darko to slow down because he was driving like speed racer. He replied not to worry explaining he could drive these roads blindfolded he knew them well. I thought to myself, better safe than sorry buddy. It is a good thing I had some prescription Xanax with me, I popped one, maybe two just to relax while simultaneously trying to hide this act from Darko since he hated drugs in general. He especially hated my taking the prescription medications my doctor gave me saying I didn’t need them, they were addicting and poison. He also strongly disdained cigarettes; Bojana smoked covertly. The sun was just rising when Darko awakened me excitedly pointing out the tunnel we were driving through. I think he said at the other end we’d be entering Montenegro. Driving to the Budva Riviera in Montenegro we drove through some similar tunnels; the scenery was unbelievably breathtaking. There is no other place in the world I’d rather be than in Budva Montenegro and I recommend everyone vacation there. We were making our way to a seaside resort a friend of Darko owned. Still driving like speed racer around the hairpin turns and mountainous cliffs compromising the road, we finally arrived at our destination safely. I admit Darko is an excellent driver; his driving is reminiscent of agent 007 in James Bond movies. Because of the Kosovo war, there was not one functional ATM in either in Serbia and Montenegro. To be safe I split the five thousand dollars we had between Darko and I. I held onto half and he the other. One of my favorite stories I tell people of my trip is how I swam with my money throughout the trip; it made me feel secure always keeping some cash on me at all times; even when I was swimming a quarter mile out in the Adriatic sea. Darko told me not to; I did anyway. Owing to that, the cash I held was often wet. One particular time we went to a bank in Montenegro. The banks there are so remarkably careful of counterfeiting, they refused exchanging my United States dollars for Euros because my money was wet; the three of us returned to the hotel using my blow dryer to evaporate the dollar bills until dried. The three of us henceforth joked about this saying we laundered the money. Upon arriving at the resort, Darko introduced me to his friend and we worked out the financial gratuities for our stay. We paid him eight hundred United States dollars for ten days; meals included. Unlike hotels in America, meals meant an extremely large home cooked breakfast consisting of large varieties of meat, coffee and juice. Lunch and dinner consisted of many course meals where main dishes consisted of either freshly caught seafood or meat. Our accommodation consisted of two medium sized rooms with separate entrances; one for myself and another for Darko and Bojana. To reach the beach we only needed to walk across the street and down a small path; one could see Italy at the other end of the horizon on a clear day. I was ecstatic loving to swim. Since Bojana didn’t swim, Darko couldn’t always accompany me to the beach so I‘d just walk to it myself for periodic swims throughout the day; August was a very hot month. Of any country I’ve visited, Serbia and Montenegro wins my top prize for fun, food, beauty and hospitality. Everyone is friendly, warm, the atmosphere is relaxed and laid back and most persons speak some English owing to children learning English as a second language in school at a young age. Unfortunately, American school children do not grow up learning another language other than native English which leaves them I feel at an intellectual disadvantage. Each day Darko took us to another beach for a day enjoying food, drink, music, perhaps some shopping and primarily, swimming. As long as I could swim for hours each day I was happy. By the time nighttime rolled in all of us were so tired each day we usually had dinner and retired early, except for one night. This just happened to be the one night of my entire vacation I was overly exhausted wanting to retire early at any cost. Inversely, this was the one evening both Darko and Bojana incredibly excited informed me to take a shower, dress and get ready for a big surprise. When I asked Darko what this surprise was and its great importance being I was so tired; he merely insisted I go get ready for it. Darko was always very bossy in my estimation constantly telling us when to sleep, awakening Bojana and I up early, limiting our time before breakfast for dressing, blow drying our hair etc. which the two of us always complained about privately to each other. I always accepted this as part of his personality but this night it annoyed me to no end; I simply wanted sleep, surprise or not. As usual I gave into to Darko’s demands by hurrying to my room, showering, changing, and preparing myself for a night out. If you’re a woman, you understand when you have a crush on someone as I did Darko, you usually give into his demands easily; so I did. Upon changing, Dark and Bojana were waving me to hurry to the car; exhausted I got in and slammed the door. Less than ten minutes up the pitch black road Darko pulled the car over and we got out. Darko and Bojana said, “Hurry Jill look down there.” At the bottom of the cliffs was the most beautiful city of lights I’ve ever seen. Darko said proudly, “this is Budva Jill, that‘s where we are going.” It was many times more beautiful that Paris or Manhattan at night and situated in a valley about a mile and a half wide forcing the Montenegrin peninsula farther out. It was a remarkably amazing sight, Budva itself being lit up with a wide variety of bright lights surrounded by an aura of pitch black. By this time Bojana started complaining to Darko to move his car in more because someone may come around the sharp turn in the darkness sideswiping it. Darko never worried much about illegal parking or his speed limit owing to whenever getting pulled over, he just made manifest to the officer his huge governmental badge and they let him go; the badge was at least three times larger than the usual American police officer badge and was gold in color. Darko became annoyed with Bojana’s complaints so we returned to the car, got in and descended about five minutes down the treacherously dark road into Budva and parked. I couldn’t believe it! It was like a dream, We walked down around Budva, Darko pointing out everything. We stopped to have a drink at one of the many outdoor bar/café’s and listened to the live entertainment while we sipped our drinks. Then I went to buy another bathing suit at a small shop when Darko told me to follow him and Bojana into the most amazing bar I’ve ever seen, anywhere in the world. The bar itself was actually a small island rocky island; to reach it one had to walk underground below the Adriatic Sea maybe a little less than one quarter mile. Upon entering the bar it had many levels; all outside surrounded by the roaring nighttime surf of the sea and live entertainment. I saw a few people illegally swimming and asked Darko if I could swim there too. He informed me the swimming was closed for the evening. We ordered drinks and sat there chilling for a while. On the walk back Darko showed me all the gambling casinos along the Riviera. It looked like anyone could get whatever they wanted in Budva if they had the correct amount of money with them. Montenegro was to me akin to a luxurious playground for the ultra rich, famous as well as infamous. We then walked back via way of the tunnel, stopped at a small outdoor restaurant all ordering a type of delicious pancake we enjoyed by dipping it in chocolate syrup and drove back to the hotel to get some rest. The next day Darko took merely us to another gorgeous beach. It was reminiscent of Greece. The water was sapphire blue, clear and warm. The beach itself was not large, but completely hidden by huge rocky cliffs. The three of us took a kind of small craft about a quarter of a mile out into the Adriatic; Darko and I jumped in for a swim. Bojana was partially nude sunbathing at the time on the boat and since she was unable to swim, Darko teased her by stealing her clothes, pretending not to give them back to her. She immediately became upset demanding Darko return her clothes; Darko soon complied with her demands. Thereafter, we ended the day with lunch and drinks. The following day was one of my vacation high points. We visited the Ostrog monastery. Driving to the Ostrog monastery was long, hot and boring. It lied somewhere deep beyond the Montenegrin coastline inland. We drove a long windy road without even so much as a store on it. After a couple of hours, Darko stopped for lunch at the only restaurant I noticed the entire trip. You’d think it would be small being situated in the middle of what I considered, “nowhere.” However, this was not the case. There was actually a long line and tons of people there having lunch. I could only imagine like us they were on their way to visit Ostrog. The restaurant itself was classy and I can only liken it to seeing a luxurious restaurant in the middle of the Mohave desert. While I was visiting Ostrog monastery in Montenegro, Darko introduced me to a Serbian priest asking me if I wanted confession. The man looked almost verbatim to Karadzic in his monks getup. I mean the way the latest news photos of Karadzic in his monk getup looks. I only became cognizant of this recently since the photos of him since his arrest have been made publicly manifest. In particular I remember the priest’s large darker curl on the top of this priest’s head like in the recent Karadzic photos; I wondered who would make their monks hair like that. This priest blessed me and told Darko in Serbian he could not hear my confession owing to his not understanding English well. He gave me a gift, a book about the monastery itself which I gave to Archbishop John LoBue in West Milford (my priest). While visiting Ostrog, we venerated the holy relics leaving an offering of either food or money at the door leading to the holy relics; I can’t remember which now. Leaving, we looked around the gift shop, had coffee at the small Ostrog monastery café and Darko gave me a tour where the monks sleep and shower. Then we made the long drive back to the hotel. We had the usual dinner at which time Bojana was overcome with a terrible toothache. I told her I’d pay for the filling tomorrow; Darko knew a dentist 10 meter from Kosovo‘s border. Tomorrow we‘d swim there and have Bojana‘s tooth looked at. The town we went to the next day possessed an ethnic Albanian majority and organized crime was everywhere. There is one more sough of significant event that occurred to me during my stay on the Budva coast. Darko was extremely insistent one friend of his “read my palm.” You guys just aren’t going to believe this, and I can’t be 100% certain because I only met this man who read my palm once, but I could swear it was Goran Hadzic (!) He was dressed like an old 1960s “hippie” with some old ripped blue jeans and old dirty T-shirttoo. He had long straggly hair but I( could never forget his tall drawn out thin pail nose and face. I did not want anyone to “read my palm” because as a staunch Orthodox Christian chick, it was against my religion to do have my palm read. But I gave in to Darko’s persistence for this man to “read my palm.” I really did not agree with much of which he told me, he took a long time to read my palm, like about for 45 minutes and I really wanted to go across the street swimming instead. But this man told me I had a “strong lifeline” on my palm. After that I never saw him again. And I think he also gave me a business card; the same one that the BBS displays on their website of “quantum energy practice/ alternative medicine,” and I definitely remember the care bearing three Greek Letters “Alpha or Delta” like on the card (like a triangle, that letter. in the internet news media. I lost it a long time ago. Before retiring for the evening I went for a small walk around the corner from the hotel to buy some snacks; there was a small store there. I never felt endangered at any time by anyone. During my stay in Montenegro I walked to the store myself almost daily buying drinks and other items I could enjoy privately in my room at night. I never noticed previously to that evening’s walk just how many persons actually were vacationing from Western Europe in Budva the fall 2002 like me. After promenading to the store, upon returning to the hotel, a German man sitting outside the hotel and speaking in broken English introduced himself. When I told him that I was from New Jersey in the United States he became extremely interested and warmly said he is pleased I was able to enjoy the area. I replied, “I was tired and needed to retire.” Saying he understood he returned to his card game. We had the usual dinner at which time Bojana was overcome with a terrible toothache. I told her I’d pay for the filling tomorrow; Darko knew a dentist ten meters from Kosovo‘s border. Tomorrow we‘d swim there and have Bojana‘s tooth looked at. The town we went to the next day possessed an ethnic Albanian majority and organized crime was everywhere. We awoke early as to get Bojana to the dentist. This is actually where the Montenegrin bank had refused to exchange our money for Euros. Managing cash was difficult in Serbia and Montenegro owing to that the national currency in Serbia was still dinars and in Montenegro it was Euros. Most businessman preferred either Euros or American dollars, but one never knew which. Upon parking, Darko led the way down the busy street towards the dentist who I remember being an ethnic Albanian man. Apparently, they visited this dentist previously and he was extremely friendly. Not at any time did any ethnic Albanians cause me, Darko or Bojana any problems because I was American and they were Serb. The dentist was going to take a while and since the bank would not exchange our American dollars for Euros, we could buy neither lunch nor anything else and we all possessed a ravenous hunger for lunch. Ignoring Darko’s warnings not to go wondering myself, I left the dentist office under the pretense of going for a walk while Bojana had her dental work completed. Before Darko could catch me I was gone. I walked up the main street about one mile and began asking people in English where I could exchange United States currency for Euros. I came upon a well dressed ethnic Albanian high school student, a girl speaking perfect English who told me to walk up the street about another half mile and when I see men selling the cigarettes outside on a bridge table, ask them to do the deed; I did. The girl asked me about America saying her greatest wish was to study in New York City one day. When I told her about my experience at the New School for Social Research, being dismissed for my anti NATO views on the Kosovo war she replied to me, “maybe she was wrong about wanting to study in Manhattan.” I made my way to the table with about five ethnic Albanian men hanging about selling cigarettes and asked them in English if they could exchange money for me; they did. They were definitely organized crime. They took my wet cash, examined the bills, one man walked into an apartment building with my cash while I merely waited. He didn‘t rob me and returned with my Euros. Surprisingly, I found everyone in both Serbia and Montenegro very honorable in their business dealings; even if those dealings are organized crime. Upon receiving my Euros from the men, I walked away back to see if Bojana was through with the dentist; she was. I excitedly told Darko that I had successfully managed to exchange American dollars for Euros thinking he’d be pleased with me; he wasn’t. Darko was always very protective of me. Instead of commending me he immediately got very angry; scolding me he said exchanging money illegally in the streets of Montenegro was both illegal and dangerous. You can’t change the past so I diplomatically apologized and Darko soon forgot his anger I lieu of the fact that now we all could have lunch. Afterward, Darko brought us to a beautiful beach nearby. The majority of the sunbathers were ethnic Albanian and again no one harassed us based on our ethnicity. I tried pushing Darko into driving into Kosovo but he flatly refused. I found it interesting that the international news at this time was reporting that there were hundreds of thousands of homeless ethnic Albanians being ethnically cleansed to Albania, I did not see one ethnic Albanian or Roma homeless on the streets anywhere. All seemed normal only ten meters from the Kosovo border at the Ada Bojana (which the beach directly border Kosovo) as seen here with the River Bojana. We WENT TO THE NUDE NATURALIST BEACH! After a day of swimming and partially nude sunbathing, we returned to the hotel. Insofar as sequence of events, at this junction in time it was the last few days I spent in Montenegro; it’s difficult now to remember the exact timeline of events. In other words, I remember visiting Old Town and Podgorica also in Montenegro but uncertain of which locations we visited first. During the last two days, Darko took me one day to Old Town in Montenegro for dinner; there we greatly enjoyed an expensive seafood meal after which we walked around. Darko got a parking ticket that night in Old Town and greatly complained about its five dollar fee; for some, five dollars is equal to an entire week pay in Serbia. I think I offered him the five dollars for the ticket feeling guilty because it was only for my benefit he parked there at all. Darko wanted to show me Old Town; he already knew what the beautiful cobble stone streets looked like. We also went to the Montenegrin capital, Podgorica. I really don’t remember much of Podgorica except for walking around the streets one night. Since we didn’t swim there so it wasn’t a high point for me. When our ten day stay in Montenegro was finished we all packed and returned the way we came in Darko’s car. The day before we left, Darko’s car required maintenance. We didn’t have enough cash on hand left to pay for the needed repairs so I called Arnold Stark, my fiancée in the states, asking him to please wire us five hundred dollars cash to Montenegro; he did. This is a fact that Arnold himself can verify being that he alone possesses the charge card receipt for wiring us the money through Western Union to a town not far from Budva. With Darko’s car repairs complete, we returned home for Beograd. On the way back to Beograd we made two more important stops. One was Hercegovni where we met up with Darko’s cousin, a soon to be freshman college student and her friends. We had a couple of drinks, snapped some photos and Darko and I went for a quick swim in the sea. When it began to rain, we called it a day. The other stop was somewhere on the way back, where I have no idea. We pulled up to a large lake. Darko pulled his car onto a large ferry boat. There were some people on the ferry, but primarily soldiers from the Serbian military fully armed with guns; I felt 100% safe with them. Reaching the other side we drove around but I can’t remember much. Returning on the ferry, we piled into Darko’s car and appeared at his apartment several hours later. We were all extremely exhausted and passed out as soon as possible in our separate rooms. Again, we walked past the same old men sitting in front of Darko’s apartment building seeming to do nothing; they waved at us. There were only two days left of my vacation at this point; I didn’t feel like doing much of anything. I’d come down with terrible stomach symptoms that began in Budva several days prior. This was probably owing to my ignoring Darko and Bojana’s warning not to drink tap water but only bottled; a lesson I ought have learned in Indonesia as a young girl. We were all feeling tired and slightly under the weather merely wanting to recuperate. Notwithstanding, Darko, always an avid early morning riser, insisted we promenade Beograd’s renown indoor marketplace; an extremely large indoor flea market. We walked approximately an hour or two. I tried on several dresses before finally buying myself one; the type I can’t recall. Bojana bought herself Serbian brand makeup after which Darko informed us it’s time to leave. Shopping was always boring to Darko unless it was for himself and during his stay in the United States Darko, Bojana and I hit many malls in New York and New Jersey such as Willow brook in Wayne, New Jersey. Other favorite stores we often visited were Daffy’s and Macy’s in Forest Hills, Queens, New York. I vividly remember the Republika Srpska diplomatic contact, Dejan Miletic, to the Hague court in the Netherlands visiting. Me, Darko, he whose name was, Dan, Dejan Miletic (he gave me his busines card at the restaurant), in English, along with my daughter little Jill went to Macy’s at the Willow brook Mall in Wayne NJ allowing Dan to buy some gifts for his girlfriend back in Bosnia. Afterwards, we all enjoyed a wonderful lunch at Six Brothers Diner on Route 46 not to far from Montclair State University in New Jersey. I can’t recall whether it was prior to vacationing in Budva or after, but close to the Beograd marketplace we visited the apartment of a Serbian basketball player and his disc jockey roommate (the walls of the apartment were covered with music CD’s from around the world). It was a very impressive CD collection. He said he often spent time in Manhattan studying when not having to compete. I became increasingly sad during this time owing that in another day I’d again be saying goodbye to the man I loved, Darko; perhaps leaving Serbia forever. I wanted to stay and live in Beograd permanently but I had duties to my graduate studies at FDU in Hackensack, New Jersey. Had I known the university (FDU) would be soon dismissing me from their graduate program similarly to the New School for Social Research, I would have stayed in Beograd. I always told Darko my greatest desire was to live in Serbia and/or Montenegro. He always replied, “Jill you have your children and your studies now. After your children leave and you complete your graduate degree, then you can come reside in my country.” After the New School discriminated against me and I was recently receiving poor grades at FDU from professors that had formerly studied and graduated from the New School themselves, I felt I wanted to leave America thinking strongly I would have more academic freedom in Serbia. In fact during my entire Serbian trip, I discovered that myself and others freely spoke our minds on a myriad of subjects such as politics and theology without being badgered. This was my personal experience and I know allegedly not all Serb citizenry under previous regimes enjoyed such privilege. Upon leaving the marketplace we enjoyed lunch at Darko’s which Bojana prepared; she was an excellent cook! My favorite Serbian food is Gibanica (I think this is the correct spelling). Gibanica is an exquisite main dish comprised of Greek filo dough, beef, cheese and sometimes spinach baked in layers similarly to Italian lasagna. After lunch, I decided to walk by myself to a local store for purchasing some items. I wanted some air alone outside not wanting Darko to see me cry. As aforementioned, I became extremely sad about returning to the United States the following day. When returning to the apartment, Darko suggested I nap a while so I did. I don’t remember what time it was when Darko knocked on my door waking me up. He informed me we were heading out soon to meet up with a friend of his named, Sharko, he wanted to introduce me. Darko made a few cell telephone calls and told me, he was calling his friend to meet us, and it would be about ten minutes and he said he would be there to meet us; sure enough, in about ten minutes, Ratko Mladic appeared walking towards me in the Boat restaurant!! Although Darko and I never discuss the incident anymore, I always assumed that Ratko and Darko were extremely close friends being that Darko had the personal cell telephone number of, Ratko Mladic. It was obvious to me at that time, on the way to meet, Ratko, Darko was speaking directly to Ratko on his cell phone; several times after short conversations on his cell, Darko, told me his friend said he was apologetic he was running a little late and would be here in a moment. Darko and Ratko must have become extremely close during the Bosnian war where later Darko confided to me that he was an army officer and worked in the Yugoslav Army / Air Force in some capacity. Darko recently told me, he was deeply hurt by the Bosnian War; he told me he had a daughter (I never knew this before 2010 when he told me he had a daughter), in which during the time he was apparently drafted into the army, he each day feared for his life, never knowing IF, he would ever return alive to see his daughter again. We left Darko’s apartment after dusk and about ten minutes later parked nearby a beautiful green park lined with trees along the river, somewhere in Beograd. Uncertain exactly where we were going, I allowed Darko and Bojana to lead. Strolling down the narrow paved path a few feet wide cutting into a grassy hill, we headed directly towards a boat restaurant. Traversing the small shaky wooden bridge, we boarded. The place was empty; we were the only persons present besides one waitress. We sat as follows; Darko and Bojana sat next to each other as in American restaurant booth’s and I sat alone across vis-à-vis. The boat itself was very luxurious resembling the interior of several large boats formerly owned by the late Aristotle Onassis. I have several books on Aristotle Onassis so I have seen photos of the interior of his large boats. The waitress came over to take our order; there was no menu. We verbally told her which libation we wanted; as she walked away Sharko came in. Sharko was Ratko Mladic; he wore old faded blue jeans sagging a bit around his waist. I wasn’t scared at all. When first shaking hands with Mr. Mladic I thought quietly, this couldn’t possibly be happening; but it in objective reality it was really happening. I’ve met many interesting people since graduating WPUNJ in New Jersey in 1997. I personally coined the term, extreme sociologist which I consider myself. I may not be rich, but achieved my scholarly goals notwithstanding either FDU or the New School for Social Research in Manhattan dismissing me from their graduate study programs. Since completing my undergraduate degree, I’ve desired to better understand our world by meeting with and talking with the world’s most controversial individuals. I believe in traveling to hidden and seemingly remote places around the world, partaking in local cultural activities for better understanding wherefore people behave as they do. Mladic first seated himself across from me, in a separate chair the right of Darko. The waitress returned asking Mladic what he preferred to drink; he ordered expensive wine saying jokingly it was “two hundred dollars a bottle,” smiling. I was already drinking an alcoholic beverage of some sort I can’t remember along with Bojana. Darko rarely drank and sipped on something non-alcoholic. Extolling me to Mladic, Darko explicated whereby I was the only American college student standing firm on grave issues pertaining to international justice insofar, the NATO and the former Yugoslavia. Darko finished boasting about me to Mladic after which I in an extremely forceful forthright manner explained to Mladic my political views insofar as NATO’s breaching international law by launching military aggression against the former Yugoslavia, by bombing the Chinese embassy in Beograd, and, by purposely bombing other civilian targets in Serbia and Montenegro in 1999. I have a film of when NATO bombed a newborn baby hospital unit in Beograd; disgraceful! Mladic seemed impressed with my viewpoints on war and peace. He was very warm friendly man; very relaxed and laid back. He smiled the entirety we were chilling out just enjoying each other’s company and drink. Hanging out with Mladic was no different than chilling with my other friends back in America. I ordered another drink with Darko’s disapproval. As aforementioned, Darko strongly disdained mind altering substances, always trying to help me overcome my craving for them. Then, Mladic opened his wallet, showing me photos of his wife and children; he had a very attractive family as portrayed in his wallet sized photos. I think he missed them, perhaps empathizing to the loss I felt being estranged with my own two children for so many agonizing years. Like General Mladic, I possess very few photos of my own children. The photos Mladic had in his wallet were obviously very old because his children were still very young in the pictures. It was evident he didn’t have any recent photos of his family in many years; I sympathized with him in this respect. After reminiscing over family photos he got up sitting next to me across from Darko and Bojana. I let him hold my hand gently massaging it. He kissed my hand, inviting me to spend the night with him in the hills of Beograd; I declined on account of my strong Orthodox Christian theological convictions. I admit Mladic having warm inviting hands and greatly enjoying the manner in which he touched me. I did consider him an attractive man; yet as aforementioned I declined his invitation. He accepted my decision although he did ask me again; again I replied the same answer. It was getting late and I was departing Serbia the following day in the afternoon. Still sipping my drink, I began urging Darko to return to America with me making a life for himself teaching as a professor at a university. In retrospect, I now feel tremendous guilt and shame because of my advances towards Darko owing to Bojana my best friend sitting there with me vis-à-vis. Feeling a bit tipsy from drinking, Mladic continued making sexual advances towards urging me to go home with him. Darko laughed seemingly thinking Mladic’s advances towards me were cute stating, “go ahead Jill, spend the night with Sharko, it’s fine…Sharko‘s a good friend of mine…don‘t worry if you want to…I promise you’ll not miss your flight back to America tomorrow…“ I continued declining the advances and when it became obvious I wouldn’t change my mind, Darko said we had to leave because I had to finish packing for my flight and get a good nights sleep. We all departed identically to boarding the boat restaurant, crossing the small narrow wooden bridge; Sharko/ Mladic departed with us. After exiting, Mladic and I stood in front of the boat restaurant for several minutes. I began crying because I loved Serbia not wanting to leave the next day. Mladic pulled me close to him and embracing me, he kissed both my cheeks. I kissed his cheeks also embracing him. In examining photos online of the Topcider Serbian military barracks in Beograd recently, the photo scenes look identical to where I met Ratko that night. Even the photos of the trees, walkways and benches/Gazebo and river where we met look exactly the same. I remember the shape of the trees there that night even. The scene that night when we met looks very much identical as seen in the newly released Mladic home videos. I wonder if Mladic did not have any security when he met me because Darko had brought me in the Topcider military barracks to meet Mladic that night; I believe he did. I would not have known the difference since it seemed merely a beautiful park. Darko and Bojana were walking ahead towards the car leaving me and Mladic alone. Knowing, I’d continue crying, I broke our embrace saying “goodbye.” Mladic promised to visit me the next day dressed in his full military uniform before I left Serbia. I didn’t want to part; but I did. I saw Darko and Bojana walking towards their car up the grassy hill and followed. I walked briskly catching up with them; I was exhausted and still had to finish packing back at Darko‘s apartment. Once more I turned and saw Mladic drive away in an old brown Mercedes Benz on its left front side. I was surprised to see it was scratched and slightly dented. Arriving back at Darko’s place, I completed preparations for departing the following day and fell fast asleep. The next day I woke up around mid morning feeling depressed so I went for a walk to a local store picking up some things. Returning to Darko’s, we were standing outside his apartment discussing something when I turned seeing Mladic approaching me in full military regalia. We shook hands glad seeing each other. Of all photos I’ve seen online, Mladic never looked better than he did then. His military uniform was clean, ironed and he wore every military metal ever earned it seemed to me. He was as honorably decorated as any of the American Joint Chief’s of Staff; even wearing his gold colored in sigma upon his green military cap. He had many gold colored metals hanging from his uniform on the left side by his chest. I was privileged to see him this way; I confess being impressed. I was surprised to say the very least. Darko said to stand next to Mladic insisting on snapping some photos of the two of us. Mladic placed his arm around my shoulder and I his; we both smiled as Darko snapped some photos. When finished Mladic presented me with a gift. The book I posted online for you all to view, signing it to me under the alias name, Sharko thanking me for beautiful times spent together in Beograd. We embraced and he left as Darko interjected saying we had to hurry to the airport before I miss my flight. Darko’s German friend delivered me back to Beograd airport the same manner as picked up. There was little time, my flight was actually locking the gate and about to depart without me. Darko ran up to someone important showing his governmental badge as I recall, asking them to hold the flight until I board. There was hardly time for JAT to weigh my luggage; they did however inform me it weighed over the limit allowed. Darko said there was no time to be picky about what I was bringing back to the States ; I obeyed leaving one full suitcase behind with him as to not miss my flight. Quickly helped me through customs and the gate, I tried prolonging our goodbye. Darko didn’t want seeing him cry and urged me on as the Serbian flight attendant waved me to hurry. The gate was closed up and I had to run with my carry on to board the plane. One last time I turned briefly to see Darko; he tried hiding the tears swelling in his eyes as I. I took my seat on the JAT flight back home to America. Upon reaching JFK my luggage was lost and it was delivered over the weekend to my home in Bloomingdale New Jersey. This is what it’s like to chill with the most ruthless men in the world. No biggie really. THE END NOTES BY AUTHOR 2011 ============================ (1) Later a few years after, Darko came to visit me for about one week, and stayed at my house in Bloomingdale, New Jersey. This was the trip where Darko and I, both drive down to meet United States Senator Tim Nicholson (see my blog on terrorism when me and Darko met with Senator Nicholson (Republican) http://sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/the-law-projects-center-information-the-cia-us-department-of-state-ignored-that-could-have-prevented-the-9-11-terrorist-attacks-on-the-twin-towers-in-nyc in Washington D.C.). Darko stayed at Senator Nicholson's home and I in a local hotel nearby)...Darko at that time, gave me two friendly diplomatic presents from Serbia, thanking me again for all I have done for him and his life, personally over the years, and also for his country, Serbia and Republika Srpska. These were the gifts Darko gave to me below. http://sites.google.com/site/jillstarrsite/jillstarrinternationalnews http://members.fortunecity.com/lpca1/lpc.htm (2) The only person's photo who is mentioned in my true story (this book), has always been, Professor Arnold Stark's. This is 0wing to his constant threatening me NOT to ever post his photo here. I am posting it now (threats OR not). He and I were engaged in 2001 when I traveled to Serbia. Owing to that trip, he considered me a traitor to both the United States, and him personally and broke out engagement to be married. He teaches at both Kean College and William Paterson Univesrity of New Jersey and we are still pesonally close friends and colleagues. He was just here the other day. He sent Darko Trifunovic , Bojana and I near Kosovo (by the Kosovo border) as stated in my book , cash for $500- to a Montenegro Western Union to fix Darko's car around the Kosovo border area. He tells me he still has his AMERICAN EXPRESS RECEIPT FOR THAT MONETARY TRANSACTION. I might also add, of anyone accused of "war crimes" by the ICTY housed at the Hague in the Netherlands, only Mr. Arnold Stark has threatened me in any manner about my printing this true account of history as stated in this book I wrote. And for the sake of Radovan Karadzic, Ratko Mladic and ALL the Bosnian Serbs obtaining a FAIR TRIAL at the ICTY which I am telling you is impossible as I claim, I personally have heard and seen more curse words and violence in the local Bloomingdale New Jersey Bars then I have ever seen or heard in the presence of any Serb accused of genocide and/or war crimes by the ICTY, Prsoecutor Brammertz, and the Hague ! (3) This book was only made possible by a communication error between, Darko Trifunovic and myself. I would never want to publish matgerial making Darko (my friend) uncomfortable. Early in January 2009, I e-mailed, Darko, asking him if he minded me publishing this book. He never replied for several months. When he di dnot reply to such an important question, from my knowing Darko well over the years we have worked closely together, I merely published it, assuming it was alrlight according to, Darko. When he replied to me, several months after it gone viral online, it was too late for me to vanish all the posts it was online. So I decided to move forward and leave it. At first, Darko, was not happy with the book when we finally communicated about it. At first, Darko, said "Jill, I only introduced you too another high ranking officer named, Sharko, but not Mr, Mladic...I became EXTREMELY ANGRY with Darko, because he had always been forthright and never lied to me previously. I told him that what he told me was a bunch of BULLSHIT owing to the fact I could prove I met Mr., Mladic anyway because I had his signature on the books that he gave me, and his fingerprints etc..in my house and to stop his lying about the incident. Darko thentold me, he apologized and that "Just he did not want to be implicated in all this by the ICTY and he was not being harassed, he was not going to lose his job over the book and that yes, it is true that he introduced me to, Ratko Mladic that night we were in Beograd together in 2001. He said he would basically, live with it and it was true to me. We have not really discussed the matter since. The original reason for my printing my book I told him was too shut down the ICTY and I needed this book to get the international community's attention, and, once I had that attention, they would have to investigate the proof that I possessed, that neither Radovan Karadzic, Ratko Mladic or any other person at the ICTY awaiting trial was going to receive a FAIR TRIAL. My intentions were always pure in writing this book andc I never did it for profit. I had always told, Darko, IF, and only IF, I had it ever published and profited from it, I would give him half the proceeds, and also give the other 50% of profits to the Republika of Srpska to help them rebuild from the BOsnian War. Law Projects Center Int’l [Beograd / New York] Miss Jill Louise Starr [Director of LPC New York] 138-A Hamburg Tpk., Bloomingdale, N.J. 07403 U.S.A. [email protected] To: All Interested Parties Date: March 11th 2001 Subject: Int’l Criminal Court Preparatory Commission Meeting Report [Draft Documents on Establishing a Permanent ICC] March 1st – March 9th 2001 United Nations, N.Y.C. Dear Friends and Colleagues, In the true spirit of former United States President, Woodrow Wilson’s American Democratic Ideals#, I hereby forward you draft documents from the recent United Nations meetings held in New York City on establishing a permanent International Criminal Court. I strongly believe, if all countries in our world will soon be submitting both themselves and their citizenry to a new ICC establishment possessing exclusive international legal jurisdiction over the entire world, that you should fully comprehend its meaning and raison d’etat. Hence, I believe that all persons possessing a strong commitment to enhancing democracy, internationally applying equitable social justice and peace for our perpetual human survival and for our posterity [without prejudice], should read these documents. Respectfully Yours, Miss Jill Louse Starr